1. EYES FORWARD

Your standing in despair, reflections of regret. It's time to come clean and it falls apart with crimson hands. In the shimmer of the night, you'll open up to strangers. Do you think it would be alright if you just told the truth? The skeletons in your closet seem to be overflowing. In the wake of a bad decision, the pain is zeroed in on you. All the anger that you've built up, all the darkness that contains you. All the loneliness inside, only fuels the fire. And all the pills and alcohol just seem to drop the anchor. And set up your pitfall on this sinking ship you ride alone. Don't let it take you away. Leave it now (far away) all the pain that surrounds you. Leave it now (far away) take control before it drowns you.


2. WHERE SHADOWS GROW

Where shadows grow and cold is a feeling. When ever I fold, no matter what the deal is. And if I could breath then I would stop trying. But if you could bleed then I would stop crying. Now focus on this, stay close my friend. The whispers recess the spirits within (a false sense of hope. Dry my eyes, and turn my back on the world.Still I fall right on my face. My hands around this bottle, so much like your h ands around my neck. And I can't breathe (asphyxiation) you can bleed. I don't believe. A lonely bottle, a lonely man. I'll set and drink my fill and tomorrow I'll do it again. My hands around this bottle, so much like your hands around my neck.


3. LETTING GO FOR THE LAST TIME

If you look in my eyes you'll see what lies inside my little mind. My motives are useless, but they tie me up and control my every move. And these cobwebs, they are my eyes and now I'm blind. And I'm buying the lie, but it doesn't seem to die. So take my hand and walk with me out of this graveyard. Of self infliction, I'm a walking contradiction. I can't seem to kill it, and I can't seem to wake up from this dream. With the angels singing and the soulless spread their wings. They're circling me surrounded by buzzards that feed in vain. And when the darkness consumes me I'll be the one that's still left here, standing soulless.


4. MI NOVIA VAMPIRA

I never fear because I'm wasted and fallen. I never dream cause I'm the dying kind. I never believed anything that you'd offer so leave me behind. Another late risen wasted morning. Another set of misleading lies. Another victim of the murderer lurking behind closed eyes. And you'll scream…for me. Remind me of the way things used to be. I lost everything when I gave in to the monster inside of me. Waking up to the scent of a woman, so beautiful with such an angry face. Vengeance is a terrible master for it brought you to this place. You're the stake baring hooded strangerYou're the hope of your kindred kind. And I've killed many like you before so don't waste your time. Waking up to the scent of a woman. With the blood of a drone on her hands. It's justified by a promise to drive me from this land.

5. IF IT BURNS

Girl your lipstick is smearing, and I don't think you can see so good.And you eyes look sunken in tonight, I think you need some time. And your party dress is dainty but the lines in your face look so permanent, and life becomes distorted. And if you get the chance please make this right. Chase away all those demons, It will consume you, and its killing you. Try to find a better reason to start breathing. Girl your lipstick is smearing, and I don't think you can see so good. And you eyes look unken in tonight, I think you need some time just to make this right. You've got your script and cigarettes still drunk and drowning in your regrets, the wind passes Through a cold soul tonight, but if it burns then your doing it right. And your standing all alone in here, with a fucking grin from ear to ear. So eager to kill yourself dear your falling faster than your tears


6. ALONE IN THIS

This is it, this is how we burn, this is how we learn from our mistakes. this is for the heartbreaks, lack of compassion in this world. this is for the headaches, they're pounding like a storm. but if you, want to know, where I'll be underground. not moving, decaying, waiting for the worms to, pull in to my eyes and rip off this disguise. and show my true colors only black shines. expose my true colors, tonight only black shines.


7. SMALL FIRES AND REPERCUSSIONS

I will expose you. I will lift up your heart in my hand and slowly rip it apart. I attach the broken shards of glass. You said that, “you've said you've changed” But I see you eyes, and I smell your lies. Your dragging beneath the undertow (wrap your hands around my throat) Repercussions without mercy (we'll be dead before too long) Small fires and constellations you can't turn, can't turn back time. Look at what you've done. This place is a mausoleum door, wide open and on the floor. Is an image of what you were. And have you ever been alone in darkness. Wrap your hands around my throat. We'll be dead before too long.


8. CADAVER DOG

You should have warned me, i couldn't have given more apologies, you've got me right where you want me. begging for you to stab me again, you've got me shut up I'm locked in. I'm locked in to my emotions. you tighten your grip as i laugh at that notion. so now you've scorned me, and its too late for your apologies, you see this game is played both ways. Look to me for sympathy, but you'll find none and you'll see all this compassion that I lack, stems from the blade of the knife stuck in my back. I can't lie your ripping me apart from the inside. I can't leave your standing in my way trying to deceive me I can't call you've ripped out all the phone lines before long we wont be talking anymore because you've severed those ties now I'm out to settle the score I'm sick of waiting, with this gun in my mouth.


9. PROVERBIAL DEATH GRIP

Another catastrophe doesn't blend with anxiety, it mixes a very strong drink when You start to think. I don't blame you, I know the choice was already made I can't contain you, please come back to me. And so I try to hold on, carry the torch, Am I a pawn? And now you're gone and I'm just not that strong. I believeIn you do you believe in me, you I'm scared too just relax and breath. Blurry vision is not the answer, we took our pain with pleasure and lost dreams of memories. I'm always running all of the time, I get so scared of what to do.


10. THE CURSE

Stuck in this skin, self medicated misery, in misery. Pick up the pieces of my life (pieces of my heart) I hope you cut fingers, fingers when you try. I hold this burning match to throw it all away. And set it all aflame. Isolation, you said “it didn't matter.” (its not my fault it's you) So who's to blame? Perhaps its conscience, it has no face it has no name. Don't try to pass this off like it was an accident. I know just what I'm doing. I bid you all goodbye now. And we're dying tonight (hang these heads from the rafters) Kick the chair away because we're (falling down) If you look to the future (you will see my past) Maybe a lesson learned is a life served. Every time you open up your eyes you will see me staring back at you. Every time you close your eyes you…Pray for me. I stare death right in the face and I'm ready to die.


11. A HEART SHAPED HAND GRENADE

Seven seconds between each heartbeat, I've washed up bleeding on the floor. (Seven seconds to go) Spare my poor liver as hope walks out that door, and I'll be stuck here forever more. (Broken hearts on the floor) This warm air, can kill the mood so fast. But I'll ring the blood from this bleeding heart and clean it up for you. So hold my head under water, the air pockets racing up to the sky. The pressure of conflict is heating up and the boiling point the steam follows the light (Prepare for war) This warm air, can kill the mood so fast. But I'll ring the blood from this bleeding heart and clean it up for you. This warm air, can kill the mood so fast. Just pull my pin and let me walk away.