1. VIOLABLE

I’m always in pain
Humbled by defects
It just seems so pointless
I wonder who keeps me going
Am I refusing to give up
Or just prolonging the suffrage

I need peace with myself
I need peace with death
My remembrance feels more lively than my being

I need peace with myself
I need peace with death
I know my obligations to you

You may not like this
The thing I have to do
But I’ll let you guide the blade in my hand
Give you this false perception of control

Innocuous cuts through flesh already deep into decay
Barely scratching the surface of fate
Hope seems inextricably connected to the difficulties ahead

I long for peace with that I dread the most


2. WITH LOVE AND SELF-HATRED

I raise my hands
And beg for genocide of all the voices in my mind

But it’s only me
In this little bubble
I hide at all cost

In an effort to clear the fog behind my eyes
to see a glimpse of your face

I would take my life
So you might never die

I will never be truly happy
As long as I chase this high
I vow to drop this bottle filled with sickness
And follow your haunting smile


3. DARTEL DE DUISTERNIS IN

Running through the fields of loss
Void of a living soul
The sun has turned to night

Leaving all behind that was
As if it never were
Return to cosmic dust

With the darkness on the rise
You no longer see through your eyes
As you're watching over us

Your presence is everlasting
not in time but in memory
As you’re living on with us

And now we're stranded here
With this devil who so envied your spirit
Yet she carries it on
And we cherish you through her


4. THE UNDYED

An insincere world, in name of the divine
Oppressive whispers, a silent tyranny

In the shadow of dictating hands, the soul’s moral compass withers
Weaving the threads of connection is a clandestine dance
Remain undyed, undying

It is no man's burden to bear the weight of the world but the undyed, undying

In the shadows of deceit, where lies entwine
A false virtue, in name of the divine
As the hivemind swarms, in darkness we reside
invisible chains, we will not abide

Wear the cilicium
A self image that many so loathe
The white sheet of reproachment
A burning hate for one's distinctiveness

It has always been this way
From the first breath until the last
A flaw repeated again and again
The prophecy of the undyed


5. UIT HET DORRE HOUT GESNEDEN (INTERLUDE)

(Instrumental)


6. ONSTUIMIG

Dwaalgeest
Weet je wel voor wie je danst
Dwaalheilige
Weet je wel dat je muziek van de duivel is

Vermijd de dag van morgen door te leven in het moment
Mijn geest laat los van mijn lichaam

Ik reik uit
In een een oneindigheid van niets
Bang om gevonden te worden

Ik dans in het vagevuur

Wie neemt mijn hand
Wie sleep ik mee
Ben je mijn verlossing
Of ik jouw ondergang


7. GEMEINSAM

Mein Weltschmerz wird deine Welt in Schatten tauchen
Doch ohne dein Licht bleibt meine Welt kalt und leer

I do not deserve you
Cause you don’t deserve me

Ich zerstöre mich selbst in einem egoistischen Verlangen, einem inneren Konflikt


I do not deserve you
Cause you don’t deserve me
I do not deserve you
Cause you deserve so much more

Wie kann ich in dieser faulen Erde Wurzeln schlagen, meine Seele
Wie kannst du von meinem Selbstmitleid überwuchert aufblühen