1. BLACK AND BLUE REALITY

(Instrumental)


2. EXFAREVANITY

Today the most are stereotype
For whom the TV is the only daily hype
Chained by themselves to a boring frame
"Switch-off-the-brain"; a funny game
A neverthinking consume-nation
With video games as the only temptation
Beautiful world in living-rooms
The seed of stupid sweetness blooms

Ecstasy
In my mind, my fantasy
Fantasy
It offers a new reality
Reality
Cannot destroy my vanity
Vanity
I'm not chained but free!

But I don't want to live that way
And get more silly every day
I wish to use my mind I mean
Your foolishness is such extreme
As long as media are means of abuse
With the intention just to confuse
I do prefer to rely on my mind
My ideas, fantasies, all of that kind
I still do know how to build a vision
Indeed a very, very easy decision
Which kind of dream I will have for dinner
Served by myself in deepest inner
For heavens sake you could wake up
You're really able to make this fuck stop
Or you can peacefully stupid die
Without a second wondered why


3. PLEASUREFALL

Everything you say, when it comes my way
Face to face but all proved wrong
I won't wait and stay, till the end of my day
There's no way I must be strong
I can't run away in order to pray
'Cause I know they're awaiting it all
But I'm not able to hide and I'll spit on your pride
It's a pleasure to see you fall

Now has come the time
Now I can say this freedom is mine
As for a bird with a broken wing
It's my hope my everything
It is so simple 'cause I just enjoy
Like a father who watches his boy
This little treasure inside my heart
Are you worth getting a part

I've got no shame and I can't wait to blame your ideals as you will see
Calm down sleep on
Your chance, it is gone
Or wake up and fight to be free


4. HORIZON

Waves, what beautiful sounds I hear
There won't be anger I'll have to fear
Surrounded, penetrated and sanely free
My vision and my fantasy
The sky appears so bright, so real
I like this peace of mind I feel
A tender wind blows over my face
Endless wideness lost in haze

I think it is the first time
I really heard a bell chime
And how mightful colors suddenly are
I never did realize this so far
Birds take me on, with golden wings
Imagine me the horizon prince
Forever flying after my dying
Imagine we in the horizon winds

My sight of life changed from once to now
I always knew it deep somehow
But to gain what so less want to do
Those ignorant fools will never get through
A single step into the dark
Get further, pierce into your heart
A sudden light will carry you on
Your clash with life forever won


5. SPLENDID

(Instrumental)


6. RELEASE

Well, I really thought I was by life taught
My memory is an open book
Endless aeons that it took
MY inspiration - to write it down
Reality - I won't drown
And I believed the inner sense
Not to be caged - my strong defense

Salty pearls I do cry
Another part that says good-bye
Release me, please, from mental pain
If I will never remember again

But as I turned a page
My conscience flew into a rage
It was not able to foresee
It is true that page was free
I swore to myself: "it has been there"
As my whole life I stayed aware
With all my strength - but now it's gone
God, tell me, which is the one
Despair turns into blame
Something drives me insane
I search but even more disappear
With panic eyes I start to fear
I lose my mind - my memory
And live with a raped dignity

Soon I will see just empty pages
Senses are gone - thrown into cages
Just empty cages


7. EXCUSES

Stop to bore me with excuses
I'm so sad I just don't care
Man regrets and then loses
Face - if it ever has been there
Show me that you're able to stand for mistakes that you made
Don't excuse to make things new
'Cause you would only feed our hate
Talk about the facts, you know
Opinion is the point I think
Stupidy - a funny show
Little brains can also shrink

Excuses, excuses - be honest, my dear
So sorry, don't worry - I don't want to hear
Your cheapness and weakness made you sink so low
A nice day, a long way - when will you go

Relax, my dear, no, I won't bite
'Cause rotten meat ain't not my taste
Ignorance - your bride in white
No dignity - just mental waste
Who said that I can't stand the pain
I know that truth can hurt real hard
So let me tell it you again
Just honesty can make a start
Perhaps you'll never realize
Don't change your mind and choose to creep along with other mice
But I just won't excuse


8. VERGANGEN

Blicklos in die Ferne schweifen
Verloren - was gewesen ist
Vergessen, ohne zu begreifen, dass Einsamkeit die Seele frisst
Erinnerung verblasst, verbleicht
Nur fetzen geistigen Gewands
Ewige Dämmerung erweicht
Die Sinne - Benebelung des Verstands

Vergangen - Farben - Fröhlichkeit
Verzweiflung mich befällt
Vor meinen Augen Dunkelheit - in Finsternis die Welt
Was ist es, das mein Herz erfüllt
Ich kann es nicht begreifen
Das Einzinge, das ich noch kann
Blicklos die Ferne streifen

Erahnte formen - unerkannt, nur fühlbar, was ich sah
Das Licht in mir, es ist verbannt
So weit und doch so nah
Gewiss, der Tag ist nicht mehr fern
Die Nacht um mich vergeht
In tiefen Zügen atme ich, den Wind, der um mich weht
Wer weiss, vielleicht erfüllt es dann, mein Herz mit neuem Leben
Von meiner Seele weicht der Bann und kann mir selbst vergeben


9. INNOCENCE FOR FREE

The fever you said you are the one, when freedom now seems almost gone
Open the eyes of all the blind
Step in the sun, don't hide behind
The better ones, mightful and proud
Did not record that they're about to change the way government goes
The mighty stream as ever flows

Like pictures seem my prison walls
Like memories of waterfalls
I think I saw in better ages before my life in iron cages
How long will my life last my dear
I cannot say, but there's no fear
Inside my heart that will break free
The main theme of identity

For my opinion I did fight
Believed that I would have the right
To care about what's going on
I did not know that I was "wrong"
Yes it is easy to get guys
Caged into prison - human mice
Who just fought for the basic right
To destroy darkness, love the bright

However there will come the time
When subdued poor will rise to prime
If you remember the innocent me
My life will not have gone for free...


10. A START INSIDE

There was a time in my life I did not know how to carry on -for so long-
The will to make my life end led my dreams, but fear inside was to strong -now it's gone-

Could you believe it when I tell you
That you can feel this inside of you, too
Just look inside your heart and you surely realize that it's time for a start

A voice whispered: "do not waste your life, search your hope and you will survive!" -stay alive-
"Just open your eyes and smell the world, it will give your life a new spice" -realize-
A candle so bright alone in the night now guides me along my way -light my day-
It gives me the strength when things seem go wrong that no words can ever say -guide my way-


11. RAIN

A kind of Eden in the deep blue sea
Expressions of a god
The wish that I were there
My heart always keeps caught
The Eden creatures fear to die
'Cause humans want them all
If no one cares and time goes by
This paradise will fall
My nightmare is the forest of rain
Earth's lungs - destroyed by man
I hope that it will stand the pain
And flourish once again
The clock is straightly ticking on, and time is running out
Right now, the clash can still be won
Through jungle's screaming loud

Wasteland - there can no life dwell, a negative point of view
How can you say desert is hell, when rain can start life anew
You can be rain if you just want, but you will have to care
And fight for our secret bond, we signed to stay aware

The arctic ice, so far and free, must watch its children die
For fur -not flesh- for wealth, you see
Insanely raped beings cry
Perhaps their mother
Follows them, after aeons she has survived
For oil -for wealth- now once again, she will not stay alive