1. OBVIOUS

I told you not to mess with me
I'm not like any other girl
But now it's obvious you never heard a word I said
Knew that I was stupid thinking
I could make it better for me
Trusting you with every detail of my life

Then I saw your eyes
Can't stand your lies anymore
You betrayed my trust
Now, there's no goodbye's or no tomorrow

This can't be right
It's just not me
I used to think that I was strong enough to carry on

You know that every time we meet
It's hard for me to turn the other way
Or even stop to say the things I need to tell you
Time and time again you pull me back into your arms
But never once give me a chance to see what's really going on

I saw your eyes
Now there's no goodbye's or no tomorrow

This can't be right
It's just not me
I used to think that I was strong enough to carry on

So, here is were it went wrong
I stopped being myself for you
I tried so hard to move on
I stopped being myself for you
Thought you'd be there!

This can't be right
It's just not me
I used to think that I was strong enough to carry on


2. GENERATION DISGRACE

Same dress — the world rages
A 2-minute-fuck gets you 3 in the spotlight, yeah
A white dollar bill and a lame rhyme
That's how you get your hot spot on prime time

People just don't give a damn!

Shut up! (Shut up)
Common equals losers
And all around the world our generation is completely fucked up!
(Shut up)
Publicity is all that counts unless we find a way to gain some more
Our generation's disgrace!

Big lips and fake tits
White gold in your pocket, a rolex to show off
Let's hijack a limo, the chicks'll dig it!
Cut off a bottle, luxury's total!

People just don't give a damn!

Shut up! (Shut up)
Common equals losers
And all around the world our generation is completely fucked up!
(Shut up)
Publicity is all that counts unless we find a way to gain some more
Our generation's disgrace!

Gold-diggers and fake figures
Money's all that matters now that common sense is out
Bad bidders and low figures
It's time to stand up and say

Shut up! (Shut up)
Common equals losers
And all around the world our generation is completely fucked up!
(Shut up)
Publicity is all that counts unless we find a way to gain some more
Our generation's disgrace!


3. I KNOW WHO I AM

Today I woke up with a clear mind
Like nothing could get in my way
Sometimes you just feel what is right for you
Not really sure what might happen

All my life I've been trying to never give up
All my life I've been fighting
Always known what I've got
Now I know it was worth it
I've got no regrets
I will make it! I know who I am!

I can't believe my life has just begun
Finally I know exactly where I'll be
New thoughts are coming
I see my destiny, yeah
Sure I will make it – I know who I am

This feeling just keeps getting stronger
And I've waited for this day for so long
I´m done feeling bad for what I can do
Nothing can stop me anymore!

All my life I've been trying to never give up
All my life I've been fighting
Always known what I've got
Now I know it was worth it
I've got no regrets
I will make it! I know who I am!

I can't believe my life has just begun
Finally I know exactly where I'll be
New thoughts are coming
I see my destiny, yeah
Sure I will make it, oh yeah

There's no need
'Cause you can't hold me back
I really know it was worth it

All my life I've been fighting
Always known what I've got
I will make it! I know who I am!

I can't believe my life has just begun
Finally I know exactly where I'll be
New thoughts are coming
I see my destiny, yeah
Sure I will make it – I know who I am


4. I'M A MONSTER

A couple of pills for my aching head
What happened last night?
It's totally blank
Empty bottles are everywhere
And who the hell is that guy in my bed
My darling demon is my only friend
Here it comes
But I'm not gonna die
I gotta get out of here

Same old voice screaming in my head
Oh, girl you're a monster
Same old song keeps haunting me
Yeah, I know I'm a monster

Life has a funny way of changing one's fate
Surrender to hell – I used to be whole
Now I struggle through every day
Can't stop shaking
But I'm not gonna die
Divorced from reality
I gotta get out of here
Visions are blinding me
I gotta get out of here

Same old voice screaming in my head
Oh, girl you're a monster
Same old song keeps haunting me
Yeah, I know I'm a monster
Help me

Help me change my attitude
To choose between what's right or wrong
The voices that are drowning me
So loud, so loud
Same old voice

Same old voice screaming in my head
Oh, girl you're a monster
Same old song keeps haunting me
Yeah, I know I'm a monster


5. HEAR ME NOW

I can't believe you're gone
Yesterday there was nothing wrong
What the hell happened?!
Can somebody tell me
I want to cry but I'm too mad
There's nothing left but being scared
The pain just makes me blind
How could this happen?

Hear me now, I'm crying out
It isn't right, I can't see clearly now
It's so unfair
You should be here to help me see what's right
I'm crying out, hear me now

They tell me in time I'll heal
But what they don't know is how I feel
Time is a failing friend
Keeps putting me down
I want to sleep, but I'm too sad
I'm trying so hard not to grow mad
The loving memory
Forever and always

Hear me now, I'm crying out
It isn't right, I can't see clearly now
It's so unfair
You should be here to help me see what's right
I'm crying out, hear me now
Hear me now
Hear me now

Someone, tell me which way I'm supposed to go now
Guide me through this
Hear me now

Hear me now, I'm crying out
It isn't right, I can't see clearly now
It's so unfair
You should be here to help me see what's right
I'm crying out, hear me now


6. AREA 1 (HOPE AND FEAR)

On the way (on the way)
To your grave (to your grave)
You meet hundreds of people with thousands of offers
Some ignored, (some ignored) some excepted
And you're forced to rely on the promises
Made of lies you choose to follow

Life ain't no gift, it's where you stand
Hope and fear goes hand in hand
Win or lose
Play the role that you need to come through
Nothing's free!

One day hot (one day hot)
Next day out! (next day out)
And you beg for attention you won't ever get
In spite your attempts to fake it
Don't you try to fake it

Life ain't no gift, it's where you stand
Hope and fear goes hand in hand
Win or lose
Play the role that you need to come through
'Cause life ain't no gift, it's where you stand
Hope and fear goes hand in hand
Win or lose
Play the role that you need to come through
Nothing's free!

Pay $2 and go straight to heaven
What ever choices the circle is closed

Life ain't no gift, it's where you stand
Hope and fear goes hand in hand
Win or lose
Play the role that you need to come through
'Cause life ain't no gift, it's where you stand
Hope and fear goes hand in hand
Win or lose
Play the role that you need to come through
Nothing's free!


7. DON'T BE SCARED

Don't be scared
You know I'm with you all the time
I know it hurts when life just seem to fade away
Please be strong and keep on trying though it's hard to face
Don't forget to smile, and then you won't cry no more

See my strength and feel my faith
Helping you to fight the pain
Oh, I lift you up and keep you safe
And bring you happiness again

You'll be OK
As long as you still have your faith
You're not alone, though it may seem I'm far away
Find your strength in all the love that is surrounding you
Never stop believing, you'll get through this

See my strength and feel my faith
Helping you to fight the pain
Oh, I lift you up and keep you safe
And bring you happiness again

Find your strength in all the love that is surrounding you
Never stop believing
We'll get through

See my strength and feel my faith
Helping you to fight the pain
Oh, I lift you up and keep you safe
And bring you happiness again


8. NOBODY'S STORY

This is a story about a girl
A lonesome girl in a lonely world
Her only dream was to find the light in this cold rainy winter night

A cold existence left to pass
Too many feelings are shaped like glass
Her only hope was an essence of life, in this cold endless final strife

Nobody knows, nobody sees
That this girl doesn't know who she is

She can't excuse what she does
They're playing with her feelings
Is there somebody out there waiting for her
'Cause she doesn't want to live anymore

Nobody knows, nobody sees
That this girl doesn't know who she is
She does not understand why nobody wants her
Or why nobody needs her
Nobody knows, nobody sees
That this girl doesn't know who she is
She does not understand why nobody wants her
Or why nobody needs her

She's standing now on a mountain in the rain
And she does not want to think again
She's looking down at all the small cars passing by
Taking one step forward, and whispers goodbye...

Nobody knew, nobody saw
Even God didn't know who that lonely girl was
She didn't understand why nobody wanted her
She was all alone


9. STUPID PEOPLE

Why? Why?
A worn out word that people force on each other
And what will happen if they stand up and say "why not?"
Take the risk, and grow up
Need to broaden your views
You won't get nowhere asking why

Stupid people never reach for the stars
Stupid people always turn back and then what
Stupid people!
How can you live like that?!
Why?!

Year after year same old procedure
And still they have the nerve to say "why me?!"
I'll tell you the problem, man
Then maybe you'll get it
You're like junkies addicted to
What used to be!

Stupid people never reach for the stars
Stupid people always turn back and then what
Stupid people!
How can you live like that?!
Why?!


10. WRETCH

Slowly left behind
But given notice fast
Innocent falls the deepest
Fake promises, that it'll soon work out
So go home to your family and calm them down

Now a shadow's gone over him
Poor and cold
Roam the streets begging – alone
He's doomed to a life in shade
Feels so small
He's so shattered, poor and cold

Tears in his eyes
He's like a withered rose
All that's left is a hungry soul
Friends passing by, pretending not to know
They just keep on walking
Thinking – I'm glad it's not me

Now a shadow's gone over him
Poor and cold
Roam the streets begging – alone
He's doomed to a life in shade
Feels so small
He's so shattered, poor and cold


11. ROAD TO DEPRESSION

How you can live with yourself is beyond any reason for me
And the rest of the world, I believe
I wonder, when all your thoughts came to action
Where was your humanity?
How could they stand up for your beliefs?
Where's your dignity?

So, to act devastated and claim that this war of yours
Was sponsored by God
Was that the only way to defend your behavior and still get away
No liabilities
How could they stand up for your believes?
Where's their dignity?

Now, look what you have done
Deceived and led them on a road to depression
And what a mess you left
Scares me to death knowing you won't be the last one of your kind

You said, a leader is someone who brings all the people together
All you did was to tear them apart
Can't find words to describe all the evil you caused
And the lack of compassion and heartless when you
Thanked your soldiers for wearing the uniform
Told them to remember true history
No one wants to remember your history!

Now, look what you have done
Deceived and led them on a road to depression
And what a mess you left
Scares me to death knowing you won't be the last one of your kind
Now, look what you have done
Deceived and led them on a road to depression
And what a mess you left
Scares me to death knowing you won't be the last one of your kind

You turn your head away so you won't have to face
The damaged souls of the poor and hungry
You turn your head away so you won't have to face
What you did to the poor and hungry

No one wants to remember
Where's your dignity?
Can't find words to describe all the evil you caused
How you can live with yourself is beyond any reason for me
Forced on a road to depression


12. BLAME

When I felt lonely it was the only way
To satisfy my hunger through my wounded vein
In deep frustration I had to escape from my old life built on mistakes
Oh, I had to run away

I'm sorry for all the pain I caused you
Where I was before
You are not the one to blame
I love you so
I had to go my own way
Deep down you know you were the one who saved me

Forced to recover against all odds
Covered in glory, didn't help at all
Surrender, for survival and break the habits
Addiction to grace made me lose it

I'm sorry for all the pain I caused you
Where I was before
You are not the one to blame
I love you so
I had to go my own way
Deep down you know you were the one who saved me

You waited for affection
Cried yourself to sleep at night
But you never stopped believing in me
Though you saw my life fading away

I'm sorry for all the pain I caused you
Where I was before
You are not the one to blame
I love you so
I had to go my own way
Deep down you know you were the one who saved me


13. MAKE MY DAY

Every day stupid comments 'bout me
And how I should live my life instead
How is yours so much better?!!
I think your just jealous of where I am today
You never once tried to go with your dreams, so stop putting me down
I don't care about you
Do what ever you want
Get your attention where they stand
Your choked up lines!

So think before you speak!
Or do not speak to me at all!

What if you could be me and try my shoes for a while
Listen up! Live my life and then come back
Make my day!
You won't last for a week
You would return on your knees
Go ahead! It's your choice
I promise you'll regret it

I don't expect you to understand the things that I'm going through
I hope you'll come to your senses and see that it's me
Who should be bitching 'bout you and your choked up lines!

So think before you speak!
Or do not speak to me at all!

What if you could be me and try my shoes for a while
Listen up! Live my life and then come back
Make my day!
You won't last for a week
You would return on your knees
Go ahead! It's your choice
I promise you'll regret it

You should try to taste your own cup of tea, instead of profit from me
Let's put an end to this free ride
Make my day!

What if you could be me and try my shoes for a while
Listen up! Live my life and then come back
Make my day!
You won't last for a week
You would return on your knees
Go ahead! It's your choice
I promise you'll regret it