Antinomy : Origin of all Pain

Thrash Death / Italy
(2007 - Self-Released)
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1. RAIN OF HOWLS

Suffering wails music
Show the paltry curse
Inflicted on whom,
Damned,
Is victim the worst of rages:
The birth.


2. SEARCHING FOR A SUICIDE

Waiting for a suicide patiently commit your crime.
Day by day the light blows away through magnetic dark.
Doze, treacherous events slide beyond fortuity everything improbable and the dawn enlighten unconsciousness.

Sei un'anima dispersa in folli emozioni rinchiusa in un delirio e non traspare il furore.
Lo sai, dove si cela l'incapacità avvolta in seno alla banalità..
E si espande dentro le tue viscere non ti abbandona e tu non puoi resistere
Noo, non puoi perderti nel nulla, nooo
Tu da qui tu non puoi fuggire...

Waiting for a suicide....

Insegui la disgrazia nelle membra, insulti ogni giorno affinché si spenga
Ed è così terribile il risveglio, aaaaahh dove non ti senti degno.
Waiting for a suicide....
An irresponsible truth is unleashed in you visceral mind.
The tornado rages around and you, powerless, in your hand your doom.


3. THE ORIGIN OF ALL PAIN

The origin of all pain born inside, burns inside
And the last tears you'll cry desperately awake your inner sickness.
I'll be there when you fall down and don't ask me to help you
Don't rely on your hopes in me.
I am the thorns on your skin.
Do you think maybe I'm your crawler?
Don't you know you have to make do on your own.
Beat your fears make them disappear
No one cares about whomever you was and are.
Growing up older in a disheartening indifference...
Tell me now in disgrace if you try to defy
Or still loose.
Little, insane
Useless without fame
Naked without beauty
Distressed embittered
Run as fast as you can, looser you'd never find out what you search
They'd hidden you every truth what you rest is drown in pain.
Alone in misery, from where you cannot escape.
Cherish your memories they'd use them to disarm your soul's brain
No ending to wickedness. Yeah!
I'm just what you need the trouble, the sorrow, the grief!
And no one looks after you.
Assist to the origin of your pain!
Disgrace against waste is all what you see become clear for all to feel.
Disgrace!
Pain!
The origin of all pain…
I will set your end.


4. IMAGES OF DESPERATION

Obsolete images are rising into the head
Foreign signs so many and confused
Behind those walls liars, choked features
Every of them, recall blurred remembrances.
So fierce and disgusted appear in those eyes
Plunging into those accidental pictures
Vexed from every sound, from every smell
For the afraid, to come back perceive their dust.
Here they recall
Inevitable
Here they recall
Forcefully
The wails, the slashes, the chilling-heat of dispersal.
Frustrated, neglected souls buried in the unknown they recall a way to return to hurt.
They laugh like a drain, in rapture mesmerizing and awakening blurred frames
Indelible nightmares reclaiming their right of been alive,
(reclaiming their right of been alive).
Can't disappear, escape or forget, don't cloak this frustrated desperation.
Whereas they are destined to hunt, every image is menacing those eyes
And the desperation laugh.
Here they recall without control
The instability of thoughts
Make servants and gaolers of time
Everything remains without explain.
One of those days they would arise
One of those days they would come back to light.
Here they recall, inevitable.


5. THE HELL WHERE I LIVE IN

Welcome in this fucking hell where I live in
Don't you feel disgusted from earth living to death?
Deceivers, behind the masks people the crime.
Clone – minded, all automatons heading toward the right direction.
This flesh, all human flesh disturbing me a scapegoat, that urges me to kill.
Aggression! This is what I suggest to myself as I saw the crowd lying on my steps!
Puppets, servants of a perfect controlled – rule conscious pawns of a “honest” deceiver of fools.
Lords working to build apathetic nations only to lead their frustrated exasperations.
Blessed goodness, ambitions heave by religions.
Institutions playing to control sins and passions.
The promise, for an heavenly redemption if we force our souls into the right direction.
(who decides where the right direction is?)

Is this the way the one I'm living to die for?
It makes me feel so ill at ease in this hell where I live in.
All people around me seems manufactured from The Obscene.
Soon I char every trace of their viscid rags.
I've never asked for a listless birth, but what can I do?
I don't accept and fight against this implacable torture!

I feel on my nerves the weight of intolerance feigning hypocrite happiness I gotta strongly destroy.
And also I'm caught into this web of superstition this is cause I'm born dipped in an absurd contradiction.
The crack of doom waft over our heads prompt to judge properly the evil and the unfaith.
Our life is an illusion built up from infamous on working to subject our opinions!
Fucking the hell where I live in.
Welcome in the hell where you'll die in.


6. BECOME THE KILLER

Just don't judge, accept, the evil side in you wanna rise again.
Save your hypnotized mind from all constraints,
Be aware, independent master of your ambitions.
Drag me out from your deeper frightening fears.
I conceal in the secret places of the voiceless.
Just accept me I'm the wrinkles of your doom.
In your sight I perceive mad seclusion.
Dull mind disabled, yell out with devil make your action.
The awareness of the evil is growing up inside, time is come to act I wanna possess your mind!
Don't try to hide me
I'm on your way
Seek for sickness nature, convulse your boundaries.
Drown into the deepest, learn the way to terrorize.
No more suffer,
Keep your power,
Free your anguish,
Clasp your dagger!
Become the Killer!


7. SOUL OF A RAPE

Born from a rape still open up old sores
Bleeding tears, a memory engraved in the past.
Is it the "art" of life corroding her? Sodomizing every subtle feeling sprouted from her heart.
Since she was spit out in this cruel shelter hated, raped, hated robbed of her soul.
A tiny seed already alone deserted in her desolate earth struggling for a piece of love and trod on like shit.
What's blame but birth.

Nata nella condanna.

Raped, hated, raped robbed of her soul.
A hard exhausting struggle she can't fight all alone with her scarce weapons.
She didn't want to loose but time never has been merciful.
Whom She owe the roots of her tragedy?
An unspeakable word would never find its real meaning.
Linger on a noose.... A shattered cradle deep in its bruises.
Hard times, unbreakable, would never disappeared from her mind
Wishes, gone astray, heart pierced through poisoned nails.
And she would not see those years lived in blindness.
Fragments of guilt broken beyond her fears
This enormous abyss devour her inside her bowels.
And once she was a child, but her mirror was broken too early.
A broken screw deserted in the cradle
Hated raped, , hated, robbed.
Hoping against hope!


8. RIGHT OF HATRED

I'm on the run just to follow the cruel stains.
Everything it was ignored everyone does know what kind of misery it was.
Between two walls, entrapment reaching out for something with sense
In a prison not called with that name I waste the time of my life.
Beholding the words of my silences letting the violence burn.
Heat flesh done with anger nursing my resentment without never pour it out .
And this hatred is still growing

Così io odio
È nel mio diritto
E mai ho confessato l'immensa voglia che ho di uccidere!

How could I be patient If I had time wasted and no one to blame and no one who's guilty.
And I feel them hurting me again but now I know I'm not undefended, anymore.
Nevermore.


9. DEATH POSSESSION

Death possession
It's calling me
Oh, once I knew that voice
Who's there?
Who's standing outside my door?
Every night he takes my breath away
Uh it's so hot and exciting
Is he come to be my damnation?

Come in stranger show to me your mysterious charm
I hear you are calling me, your voice is shouting my name
I know you enter in me every night inside my soul just to kill me!
Obsessed by his breath it's a lust as his poisoned teeth penetrating my skin.
Uh I'm your lady, damned, your grub eternally
Greedy skeleton drain away my blood!
I'm yours!
Possess me in death
I want you my ghost!
I'm longing for your lips, for their touch I'm going mad
Uh it's so hard to feel, your chilling presence is so alive
I want you bring me to the edge where love and death embrace
How could I survive oh, please help me I'm nearly to die
I would never be free if your voice would not talk to me
Engrave me in your heart uh, your chilling presence still survives
Oh, please promise me you‘ll never wish anyone else
I will always be yours.
Possess me in death.

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