1. DARKSOUL

I was born sick and diseased
I'm better off dead
Demented thoughts that fucking run through my head
A fucking dark soul is inside of me
And it forced me down the path of insanity

I try to tell myself that everything will be okay
But malignant thoughts and hopeless feelings
They just won't go away

I'm fucking sick
When the fuck will this end?
I'm a victim of the madness that's inside my head

I'm stuck in this hell that was once my own
Now it's crawling with shadows and I'm not so alone

I'll always be bound to a life that I disown
A cursed life of sickness is all I've ever known

The darkness inside me is always lurking around
I fall to my knees as I fucking break down
Seems like suicide is the only option now
Hanging by my neck is how my body will be found

My fucking death has been the thing I've wanted most
As I choke, I see the reflection of my ghost

You're the reason I am this way
Tormenting voices and all the things that they say
You're the reason why my life is so grey and I can't fucking go on living this way

Around my neck are the ties that bind
A life with reason is something I can't find

Watch me die


2. DEAD END

Get the fuck out of my head
Just get the fuck out of my head
Get the fuck out of my head
Cause I'd rather be fucking dead

I can't do this anymore
I can't go on

I'll slit my fucking throat
Now watch the life leave my eyes
Whispering sweet nothings
As I slowly fucking expire

Watch the blood start to pour
Let it paint the ceiling
Stain the fucking floor
I just can't bare the scornful voices anymore

I think I'm already dead
This can't be all in my head
I just can't tell what's fucking real anymore

My inner demons will never let me be at peace
I'm too far gone, this torment has gone for far too long
These tired bloodshot eyes will never sleep again
My life's a dead end
This death is a fucking fitting end

These illusions are all that I see
Confusion, a sworn of delusions
Is something wrong with me?
What the fuck?

I'm sick of the voices that won't go away
I hate all the things that have made me this way
Bound to the nightmare that's led me astray
It's keeps getting worse fucking day after day
I'm not getting better and I know that's the truth
These demons, violent demons they hand me a noose
It won't go away, get them out of my head
I can't get away, I'd rather be dead

I'm sad, I'm pathetic, I'm weak and I'm sick

If I've fucking lost my mind, then this is all in my head
I hope I'm already dead, yeah I hope I'm fucking dead
I think I'm already dead