1. A MOONLESS NIGHT

Deep within the blackness
Off the beaten path
Far from human life
Sick of that existence
Tired of all the lies
A black blade to protect me
An enchanted rock that guides
Far from the wooden fire
Only the aether for comfort

At the black atlar
A call to the above
Far beyond the cosmic laws
Past the dying sun
Blackness that's awakened
Is now my only warmth
Travelling through portals
That few have ever done

Visions that have taken me
To places forever gone
Letting go of mortal thoughts
Out of reach of cosmic control
Through the transcension
Of physical limitations
Of material existence
All truth will be revealed
Dissolution will takes its form
And destroy this imprisonment
Seven circles opening
Gates that open wide

And embrace true blackness


2. LIFE OF EMPTINESS

Gazing upon existence
I see no point to this life

Solitude embraces my soul
Pain and misery infect my life
As the razor cuts the skin
I escape this empty life

Nothing was worth living for
Nothing will stop the pain

Drowning in rivers of sorrow
Grabbing the knife in my hand
Cutting so deep in despair
I escape this empty life


3. PASSING THE ANTI-WORLD OF KETHER

Taken to other worlds
Descend into the abyss
Make my vision pure
Enlighten me with
Your blackness

Guide me far from illusion
Ignite the black flame within
Awaken within me your chaos
Bestow your ancient wisdom
Cleanse my weak soul
Make me one with you
I offer my flesh and blood
Grant me your ultimate power

I call upon your throne
Goddess Hekate

Arise infernal queen
Show me paths so deep
Your sun is dark so pure
Goddess of crossroads
Show me
The path I must follow
Past Thaumiel

End my soul, take my life
Show me your path so dark
Take my soul, end this life
Guide me through the blackness
End my life, take my soul
Make me one with you
End my life, take my soul
Show me the way


4. PORTALS OF SUICIDE

Bleeding, screaming, I'm dying
I am shaking, from the sight
Last I bled the veins
Watched all life end
In this desolate land
I am nothing

Amongst the blackest skies I dwell
Into the endless insanity
The expiration of all innocence
A never ending torment

Shadows, voices, surround me
Suffocating, hanging, still I wake up
Take a knife and guide it, through my heart
I wish to die
I wish to die


5. TORN FROM WITHIN

Why did you leave? The pain it caused
That endless night, end of your life

I wish you back
Why must I live?
Once I felt joy
That is now dead

I can not move on
Why did you die?
When I slit my wrist
Your sight returns

I am torn inside
There must be an escape
With this loaded gun
I exist no more