1. DIE TRYING

I think its time for me to go now,
I've done more harm than good
If I could change how this turned out
Yeah
You know that I would

Sometimes the weight is more than I can hold,
I'd rather fail than not know

If it takes forever,
I will die trying
If it takes forever,
I will die trying
I will die trying

I wish I knew then what I know now,
I'd probably do the same
Yeah
I get the feeling it's planned out,
From the cradle to the grave

Sometimes the weight is more than I can hold,
I'd rather fail than never really know
I am digging a hole
I am taking it all
I am digging a hole to bury my soul
I am digging


2. GET THRU THIS

I've seen better days
So says the mirror
It's hard to find divinity when you're the king of men

If I can get through this
I can get through anything
If I can make it through this
I can get through anything
I promise you

It could be much worse
But the call is close
Tomorrow's my reason for today to let go

If I can get through this
I can get through anything
If I can make it through this
I can get through anything
I promise you

If I can get through this
I can get through that
If you cut me wide open
I can cut you some slack
If you come when I'm leaving
I might never be back
I know it's not easy
just a matter of fact

If I can get through this
If I can get through this
If I can get through this
If I can get through this


3. SORRY

Seems like everyday you cross my mind
Even after such a long long time
I still think about the way you smile
It tears me apart to know that it won't ever be the same again
No it won't ever be the same again

Now I'm sorry that I left you
I can't go back
I can't change anything
I'm sorry that I said "so long"
I never meant to hurt you
Sorry I waited so long

Not really sure what I'm doing back here
Why I stayed away for all those years
I guess I had to try to find myself
I'm the only one to blame
No one else can ever make it all go away
Or make up, make up for all my mistakes

Now I'm sorry that I left you
I can't go back
I can't change anything
I'm sorry that I said "so long"

Now I'm sorry that I left you
I can't go back
I can't change anything
I'm sorry that I said "so long"
I never meant to hurt you
Sorry I waited so long
Sorry I waited so long

If I could do this all over
I'd want to go back, I'd want to go back
If I could only start over
I'd take it all back,
I'd take it all back for you
I'd take it all back for you

Now I'm sorry that I left you
I can't go back
I can't change anything
I'm sorry I said "so long"

And I'm sorry that I left you
I can't go back
I can't change anything
I'm sorry I said "so long"
I never meant to hurt you
Sorry I waited so long
Sorry I waited so long
Sorry I waited so long

That I waited so long


4. WHOLE WORLD'S CRAZY

He’s just a kid on the street
Got it tough trying to make ends meet
So high on low self-esteem
Nowhere to wake up with no place to sleep
I pass him by every week
Offer change and hope he forgives me
But will I ever know his name, will I ever know

Is the whole world crazy now
The whole world’s crazy now
I don’t wanna believe there’s no way out
Is the whole world crazy now

She’s got a kid at thirteen
He stole her innocence and fled the scene
Disowned by a daddy who drinks
They found her there by the bathroom sink
Will I ever know her name, will I ever know

Is the whole world crazy now
The whole world’s crazy now
I don’t wanna believe there’s no way out
Is the whole world crazy now

I see your face even with my eyes shut
I see your face, but will I ever know
I see your face even with my eyes shut
I see your face, but will I ever know
That I don’t even know your name

Is the whole world crazy now
Is the whole world crazy now
I don’t wanna believe there’s no way out
Don’t wanna believe it's over

I don't want to believe there's no way out
Is the whole world crazy now?


5. COMPLETELY

I see an end
Our sun will dive
Blood alone won't bring you life

Darkness falls
Curtains rise
But you and I just can't survive

Like broken glass
I see through you
I can't believe the things that you do

With open eye's been cut before
Now I see through closing doors
Watch what you wish for, you know you just might get it

Completely without me
What's in your head is on your hands
Completely without me
I over turned, I understand that,
Everything you want ain't always what you need
Completely without me
Completely without me

It's hard to sleep in the bed you make
with all the bones that you daybreak

You taught me well
Sure I learned that most of us get what we deserve


6. I WILL BE THERE

Somebody's leaving
Somebody gives a damn
Somebody's dreaming
Cause somebody knows they can, you can
For all the times this world ain't fair
I want you to know

I will be there to watch you grow
To let you know somebody cares
I will be there to love you whole
When nothing works and no one cares

Somebody's dying
Somebody's lost their wings
And Somebody's losing their mind
Somebody knows no other way
And when this life get's hard to bear
I want you to know

I will be there to watch you grow
To let you know somebody cares
I will be there to love you whole
When nothing works and no one cares


7. YOU DON'T KNOW ME

You think you know me
Got me figured out
You're casting shadows
I'm casting doubt
You think you know me
You think I care
You should spend some time with the person in the mirror

I'm a fist, I'm afraid, I'm a link in the chain
I'm the worst of the best, but I'm in this race
You don't know me
I'm a knife, I'm a rope, I'm a bitter pill
I'm a tooth on the cog that you built to spill
You don't know me

I'm not defined by what you think I am
I won't fall into your predetermined plan
All like diamonds without the shine
If you never take the time you never know
What you won't find

I'm a crow, I'm the most with the least to gain


8. RAINING

I’m scared to look down
Never been so high
And I can’t look up with a closing mind

I’m scared to be touched, I don’t like the feel
It’s way too close, way too real

Cause inside it’s raining, it never lets up
I know I’m crazy
Crazy enough to know that I,
I'll find a way to make this all go away

I’m scared to be me 'cause I look like you
I don’t wanna be somebody I never knew

I’m scared to go out, I’m so far in
I hear it’s nice, but I’ve never been

Cause inside it’s raining, it never lets up
I know I’m crazy
Crazy enough to know that I,
I'll find a way to make this all go away

I found my only out,
So just forget about talking me down yeah
I’ll put this fire out and stop the burning

Inside it’s raining, it never lets up
I know I’m crazy
Crazy enough to know that I,
I'll find a way to make this all go away

Inside it’s raining, it never lets up
I know I’m crazy
Crazy enough to know that I,
I'll find a way to make this all go away

Inside it’s raining (I'll make this all go away)
Inside it’s raining (I'll make this all go away)
Inside it’s raining (I'll make this all go away)
Inside it’s raining (I'll make this all go away


9. BEST I CAN

Tonight I feel like the world won't miss me
So much to say but there's no one listening
If we're alone are we all together in that

I threw a penny in a well for wishing
And prayed for all the things I think I'm missing
A little time is all I really need

I am doing the best I can with everything I am
Don't you know nobody's perfect
Do you understand how hard I'm trying to do the best I can
The best I can

A second chance to give you something
It takes a lifetime to come from nothing
I refuse to believe in running away

I am doing the best I can with everything I am
Don't you know nobody's perfect
Do you understand how hard I'm trying for you
I am doing the best I can with everything I am
Don't you know I think you're worth it
Do you understand how hard I'm trying to do the best I can
The best I can

I got a picture of what matters and
I keep it close to my heart
It's a little faded but so am I

Cause I am doing the best I can with everything I am
Don't you know nobody's perfect
Do you understand how hard I'm trying for you
I am doing the best I can with everything I am
Don't you know I think you're worth it
Do you understand how hard I'm trying to do the best I can
The best I can
The best I can
The best I can

And I'm doing, oh I'm doing the best I can
I am, I'm doing the best, oh the best I can
The best I can, oh the best I can
Oh I keep doing, keep trying


10. STRAIGHT ACROSS MY MIND

The first time's easy I could walk away,
But something in me makes me stay
The second I leave you I'm without
Third time lucky without a doubt this disease is growing In me from a seed into a twisted tree

It's like an obsession, an addiction
You keep on running straight across,
Straight across my mind
I'll never look away
It's like the sun has opened up my eyes
You're straight across my mind (my mind)
Straight across my mind (my mind)

Forced expression fails to meet expectations of the weak
Cinco de Mayo comes again
Six years dying to understand this disease that's growing In me from a seed into a twisted tree

It's like an obsession, an addiction
You keep on running straight across,
Straight across my mind
I'll never look away
It's like the sun has opened up my eyes
You're straight across my mind

Now this disease is growing in me
From a seed into a twisted tree

It's like an obsession, an addiction
You keep on running straight across,
Straight across my mind
I'll never look away
It's like the sun has opened up my eyes
It's like the sun has opened up my eyes

You're straight across my mind (my mind)
Straight across my mind (my mind)
Straight across my mind


11. BREATHE AGAIN

When I hesitate I know it's just too late to bring you Back, but still I need you
I can't communicate the burden of this weight
My world is black until I see you

I don't know how, I don't know when,
But I can finally breathe again
Life's too short, the day's too long
In the end I knew it all along
I knew it all along

Two sides of a knife, story of my life, the pain is sharp a comfort bleeds through
I can't seem to clear my head, I wish that I was dead
Falling apart cause I still need you

I don't know how, I don't know when,
But I can finally breathe again
Life's too short, the day's too long
In the end I knew it all along
Like a newborn child, like a raven in the wind

I can finally breathe again
I can finally breathe again
When I hesitate I know it's just too late to bring you Back, but still I need you

I don't know how, I don't know when,
But I can finally breathe again
Life's too short, the day's too long
In the end I knew it all along
Like a newborn child, like a raven in the wind
I can finally breathe again

I don't know how, I don't know when,
But I can finally breathe again
Life's too short, the day's too long
In the end I knew it all along
Like a newborn child, like a raven in the wind

I can finally breathe again, yeah
I can finally breathe again, yeah
I can finally breathe again

I don't know how, I don't know when,
But I can finally breathe again
Life's too short, the day's too long
In the end I knew it all along
I can finally breathe again
I knew it all along
I can finally breathe again