1. HATE MYSELF

(Sleep, you’ve made your bed so sleep)

You’re standing at the edge of my disposition
Searching for something that’s missing
So read between the lines
I’m tracing every scar just like it’s religion
Hoping to find what is hidden
But it’s buried in time

You sent us on a path to hell

You’ve made the bed
So fucking sleep then repeat it
Let your conviction believe it
But you choke on your lies

I let you inside
And now I hate myself
Like ecstasy
A fleeting rush that left a hole in the core of me

It’s ripping away at the seams
Tear it wide open

You’re seeping like a poison through my system
I’ll dig through the dirt to find a reason why

As I let you inside
And now I hate myself
Like ecstasy
A fleeting rush that left a hole in the core of me

A hole in the core of me

You dragged me down into the darkest void
There was no escaping
No longer drowning in your shallow tide
But the wounds left will always show

I feel the weight of never knowing why
And I’ll ask until the day I die

You said it’s not for me to ever know
I’ll never know

I let you inside
And now I hate myself
Like ecstasy
A fleeting rush that left a hole in the core of me

(Sleep, you’ve made your bed so sleep)

A hole in the core of me