
A Wake In Providence : Insidious

Lyrics
1. DOOM
(Instrumental)
2. SEEKER
I'm sick of everyday being the same thing,
I'm tired of living out this life,
And nothing's,
Nothing's changing.
I've taken a long look at life,
I've watched my friends become my worst enemies.
I've watched the world become a victim to disease,
Never choosing to believe what I see,
The devil has a plan for me,
And he just won't let me leave.
He won't let me leave.
I've gone to hell and back,
And you were nowhere to be found,
You always had an act for letting me down.
So where the fuck are you now?
So where the fuck are you?
These feelings of hopelessness,
Attacking the only good that's left in my mind.
It's only a matter of time,
Before these nightmares I hide
Make their way back inside and try to control me.
Trying to hide,
The devil's inside,
And he's watching over me.
Believing that I could somehow come back to reality,
Praying to someone who has never looked out for me.
Is it true what they say that people never change?
Because I'm losing hope in feeling,
That things will ever change.
Is it true what they say that people never change? Because I'm losing hope in feeling,
That things will ever motherfucking...
Fuck.
Chasing my demons,
No one to believe in. (x2)
I have no one to believe in.
I'm sick of everyday,
I'm sick of everything.
3. INSIDIOUS
I've seen the darkness,
I've felt the shame,
I've been locked in hell,
And only God's to blame.
This guilt its buried underneath my skin,
And it feels like death is pulling me in.
These choices I've made leave these feelings engraved,
And as far as I can see,
You want nothing to do with me.
Then why,
Tell me why,
Tell me why have I become a victim to the fallacies
That I don't believe.
Dead to the world,
Dead as I could ever be.
A dead soul rotting beneath the ground
That you see, that you see.
Bury me with the things I've seen,
Only to be judged by the guilty,
By the guilty.
I've still found reasons to believe
In the person that I used to be,
Trying to forget my past,
But it's always catching up with me.
There's nothing left to lose,
And nothing more to gain.
These choices I've made leave these feelings engraved,
And as far as I can see,
You want nothing to do with me.
Tell me why, (x3)
Tell me why have I become a victim to the fallacies
That I don't believe.
I've seen the darkness,
I've felt the shame,
I've been locked in hell,
And only (God's to) God's to blame.
4. BLACK MASS
Why are you pretending that this is what I wanted?
Succumb to the words that only leave me haunted,
Screaming for answers,
Begging me to believe in something
That I can't see with my own eyes.
Slaves to a world that claims to be free.
Why are you believing everything you see?
It's all a lie,
And I've come to show you why.
The reason you're alive,
Is because you already died.
Hell is just a witness to the madness at his hands.
The true evil of this world lies within one man.
Torturous thoughts,
Feelings so vain.
How could you put faith in something
That has only caused you pain,
And do you know,
I know who's to blame?
Don't believe what you believe,
Don't accept the truth that you see.
Your faith has left you six feet fucking deep.
We're all worthless in his eyes.
Left to die,
Left to realize,
We are worthless in his eyes.
I've been cursed by a demon in angelic form,
Enslaved for the rest of my life,
In a hell where only God truly lies.
Don't believe what you believe,
Don't accept the truth that you see.
Your faith has left you six feet fucking deep.
Why am I so fucking hopeless,
Why's it so hard to see?
The world is dead all around you and me.
Plagued by these thoughts running through my mind,
Through my mind.
It's clear to my eyes,
That there is no meaning to any of this.
This world has been poisoned.
5. EUTHANASIA
I've walked through the valley of the shadow of death,
Filled with defeat,
And filled with regret.
Surrendered to the only memory that I have left.
These secrets I hide release these demons inside,
And you don't know what it's like to live,
Until everything you loved died.
Rotting from the inside out,
Torn apart by the thought of myself being without
This feeling of a regret so deep,
That the only escape I see is eternal sleep.
I just keep trying to hide
What I've been feeling inside. (x2)
Begging,
I've been begging for my life,
For my life.
Take me away,
Put me to sleep,
There's no one left to save me.
Take me away,
Put me to sleep,
I've been dreaming. (x4)
6. BANE
I am the poison running through your veins,
I am the cancer feeding off your brain.
Ripping your heart apart piece by piece,
Just slit your fucking throat,
And watch yourself bleed.
Fear me.
I am the only reason you're alive.
When you felt love,
I felt hate.
When you felt alive,
I was dying on the inside.
I am not a man,
I am a monster,
A vile creation of hate. (x2)
Every minute, every hour,
Every second of every day,
The clock keeps ticking,
And time is just slipping away.
You've been haunted by this darkness,
Powerless to everything it creates.
Forever hopeless,
You want this,
But your conscious, it tries to break free.
I've been living in your shadows,
Haunting every dream you've ever dreamed,
Tormenting everything you love.
Surrounded by the misery
That's been ignored by the world, decimated.
I'm elated to see your demise.
Slowly fading,
Quickly hating what's left of your life.
I'll end this hate,
When you accept your fate. (x2)
Slowly fading,
Quickly hating what's left of your life...
So accept your fate.
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