1. WHY AM I

Drugged by the uncertainty
Which is grinding my soul
What will be after all
When my heartbeat stops
To throb

What will be when I'm gone
Will it be the end of my life
Will I be released from
All my thorns
Will I fall into hell or
Will I arise

Why am I
A secret world is waiting
For me
Why am I
Alone again

Will there be another
Life for me
I believe in a heavenly
Prophecy
Will there be a
Promised land
Is this the reason for
My final stand


2. MIND IN MEMORIES

Take a flight on dissolutions
Into a world of milk and honey
Tell me remind me
To feed my memories
Splashing from my eyes

There he stands in his lies
And his tries to break apart
From a dying rose
One moment suddenly he flies
Seize the day take the fall

Still I remain unsatisfied
While they brought the light
On my dark side
Like the meaning of an untold tale
Allowed myself to blend my dreams

Find a mind in superstition
That fulfills a picture
Of your dreams
A rose that blooms in natures beauty
Yet dead still shining
Fixed in memories


3. HUNGRY

Trying to hide myself behind
A broken wall which had been never built
Than I realize that I was walking
Down the road to nowhereland
Will I ever find the answers
For my peace of mind
Will I ever cross the river of life

I wanna feel the sunshine
In my eyes
Bring me to the other side

Hungry, for your love

When I walk through
Heaven's door
I want to see in your eyes
With your glimmering lips
You let horizons divide
Will you give me an answer
Or will you tell me lies
Will I ever find my
Peace of mind


4. FORGOTTEN HERO

Stand up and take a look in the mirror
You're afraid of what you see
You are a long forgotten hero
Nobody cares for what you've been

Felt the pain in peaceless times
Had seen enough blood
For another life
You had finished what others began
It was your fate that
You lose and they win

The pride of a hero stops to shine
Sold by people he'd been fighting for
He's a hero no one needs
Long forgotten never free

Can't stop the fire
Burning in my soul
Can't stop the fire
The pride of a hero fall

Risked your life, did what they told
Controlled your mind they
Burned out your soul
Can't see an end of the pain
In your heart, dream of a new life
Of another start


5. IKARUS DREAM

What's that shade inside the cloud of haze
Impervous to light whispering so strange
A contour of a face and glimmering eyes vaulting
Through the veil of mist and a voice is shivering in the air
Hear the words of eternity

Fly ikarus fly
Rising high reach for the sky

Make a step out of your human life
Always remember you were born to die
Build your wings out of your dreams
And take your place at heaven's throne
Come into my arms of destiny
Make an end of your life in agony

He doesn't awake when he opens his eyes
Looks up to heaven and sees paradise
Spreading his wings rising up to the sky
Then he sees the hand that is reached out for him
Lucifer's breath is blown into your wings
No one had ever seen him again


6. ON THEIR OWN

Warchilds as symbols for the normal
Used to realize another ones delusions
See the faces of lost souls in the sky
See the tears of children when they cry

Come on little child
Throw away your toys
Here is another one
Fill you with joy
Pull the trigger feel the heat
Of the tattered and bleeding meat

I see them falling
I see them crawling

For silence they are waiting
They are forever damned
Out on their own
For whom are they searching
For glory and fame
Out on their own
No one will ever see
What they have seen
Out on their own
They're just fifteen years
Old war machine
Out on their out on their own


7. WELCOME TO REALITY

Close your eyes give me your hand
Give me the control about your mind
I'll take you to a promised land
Where you'll find the mystic sign

This is the key to a promised land
Hear the voices calling your name
But it's too late when you recognize that
It's a deception of another hand

Feel no pain no fear
Inside your heart

I will show you the secrets of life
The meaning of your disguise
I will show you the meaning of lies
Welcome to reality inside


8. ALL THESE YEARS

I don't need anyone who tells
What's the world is all around
I don't need anyone who says
He can heal all my wounds
I don't need anyone who thinks
He can lead me another way
I don't need anyone who tells
Me tomorrow will be like today

I see myself shaded and I turn myself away
I see my own figure like someone
I had never known

All these years had turn my heart to stone
All these years had let my anger grow
All these years had destroyed my belief
All these years had my blind eye see

I don't need anyone who says
It's enormous hate to feed
I don't need anyone who tries
To destroy all my belief
I don't need anyone who says
Everything is alright
I don't need anyone who
Controls every step in my life


9. HOLY WAR

One hundred thousand men sail over the ocean
They are on the mission in the name of the Lord
The aim of this journey is to convert the heathens
And to force them the christian belief upon

The garment of time is waving in the wind
Crusaders are bringing terror and fear
A mother is panicky crying for her child
The sirens of war are driving her wild

Nobody knows the reason
Why they all must die
It's the work of insanity

It's the holy war we're fighting
We're sailing from coast to coast
As martyr we will die
They told us and left us alone
We'll get a place at Heaven's sight
And every soul will arise
It's the judgement day for the heathendom
And the begin of bestial fights


10. EMOTIONAL RAIN

(Instrumental)