1. THE AWEKENING

(Instrumental)


2. I'M CALLING

When I was a little
Girl I called for you
Come and save me from this, wicked world I´m born into!

Let's play a game, of hide and sick
I want my prince to rescue me
From the evil lurking at my door

My destiny, my fantasy,
I´m calling, I´m calling
Was tempted by a mystery,
I called to you, only for you

My dreams, are all for me
He'll move the sun & stars, no fallacy
I´m dauntless when I´m with you
Child like dreaming, I call for you!

When I´m all alone
A damsel in distress
He'll come & save me from this, wicked world
I´ms born into!

He rides the night, defeats the storm
We'll sneak away, by early dawn
To his kingdom in the sky!

My destiny, my fantasy, I´m calling, I´m calling
Was tempted by a mystery, I called to you

My dreams, are all for me
He'll move the sun & stars, no fallacy
Im dauntless, when I´m with you
Child like dreaming, I call for you!


3. GOD AS A PLAN FOR US ALL

Let his holy choirs sing in sodomy, praise be!
Surrender your body & soul unto him, demoralize me!

So he crept into my room
Whispered my name, Took my innocents away
I´m only five, a perverts concubine

God has a plan for us all
I´ve been touched by the hand of god
My sordid tale, his lie's are blasphemy

You do not believe in him but he believes, in you
He wants you to repent, all your sins, let him in, inside you!

God has a plan for us all
You are one of gods children
Get on your knee's, Serve him well my child

I´ve fallen prey to the devil disguise

God has a plan for us all
Don´t say a word or you'll go to hell
God has a plan for you all
Open up for him! Let jesus in!
His sordid tale, his lies are blasphemy!


4. SUICIDE ON MY MIND

Did I want to live?
Within this empty space
My sleep numbed my pain

Now I`m awake
My sanity has gone

Little girl screams, for life's release
Don't hold me back I want to fall
Little girl pleads, for life's decease
To mourn away my soul

Did I want to die?
Pain consumed me inside
Heaven on my tongue
Drunk down with suicide

Beyond self control
My urge has gone

Little girl screams, for life's release
Don't hold me back I want to fall
Little girl pleads, for life's decease
To mourn away my soul

Time does not heal
A shame so surreal

Little girl screams, for life's release
Don't hold me back I want to fall
Little girl pleads, for life's decease
To mourn away my soul


5. DEITY OF DISGUST

Glass eyes shall stare, when tempted by
A smile for the unknown, headrush!
Like the river wild
I see in your eyes
A reflection of
Something forbidden
unleashed by a lie you inspired

I live in your shadow Your secret
Betrayl I clutch in my hand
Deception was not your intention
Deity of disgust

I was destined to take plague to my grave
Dug by my selfpity
Captured by the thrill of my pray
Young skin so addictive
Faller faster than rain
Can´t control this craving
Not that I, feel the need to

I live in your shadow Your secret
Betrayl I clutch in my hand
Deception was not your intention
Deity of disgust


6. THE ADDICTION

I shall scream in silence
I'll cry but not shed a tear
I shall speak with no sound
I shall hurt with no pain
Your hearts as black as the night
On my death bed i'll crawl
You hold the breathe to my life
Something die's within

My soul whispers your name, Are you there?
Ocean of my fears, I shall drown for you
Inabitions die, With your blinding lie
I yearn for you now, Taste me, Bleed me dry
Time cries slow like mourning, without you in my sight
Something burns within me, Deep within my eyes


7. SIX FEET UNDER'S NOT DEEP ENOUGH

You'll twist and turn your spite
Till you drain the sane
Cover up your track's with lie's
Deceit hide's a smile

So tired of this false pretence
Can't even look me in the eye
Approached by truth, you take offence
Praise the hypocrite!

I'll dance on your grave until my feet bleed
Six feet unders, where you'll rot
No remorse, your ill fate kept you running

What lie's behind close door's
Your slave's dance, you stamp your feet
Secrecy will land you on your face
No game, no gain

Your sheer presence make's my skin crawl
But your stale memory drag's on

What goes around, comes around

I'll dance on your grave until my feet bleed
Six feet unders where you'll rot
No remorse, your ill fate kept you running

We'll spit on your grave until your soul scream's
Six feet unders not deep enough
No sleep lost, good thing's come to those who wait


8. DO YOU SEE ME NOW ?

Hate the reflection that I see
Wish I could claw... away... my skin

Demons wont let me flee, my minds tragedy
Dont label me, not a minority
Society created me

First cuts the neatest, I didn´t feel a thing
Don´t show me your pity
Second cuts the deepest, a release from within
Don´t try to analise me

Carve pretty pictures of hatred
Avert your eyes, my artwork doesn´t lie

Refuse to acknowledge me
I´m not what you want to see
So inject & study me
Pump me with hypocrisy

Third cuts the longest,
I just lost controll
No doctor can save me
Forth cuts the boldest,
I´ve an eye for detail
Don´t try to admit me

My condition has no name
It´s not like im insain
Re-direct your empathy

My bodies my vengance
I´m addicted to pain
No one understands me


9. ORIGINAL SIN

Everything happens for a reason
Everything you love turns to dust
Everything you touch yearns for poison
Your eyes lust too much

I tried so hard to control my mind
To remain true to you
Thrashing the walls of innocents inside
But no desire to restrain myself

I hate to love but love to hate

What did I do to deserve all this from you?
I can´t believe you turned us into this?
It´s far from beauty & the beast, our saga ends
Disgust! I trust you will burn in hell!
Acquiesce, my gift to you
But on my knees, I'll never do
Take your path hand in hand
Like a fool, I follow you

Bleak I seem, now to you
Within your eyes, I am nothing new

Your heinous crime, watch my decline, your vicious lips revolt me
What did I do to deserve all this from you?
I can`t believe you turned us into this.

Its far from beauty & the beast, our saga ends, disgust I trust I will burn in hell!


10. HELL HATH NO FURY LIKE A WOMAN SCORNED

Each morning I prayed
My mirror displayed, my disgrace
From the anger, bruised upon my face

Dragged through the halls
Your cycle re-born
Lost your grip on life

Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned
Re-live your nightmares through us
Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned
Unleash your pain & punish us

We reach out to you, you raise your iron fist
Betrayed, not raised, dismissed!
Your loveless life, no heart warming twist
Neglect,your defect! Forced to shy away

Dragged, we will fall
Corruption re-born
Lost your grip on life

Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned
Re-live your nightmares through us
Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned
Unleash your pain & punish us

Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned
Dismantle whats laid before you
Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned
Drive us insane & banish us


11. CONFIDE IN ME

I stand in the distance
I view from a far
Should I offer some assistance
Should it matter who you are

We all get hurt by love
And we all have our cross to bear
But in the name of understanding now
Our problems should be shared

Confide in me, Confide in me
Confide in me, Confide in me

I can keep a secret
And throw away the key
But sometimes to release it
Is to set our children free

We all get hurt by love
And we all have our cross to bear

Confide in me, Confide in me
Confide in me, Confide in me


12. THATS WHAT THE WISE LADY SAID

I wish you could be
All you ever dreamed
Move on, no regrets
Try to be the absolute best

Stand on your own
You can make it, be someone
Win the war in your head
Thats what the wise lady said!

There'll be times, when you cant face
The weary lights of day
But be strong & believe
You can be anything you wish to be

Don´t let your fears, hold you back
Life isn´t meant, to be easy
Find justice for what you lack

Time will heal the scar
Be proud of who you are
Taste the phantasies that you dread
Thats what the wise lady said!

I came from nothing here I am
I won the war in my head!


13. A CHILD THAT WALKS IN THE PATH OF MAN (BONUS TRACK)

A face that stuns me
Sends my soul into shock
A voice that numbs me
Re-directs my destiny

Did I try to run before I could walk?
Seems you place the blame on our demise
Did my emotions cloud my judgement?
Your world of lies, I knew the truth!

So you think you know what´s good for me?
Thats why you turned your back?
I hope you die, internally
For every tear I cry, I cried alone

This lame excuse, you give me
Am I expected to except this?
I hear you say "You don´t need me!
Move on, your better off without me"!

Did you try to run before you could walk?
I shall place the blame on our demise
Did your emotions cloud my judgement?
I lived a lie, You knew the truth!

So you think you know,whats good for me?
Thats why you closed that door?
I hope you live, Regretfully!
Knowing what you lost, You lost me

I brought you heaven, You gave me hell
Your anger shut me out
I know you wont forget, that final kiss
I hope it burns inside