1. DARKNESS WITHIN

Wake up - wake up

Wake up when the dark hits the ground
I'm searching for something
That can never be found - no
My blood is boiling and the sweat is running cold
Wake up when blue turns to black
A pale face in the mirrow
Cruel thoughts in my head
My body is burning - all the silence is much too loud
So fucking wasted

I feel so fucked up - it feels so good
Don ́t need no second chance - no need for excuse

Oh my god what have i done
I have gone way too far

Blood covers the floor - spill the blood
You cover my skin - spill the blood
Darkness covers the walls - spill the blood
Darkness from deep within

Look at the world straight through my eyes
This ugly place is slowly dying
I never felt so alive
Before a new day sets this night is mine

I love the feeling - to lose all control of myself
Every night - every night -
When the moon is full - up in the sky
I'm like an animal - driven by the hunger for life
A human beast - everyone dies
Everything dies tonight

Sleeping on a bed of nails - walking on broken glass
A thousand needles in my skin - i couldn't care less
Suffer in ecstasy - i cut a smile into my face
This is the life i wanna live - cause i'm not dead yet

Don't need no second chance - no need for excuse
I take back what's mine tonight - nothing to lose

Look at the world straight through my eyes
This ugly place is slowly dying
I never felt so alive
Before a new days sets this night is mine

Blood covers the floor
You cover my skin
Darkness covers the walls
Darkness from deep within

Don't fuck with me
Better get out of my way - better get out of my sight
I burn this fucking city down – tonight
Don't fuck with us


2. DEAD AND GONE

Congratulation - you finally made it
There's nothing good left inside of me

I'm running through your veins -
Like poison in your blood
Every single word i whisper -
Slits you like a thousand cuts
Read between these lines - it has only just begone
You are so full of shit - we are so fucking done

We are so fucking done right now

Dead and gone

I ́ve tried to be a better man - i ́m not
The first cut is always the deepest
I don ́t knoe the answer - but i know the truth
Inside - everything torn to pieces

I've waited for this moment so long -
It's burning from inside
This all makes no sense to you -
How could you be so blind
I've tried to be a better man -
But right now i'm not
Swollow all your lies and keep you fucking mouth shut
Don't waste my motherfucking time -
Keep your mouth shut
Right now

I love to hear you cry
I love to see you die

Blood is slowly dripping from a knife
The only way for me to say goodbye
Your blood is slowly dripping from a knife
Read between these lines

I've tried to be a better man - i'm not
The first cut is always the deepest
I don't know the answer - but i know the truth
Inside - everything torn to pieces
I've triede to be a better man - right now i'm not
I don't know the answer
I am the truth

How does it feel to dig your own fucking grave

Buried alive
It's all said and done
Dead and gone


3. THE BEGINNING OF THE END

This life is constantly on its way down i have learned my lesson well
Such a bitter pill for me to swallow
Like a fucking desease
That corrodes from inside

Goddamn this makes me fucking sick i can't take this any longer
Goddamn i'm fucking sick
Born again at the beginning of the end

With every breath i try to breathe
The hole inside me grows
With every day i try to live i die a little more

Empty hearts
Wasted hopes
Forgotten dreams
Broken bones

All the time that i was lost i have learned my lesson well
From cradle to grave
What have i become
What doesn't kill makes me more strong

Dying is easy
This life is a bitch i open my mind and clench my fist
Still unbroken, still alive
A one man army, a one man fight

All the time that i was lost i have learned my lesson well
From cradle to grave
What have i become
What doesn't kill makes me more strong

Don't let this life beat you down
Stand on your feet or die on the ground eat the dirt and bite the nail
Show me what you're made of!!

Your time has come now
Breathe in
Bleed out no more sick and tired breathe in
Bleed out now i'm spitting fire


4. ANTHEM FOR THE VOICELESS

We push you to the limit again
Can you feel the shockwave
Come take the first punch
We are bad to the bone - my friend
Troublemaker - we just can't get enough

The ground is shaking under your feet
Walls are falling - we're tearing it down
Bang your head and pump your fists
Grap your friends and freak out to the sound

With the noise of a million throats
We scream it out loud
We are the thundering voice of the voiceless
With the brute force of a sledge hammer that hits
Right into your guts
And what's left behind in the shattered glass
Is blood sweat and tears

This song is our anthem - hold your fists up high
The soil is bursting - fire is burning in the sky
This song is our anthem - hold your drinks up high
We stand together as one - until we die

Nobody moves - then nobody gets hurt
Better wishing the best - but expecting the worst
Do this again till the break of dawn
Fill your glasses up - pour the killfort down
We are troublemaker - we are bad to the bone

This life means pain and it's a long hard road to walk
Every minute is a lifetime - our time is much to short
Building castles out of ruins - with the back against the wall
Giving up was never an option - nothing can hold us down


5. HOME IS WHERE THE HEART IS

The weight of the world lays on my shoulders
I carry it as long as i exist
The strain of life is pushing me forward
And i will never let it go

The weight of the world lays on my shoulders
I carry it as long as i exist
The strain of life is pushing me forward
And i will never let it go

Wind blows through sails on heavy seas
Holding with both hands tight the helm
Even surrendering won´t ease the pain
Looking ahead and never go back again

There is a fire burning deep inside
It´s my redemption and i decide
Count my blessings - touch my face
I close my eyes in these times of grace

In time the sun´s gonna shine on me
My longest way home
The hardest path of destiny

Destiny!

The weight of the world lays on my shoulders
I carry it as long as i exist
The weight of the world lays on my shoulders
I carry it as long as i exist
The strain of life is pushing me forward
And i will never let it go

The weight of the world lays on my shoulders
I carry it as long as i exist
The strain of life is pushing me forward
And i will never let it go

I´m searching for freedom - all i found were chains
I´m looking for love - but all i found was hate
To find it cost me everything i had
And to get it takes everything i am

This moment is all that matters
Weigh the anchor in the eye of the storm

Home is where the heart is


6. MY OWN SWEET HELL

Kiss your fucking ass goodbye

I won't let this happen
Stay the fuck away
I won't let it go

Suffer the same fate
Wasting away till the end
Wake up on the other side
A hot bath and a cold razor-blade
Like a gunshot straight to my face - it hits me again
Tie me a rope - counting the days
My eyes full of dust - full of dirt

Counting my days - will this be the end
Tie me a rope - my mouth full of dust
And a smile made of stone in a melting face

Finally the monster in me has become alive
This monster wears my skin
The devil has taken my soul
I wanna be honest - i have no choice

I have found myself - in my own sweet hell
These old wounds won't heal
They will hurt forever - bleed forever
In my own sweet hell - i've found myself
My scars will never heal
They will bleed forever - hurt forever

Suffer the same fate
Wasting away till the end
Wake up on the other side
A hot bath and a cold razor-blade

All what is left behind is worthless now
Everything i ever loved is ripped apart

Finally the monster in me has become alive
This monster wears my skin
The devil has taken my soul

I wanna be honest

In my own sweet hell - i've found myself
My scars will never heal
They will bleed forever - hurt forever
I wanna be honest

In my own sweet hell - i've found myself
My scars will never heal
They will bleed forever - hurt forever


7. DEAD FOREVER

Words are hurting me from deep within
You are pushing nails beneath my skin
Again i'm tainting my body and soul
Abandoned with my heart shaped piece of coal

I don't know how it could get this far
Drowning the truth seems to heal my scars

You won't ever hear that pounding in my chest
It's buried alive - left behind - forced to rest
I'm escaping to be dead forever
I am so soaked out - it never felt better

I cannot imagine to live without being nump
Forgetting my fears and sorrows when i'm drunk
Everything is moving in slow motion
Hurting myself cause my feelings are frozen

I don't know how it could get this far
Drowning the truth seems to heal my scars

You won't ever hear that pounding in my chest
It's buried alive - left behind - forced to rest
I'm escaping to be dead forever
I am so soaked out - it never felt better

You won't ever hear that pounding in my chest
This blackened heart will never be a part of me again
It's buried alive - left behind - forced to rest

You won't ever hear that pounding in my chest
It's buried alive - left behind - forced to rest
I'm escaping to be dead forever
I am so soaked out - it never felt better


8. NEVER SAY DIE

Have to rise and rise again - come on
Till all the lambs become lions
To tough and proud to give up
Much too strong to lose
Compassion is for the dying
Choke down all of the dirt and spit out my anger

It's not a threat - it's a promise
I will make you taste the pain
It's not a threat - it's a promise
Revolution is my name

Bite my fingers down to the bone
I will find the way - i know my goal
Kick the pedal down to the floor
Because what you reap is what you sow

What you reap is what you sow

Get up off your knees to arise
Everyday a new battle to survive

You shall not fear death
But a life you never start to live
Never say die - never say die - again

This story begins - as death takes one more soul
This story begins - just with a headshot
The timebomb is ticking - your mayhem is near
The blood is falling down with every single tear

What more can you preach - what more
If there is smoke there is fire
I throw my cards on the table
I don't give a fuck
Avoid no fight - i am no fucking coward
These scars remind me that my past is real
You shall not fear death but a life you never start to live never say die - never say die - again

One man's meat is another man's poison
Better watch your fucking back
Never a failure - always a lesson
I break your fucking neck


9. IF TOMORROW NEVER SHOWS

No desire - no regret -
No more despair - there is no hope left
I never felt so jaded - i never felt so wrong
All love has turned to hatred - i'm better of all alone
Without you sucking me dry

I will never forgive you for what you've done to me
I will never forget you - just wait and you will see

If tomorrow never shows - i just want you to know
We once were one - but now these days are over

Don't tell me now - with a smile in your fucking face
That you are lost - you are down and out
How does it feel
That shit you're talking don't mean nothing
To me - anymore
You will get what you deserve - you fucking whore

Fuck you

No desire - no regret - no more despair - there is
No hope left
I never felt so jaded - i never felt so wrong
All love has turned to hatred - i'm better of all alone

If tomorrow never shows - i just want you to know
We once were one - but now these days are over
You don't need to run and hide
I will find you anywhere
I will never forgive you
Until you're dead like me
Suffer just like me bitch

Your poison words still taste so sweet
But these wheights tide up around your feet
Keep on pulling you down - pulling you down
To the ground of the deep black sea

No desire - no regret -
No more despair - there is no hope left
I never felt so jaded - i never felt so wrong
All love has turned to hatred - i'm better of all alone

No desire - no regret - no more despair

If tomorrow never shows - i just want you to know
We once were one - but now these days are over


10. POSSESSION

The reflection reveals only what we want to see
Facing the betrayal of humanity
The unhollowed root nurtred by the bursted plague
Abstract our attitude to life

This is what we've become
A self betrayal breed with no remorse

Our empty souls are hopelessly possessed
This mental possession will lay us to rest
Wired and castigated by devils hand on a burial ground

It's deep deep down below

Stillborn we are drifting in incubators
Lying in open graves - forevermore
The reflection reveals only what we want to see
Facing the betrayal of humanity

This is what we've become

Our empty souls are hopelessly possessed
This mental possession will lay us to rest
Wired and castigated by devils hand on a burial ground

We come so alive

It creates our human shell to an existence of eternity

Once the prey is down
A sense of relief flows to us
While we await your last breath
Doomed from its birth
Addled we're obliged to murder