1. FORGIVENESS

In my lifetime
When I'm disgraced by lies
I laugh loud
'Cause my life has got inside
Someone else's mind
I'll never ask for forgiveness
Today is my last chance
To erase it all and kill my past
These blackest lights burn brightest now

Fall into my hands and sleep forever
All I do seems meaningless
Seems meaningless

Days become years of agony
I hide the pain
And all the lies deep inside again
And all the trust I put in you
Is breaking apart

Everyday living this life
Not knowing what it means
Now it’s my time to rise
My time to let leave my past behind

I'll never ask for forgiveness

Fall into my hands and sleep forever
All I do seems meaningless
Seems meaningless


2. DARKNESS

I opened my eyes
When the rain started to fall
Someone is calling my name
But nobody is out there
My heart is pumping floods of blood
Through my veins, through my body

Don’t know where I am
The air is cold
And my breath is taken away
Do you know the voices
That called my name?

The streets are empty and I’m going blind
From staring at the horizon
As I look in a window
I see your eyes staring back at me

You are the reason of this tragedy
Hope you’re feeling happy now

Drowning slowly
With my face to the ground
Take my hand
And lead me out of the darkness

Hope I have the strength to fight on
To fight on this battle


3. SICKNESS NAMED LIFE

Now I’m falling down like a fallen angel
I should have taken all my lies to do something right
Well, it seems I did everything wrong in my life
Crashed down, before I could open my eyes

I watch the rising sun and I know I’m not alone
Living with the memories that I regret
This is my true home

Hope I can find my inner peace someday
No more pain and hatred that filths my heart

These endless days
I search someone to hold on, hold inside
Is there someone in this life?
So hard to find

I don’t give a fuck
'Cause in the end, we all die alone


4. WHAT IT MEANS TO BLEED

There's no sign in this hole where I’m living
The lights are on, but nobody’s at home
I’ll save my breath, I'll save my breath this time

I can't see the me that everyone can see
They see the me that I’ll never be

You see the pain in my face
While you’re putting me down
Inside the rage starts to build
But I won’t drown

Getting down on my knees
Praying for release
For what I’m loving
So let me live in the dark

This pain that lives inside of me
Can’t tell its name
Is it good or bad
Or are we just the same?

Please take my hand
And let us walk this path together
I push you over the edge of my pain
I show you what it means to bleed


5. POOL OF SUFFERING

Finally I see my place where I should be
Away from sorrow, away from pain
I close my eyes and remember the past
In which my love had never broken apart
But now I’m standing here, my suffering in the rear
Thinking of you, oh, my dear

I can’t turn back the wheel of time

My mind is out of control
The pain is digging a hole through body and soul
I close my eyes and remember the past
In which my love had never broken apart

I can’t turn the wheel of time

I just want to die, take away my life
Lay by your side
Please
I just want to die, take away my life
Lay by your side
Please

Lay by your side


6. CRAWLING SHADOWS

I’m strong when you’re weak
So I lie when I speak
You are in my world now
Where the shadows are crawling upon us
I’m feeling guilty, but what I’ve done?

No one knows my story
No one knows anything about me
I’m looking forward to a new beginning
Hope to find a way

Hope to find a way
But where is the start and where is the end?

I know you’re waiting every single day
To strike me down

You crawling shadows of my life
You’re the reason for what I am
The one who tears you apart

All the sins I’ve done
Rewind them all
Days are going by
Nobody brings me to fall

Nobody!