1. PROLOGUE (MAYA IXTAB)

(instrumental)


2. DARK DEEP WATERS

I'm alone again
in front of my dark deep waters
thinking about the nonsense of the life:
what's that keep me still alive?
The indifference, the hypocrisy, the lies
of the people around my head?

I'm searching for a nameless place,
where the depth of my pain
may kill all the false lights,
to reveal me the cruel dirty reality.

Every day of this years
I felt like a wayfarer
in my bed, in my home, in my town,
never in peace and full of insanity:
is this the price of the life?
To travel continuously in ourselves
with the risk to became mad?

I wanna scream against my mind
to make it speak
revealing me what I am
and finally abolish this torment.

But I am here again
in front of my dark deep waters
thinking about the nonsense of the life:
what's that keep me still alive?
what's that keep me still alive?


3. ANXIETY ATTACK

Is here again
this suffocating suffering:
it take possession of my impotent body
again and again...
Inexplicable, unbearable, insuperable fear.

My hands became cold, so cold
I start to tremble stronger and stronger
my sight grow dim
to much people around me
I can't breath, I can't breath
I start to be sick, sick, sick

I wanna go away
please let me escape
I wanna be lonely!
Give me my chemical cures!
Too much people,
too much, too much
they suffocate me.

The others can't see this pain,
they can't understand.
Please take away this shit from me,
please let me free!

No more life, no more myself
there's only this suffocating sensation
again and again
nothing else
nothing else
again and again...


5. BRAVE (KATATONIA COVER)

(see Katatonia lyrics)


6. EPILOGUE (DAYS OF CRUCIFIXION)

(instrumental)