1. HOME

Sometimes I feel lost in cramped circles of repetition
Gathered among routine and conformity we dwell in rust
In this uncertainty I'm lost
Defined to be undefined - while I'm locked
I am undone
Am I the only one
To see the light beyond the paths we did not choose

Home - is where I'm homeless
The entire world is left to conquer
Home - is where I'm headed
The feeling of being free is what I need

Breaking out is what I've tried a thousand times
But just beneath my heart are chains to keep me...
To be alive and to sustain in all the pleasures and pain
For my thoughts I tend to fall a deep
Awoke from dismal dreams
Am I awake
No
Am I awake
No
Am I awake
Am I too late
I need to be home
I'm reaching for somewhere else to call my
Home is where I'm headed
I'm leaving to find my home away from home

Home - is where I'm homeless
The entire world is left to conquer
Home - is where I'm headed
I need to be
Home
I'm reaching for somewhere else to call my
Home is where I'm headed
I'm leaving to find my home away from home


2. DEEPER INTO TIME

Cold light like oceans washing out the way
Surrounded by waves that wrap me in decay
A sun so warm is hidden in the sand
Of an hourglass with grains of delay
Slowly breathe the loss of moments
When I'm down dried out - dried out

I sink deeper into time
Seamlessly devoured
I'm sinking deeper into time
Dried out - dried out
Like a mist of dust I disappear with the wind
Once supposed to carry me
Now I have to slowly breathe the loss of moments
When I'm dried out - dried out

I sink deeper into time
Dreamlessly devoured (I'm sinking deeper into time)
Feel weaker deep inside
Lost track of what I could have been
I'm sinking deeper into time
It's who I am and how I was
That is not what I'm supposed to be
I can't escape from this spiral to the end
It's a force so strong

The hourglass I feared I now became
Counting down the lives to waste
And while I watch the grains still to fall
I see the sun I missed and smash the glass that owned the audacity to mislead my way
The oceans always meant to carry me


3. STILL, COLD AND LOST

Wrong and obscene - a figure right in front of me
It looks familiar but yet unknown
Circling and observing my every move in disgust
I watch me die inside its eyes
Still I'm alive but what I see feels so real
Trapped in this horror
All in denial I try to lay myself to sleep
Fade in dishonor

Serenades of a life left to live
Cling to me so they can haunt me
I'm still stuck in the shades of my dreams
I'm still cold and lost

The last night I dreamt in dark clouds forcing to reflect
My inner fears and what I've lost within these eyes
Memories now so far apart paint deceiving pictures
Reveal to me just why I'm torn
I hide in perpetual sleep and somehow I don't know what has become of me
So living a lie in the blink of an eye is the solution
Why is there no other way
I keep hitting the dead ends too weak to turn around

And while I lie here
I watch my blood corrode
I am still lost in the shades of my dreams
I am stuck here


4. TOWARDS DELIVERANCE

Watching the world as faces turn to stone
Unimpressed by the wonders around us
We are machineries in a machinery
Only living to keep the outer pace

Agreed to erase our souls and blend
Into numb shadows of ourselves
All lies die in me cause I dare to break the habit
And with a dream it shall start to end

Arise - survive
No fear will hold us down
Decide - with pride
We've grown our wings so we can fly so high
Deny - the sings
That feed the isolation
Arise - survive
No fear will hold us down

Kept in place by the need to serve their greed
In the mirror unfamiliar
Still the master of his own deceit
In the mirror fiendish liar
I'll smash the glass for you
I'll let your heart burst through
Wrap yourself in desire and set the past on fire

You lies die with mine so break free of your habits
And with your ream it shall start to end
What holds us - reveals us
Let go - embrace the truth

What you all believe in and follow
Will bring us down
Feed the isolation!
Arise
Arise

All I've longed for is forcing me to break through and fly
Forcing me to fly


5. FEED THEIR MINDS

Lives attached to mine
Won't be able to foresee
Tomorrow is just yesterdays relief
Bless today for the comfort of not knowing
Where you will be... if I'll be gone
But tonight...

I've set this soul to sleep
I've set this soul to weep
Another demon commands
I've forced this soul to keep off

They never care
They waste their time
They never care
Their souls are mine
They can't repel
This is the time
For what I feed their minds

I love you ignorant views at all that gets hold of us
Absorb

I've come to drown beliefs
May faith be gone
In callous hearts I hide
Out of reach

Feel the sorrow coming
Calling through the silence

Feel sorry inside for all that pretend
And grieve for the lost that live in past mistakes
In their shell

Four walls and no door to escape
You just wait and hide for time to stop and turn back
Values are crumbling to be filth in your eyes
You'll never see horizons behind this disguise

All blind
And lost
No more
Focus

All falls back to me
I shatter and I weep
It all comes back to me
What I feed their minds


6. RESET THAT CLOCK

It seems quite hard to synchronize to this world
To my life
Every turn runs into circles leading far from what I need
Been here before - been gone a while
Why is ambition destined to fade every time

Fear of the end
And the goals feel out of sight
Fear to depend
A depressive state of mind

So gather the strength to rise up once again
I will never say the words that mean my end
And with my final breath - no more regrets

Stay calm - stay low
Words I'll no more listen to
Taking back the matters to my hands that were so numb
I've come outside the shell in reflection
So I have wondered thousand lives to
To find the one that really shines
With anger in my heart the golden memories fall apart
Time's almost up - reset that clock
I won't give in because I'm way too deep in my

Fear of the end
A constant ache inside my soul
Fear to depend
On another force but mince

Sink in pain but swim to gain a way to all salvation
Salvation
Sink in pain to gain salvation

Safe to drown but willing to hold on
All my fears that I'm running from will be undone

Have I always been the last to know what I need to be or what I need to believe
From this day on I'll be a different me
Having no more regrets


7. EXCEED AND DEFINE

Slowly arising from enlacing plains with clear vision and lacking directions
Evolve alone in a world of blinders to reflect the bigotry it demands
Divine revelations
Gather a pleasing gross
Pleading for distraction
From their self-awareness

We stand strong
There is a need to fight and in the end we have to
Crush the skulls
The day has come to strike back and bite the hand that feeds

Signals of upheaval are far too easy to eliminate with remote-controlled beliefs
No one is spared because no one really cared
While all they leave is other's nurture
We need to make room for new freedom but a wall build with resignation stands strong...

Against the seizure we deserve it's an obstacle to smash
Reap the stones, crush the skull and read it from the bones

We stand strong
We are machineries in a machinery
Crush the skulls
The day has come to strike back and bite the hand that feeds

Do as I say - a thought unstoppable
Resist to disobey against the thrown rock of metamorphosis
How can we even dare at all to defy
A coma to sleep well configures human race
To make the guilt feel good inside

I've come for you to show you what you miss
And I've come for you to free you from distress


8. THE RAIN I BRING

Go forth and plead for a life that should never exist
A second choice to be the first thing to neglect
You've drawn the line refusing to cross and believing its lie
Stay put and wait 'til you die
All falls asleep - all loses its meaning to me

Deeds unsure
Mark the decay of our world
This is a call for us to wake up against

Left behind with foolish thoughts that only make you - see how your longings fade into dust
And still you feel that no more pain is worth the loss
I can't believe how one will perish his soul
And give up control

We're all trapped in these clouds but I'll be the storm to clear up your hearts
We're all anxious and pale
We'll bloom in the rain that I bring

To drown in my cleansing flood
I won't feel the pain - won't feel the loss
I won't give up on you

Hear my call
I've been so lost in this hell
I can't go on
Like this I only pretend

This world is our cage and it's our goal to break out
Cast away to be found again
Being lost never means to give up and decease before we break away

I've watched this way too long to be another one
And I strive for the freedom of mind
I rather bleed than die
All along it was me who decides
Sp when the will is gone and you somehow still hold on
I know there is time on our side
All along it was me who decides
The power to reach what I crave deep inside

All gone lost in the shadows of fear
Darkness calls to follow you
All gone with the downfall of hope
Darkness comes to wither you
All you can do is breathe the denial
Breathe
All you can do is breathe
Darkness comes to wither you

See it coming
Our salvation
Break the chains and keep on marching
See it coming
Our salvation
Raise your fist and keep on dreaming


9. SOLITUDE IN FEAR

When all is restrained and separated
The borders gather like an army keeping us locked
A quest for freedom always pulls on us to gain new heights and certainly about to fall we finally Decide

Forced to reign in an empire of dirt
Where all we feed is solitude in fear
That nothing will remain for us if we lose control
And all we know is solitude in fear

Then again we realize with shaded eyes what we're supposed to see behind the lies - once we Believe to live
So fins your grotesque reason to grieve
You'll find no absolution denying this disease

I fear the voices I hear inside
I've got a feeling that
I lose my way as the will subsides
After all we pay attention to the needs of hopes and dreams inside our hearts
A brand new start
Journey to wisdom - a burden turns to a reward
Listen to our call
Where we find ourselves no you'll always be
Cause we're moving on


10. EXISTENCE DENIED

No, I'm not my destination's toll
Though this is what you expect me to be
I'll wrap my head in soothing ignorance
Until it's safe to reconnect with the world
Exhale in order to slow down
Within the rush besets me to lose all control
My eyes het lost in flickering schemes
Encase my mind in waves of covenants
Lost in strife - longing for eternal solutions
To keep me sane although the screams are slowly bursting their way

Stay numb
Existence denied itself
Become the burden to slow down yourself

Remember to never get lost in the streams that drag you down from who you are
Keep the faith in you own beliefs and follow the kindness of you own dreams
No other mind than yours possesses the power to elucidate your path
Onwards we march
Towards the stars
Lost in strife - longing for eternal solutions
While on our way ghosts of the past scream the warnings to me

Anxious desires misled and betrayed by the haste of the day just repeating its burdens
So how far have I come? and how long will I last since I know where I stand is not where I should be
Everything I had just stays numb as I fall through the veins that can't stop to push on
All the blood is straining me with no end
Reach the wall - to escape from the grip of abrasion
Burdens undisclosed shall soon disintegrate your mind
Onwards you fall
Towards subsidence