1. THE SIN

I am asking myself: a sin...
What does this word mean?
I don't know the answer

Many words come to my lips...

What about human?
If he's only a human
why is he afraid of penalty of sins?

Who can prove that every sin
is blot out of one's memory?

I always see the spacious circle of fear...

What about human?
If he's only a human
why is he afraid of penalty of sins?

I am asking myself: a sin...
What does this word mean?


2. FREE OF TWILIGHT

Today when the darkness fell down
at least I saw my value;
Always running from no ordinary events
finaly I found a key to myself

Like a new-born child...
I see fresh colours now...
Like a new-born child...

I feed my unerring eyes
with green pictures:
Since now an immense garden
of normal matters
exists not for my sake...

Today when the darkness fell down
finaly I found a key to myself;

No trifle will torment my temple;
No shadow will fly from me;

Last time I want to look at the fog;
Last time I want to taste fear;

I became free of twilight...
the old rules makes no difference;


3. 18

Standing on the cliff
I see the shine of night...
There's a drawning mist,
moonlight and somebody's cry;
If it is my dream
why do I feel that I came to an end?

This voice is so quiet that
nobody else can hear it;
It is had to close the ears
'cause this cry is from my heart;

Am I the last angel?
Eighteen - is this my name?

Is this my time to do it...
and what I have to do?
Who is my master now...
and what's the sign to start?

Standing on the cliff
I see the shine of night...
There's a drawning mist,
moonlight and somebody's cry;
If it is my dream
why do I feel that I came to an end?


4. RELIEF IN FIGHT

Let nervous hands tremble;
Don't hold back energy
that is trying to get out of them;
Let looking in a hurry
for a right way thoughts
get out from limits of logic;


Erect the wall of all reasons
before the clash with
an element of racing anger;
You will feel relief
in a fight with adversities...

Let nervous hands tremble;
Don't hold back energy
that is trying to get out of them...

Erect the wall of all reasons...
Erect the wall...


5. STRONGER THAN DESTINY

Join in my reality
in spite of your distrust...
You'll see infinity
now that the end is gone;

Being powerless I chose ignorance;
I closed my eyes forever;
bit I see a tiny shadow...
... a tiny shadow...

In my even subconsciousness
uncertainty is casting the shadow
like a moon
complitely bears every details of my fear;

Consciousness of ignorance...
Consciousness of eternity...

Outside - silence...
Inside - scream...

Did I surrender to destiny?
Or was I stronger than it?

Join in my reality
in spite of your distrust;
Join in my reality...

I closed my eyes forever...


6. ASBEEL

I saw the beauty
which lives downthere on human land;
I want to possess it;
I know I can have it for my own...

And I say; look. I take one for my wife;
I rape... and there's a smile on my face;
and I say; look. we are untouchable;
I rape... and now... I scorn myself

My soul is fighting..
my soul is fighting with my brain;
I start hunting...
the victim is my dark side;
My soul is fighting with my fate:
I start hunting...
The victim it my dark side...

Hear my voice
I scream 'cause I'm afraid
of my own thoughts;
Kill my dirty body
which I intend to desecrate
with human's daughter;

My soul is fighting..
my soul is fighting with my guilt;
I start hunting...
the victim is my dark side;
My soul is fighting with my fate:
I start hunting...
The victim it my dark side...