1. NOTHING

I've nothing in common with you!
My inner self, an emptiness
Nothing is important!
Nothing cares!

I'm alone between the masses
I'm an actor in their world
I play a role
For what?
To be?
To be a kind of a human?
I'm leading myself, behind myself
Day by day

No one see, what I see
My face is a mirror
I'm sitting behind
Wearing what you'll see
Behind this grotesque mask of humanity

Questions without answer
Answers with unreadable questions
The cosmic plan, before my eyes
Emptiness, Nothing
The ultimate evil
I've nothing in common with you
Do you know what you have to fear?


2. LANDSCAPE IN MINOR

As long as silence fills this woe
As long as sorrow fills this life
As long as darkness fills my thoughts
As long as blackness fills my senses
I will not longer exist
I will not longer see this

As long as life needs tears
As long as tears nourish grounds
As long as memories evokes pain
As long as screams comes with longing
I will not remember
I will not life this life


3. INVOCATION

Zi kia kanpa (Zee-Kee-Ya-Kan-Pa)
Zi anna kanpa (Zee-An-Na-Kan-Pa)
Zi dingir kia kanpa (Zee-Deen-Geer-Kee-Ya-Kan-Pa)
Zi dingir anna kanpa (Zee-Deen-Geer-An-Na-Kan-Pa)

Hear me, O Thou Agaku!
Come to me by the powers of the word Mashgarzanna
And answer my urgent prayer!

Zi kia kanpa
Zi anna kanpa

Zi dingir kia kanpa (Zee-Deen-Geer-Kee-Ya-Kan-Pa)
Zi dingir anna kanpa (Zee-Deen-Geer-An-Na-Kan-Pa)

Spirit of the Earth, remember!
Spirit of the Sky, remember!


4. FAREWELL (ESCAPE INTO BEYOND)

Silent is the night
Blurred is the sight
Obscure are my thoughts
Red are my hands

I hear the winds that brings the death
I see the darkness that takes the life
The abyss of the mankind feed my lust
The weak beauty of their denied sorrow

Tears of waste drops on my bleeding skin
Colours darkened as I bless my life with wounds
The wounds of yearning
The wounds of end

This insignificance of this life
This dismally world in that we're captured
The meaning of life - futile and indifferent
Finally life gives way the reign of death


5. ZERO POINT

When the inner hate quiet forever
When emotions no longer exist
When this world only let you suffer
When the last piece of humanity
Inside of you is dead
When the shadows stop to speak
And your mind drowned in emptiness
When the calling of the fullmoon
Don't get you anymore
When the night lost all their beauty
When all existence looks senseless to you
When you take the others life
Before you go to the last exit
When the screams of the dying don't excite you
When you just will leave
When the chemicals burn your stomach
When the heroin seperate your soul from your body
When you take the last fly
When the knife touch your veines to open them
When the rope takes your last breath
When the warm muzzle give the last kiss to you
And nothing will remain


6. MOURNING SOUL

My days are grey like dead snow
A fire's burning in my soul
Why should I kneel lying in pain
My death is real this day

In solitude I could not tell
Just of my deepest sorrow
All time thats left is freezing me
I'm waiting for tomorrow

The fire in my mourning soul
Burns all my feelings to the ground
And all my hope has gone away
I simply will decay

Of fallen mind I ran away
Decay lies behind me
On desert plains where I can see
The northern light it blinds me

No strength or hope to break the spell
This curse that ties me down
My mortal life runs out of me
I'm dying on my own

The fire in my mourning soul
Burns all my feelings to the ground
And all my hope has gone away
I simply will decay


7. PERISHED

My lekamian
Showed only weakness
But where is weakness now to find
I will not mourn for the fall of my flesh
Life means as much to me
As colours do for the blind

I sacrifice myself...


8. DEATH INTO LIFE

There are times, I ask why
Sometimes I could kill,
Sometimes I would die.
I damned it all.
What's left?

Nothing, but ashes, hate and memories that fades.
Is it this for what we life?

Day by day...

I won't no longer.
All the woeful lies,
The betrayals,
The distress,
And the mankind-produced-shit.

But there's still another way.
No easy choice, there's no return.
But what keeps me here?
Is there any argument strong enough?
What's stronger, the fear for life,
Or the fear to die?


09. LONGING FOR THE END

To see this world
How it falls
To see my life
How it dies
The war with myself
The battle in my mind
Suicidal thoughts

This hopeless waiting
For the only moment
It plagues me
Rage rules my heart
The debris of my life
Pave my memories

Fading will to life
Longing for the end

Black colors
Dead feelings
Dark lights
Faceless emotions
Silent screams
... All I see
... All I am

Destruction of the I
Salvation of the will
Escape of my sorrow
Death conquers my life
Walk the path of the dark
For eternity...


10. UNTITLED

(shot sound)