1. NOKTURNAL

Flashing lights
Numb my senses
I engulf myself in a frenzy
I become one with the night

My smile a grimace
As I stare into the abyss
I will find absolution
Lurking in the shadows

The calls of sodom
Chants through the mist
A sweet promise
To find what was lost

Sirens in the night
I loose all regard
Like a raging animal
I cling to the flesh

I numb myself
Spirits rush through
My brittle body
Soothing and cold

My mind is awake
Sharp as a blade
A cannibalistic instrument
A crime without witness

Celestial bodies up above
Shimmering without a care
Just a reflection
In two black mirrors

A thousand voices
All of my own making
A cacophony of insanity
Follows me into obscurity

Civilizations rise and fall
As I contemplate the
Gist of all things
Without a soul to listen

Time devoid of meaning
In the vortex of my mind
The self born and reborn
Narcissistic and depraved

My thirst for being
Demands to be quenched
A nectar once consumed
Consumed I will be


2. FIELDS OF GOLGOTHA

Abandon doubt
Glory will be mine
As was promised
As is proper

Fear clouds my senses
As I rain down hell
My hands shake
Is it not just?

Is it not expected of me?
I will deliver
I will function
I will suffer in silence

An enemy I have never seen
Extinguished without regard
My small self
Frowing with each kill

Another life taken
Another blow of the hammer

The war machine is rolling
The heavens are screaming
Am I nothing but a cog
Nothing but a tool?

Rivers of blood
My being craves it
Killing and being killed
Is what defines me

The massacre is endless
Body counts a foot note
A small price to pay
The currency of my existence

I will not be obsolete
I will be respected
I will obey
I will suffer in silence

Only in death does duty end
Shall I go forward on this path?
As so many did before me
It is the way of things

Another life taken
Another stain on the shroud


3. ON THE SHORES OF HELL

My body aches as I awake
Bones like burning needles
Eyes slowly open
Rivers of fire engulf me

I feel empty inside
But a spark in the dark
Only pain to tell me
That I still live

My gaze wanders
To dark clouds up above
Winged creatures swarming
Observing my suffering

All hope is lost
As I weep in solitude
Faith I never had
I thirst for, now

I am alone and forgotton
As I find myself
On the shores of hell

I crawl over sharp hot stones
Blood dripping from my limbs
Towards the gates
Of this unholy realm

My soul shattered to pieces
Nothing holy left in me
Thy absence
A testiment to my betrayal

I push forward
To embrace my destiny
What horrors await
I do not care

Why have you forsaken me
The grimace of my reflection
Staring back at me
Mocking me

I am alone and forgotton
As I find myself
On the shores of hell