1. INTRO

(Instrumental)


2. TRIBULATION

I am overwhelmed by one thing
A thing you don't wish to anybody
This thing's called pain
It's caused by a few words
I am angry,destroyed,sad from the inside
Caused because of a fucking life
I feel devastated
All i can think of is pain,malice
Does this end good
Or will it be over ?
This depends on something
A hell of a good excuse.


3. In a Deep State of Depression

I have never seen the sun for real
Just a reflection of its beauty
Just a wink of an eye
But never the love i need so bad.
The pain,the anger,the misery
They all fill space in my mind
But empty the heart,bit by bit
Everyday i hope and pray
Everyday the gaps get bigger
Everyday more lonely
Everyday more depressed
Everyday more hidden
Every day a piece of me died
Until my heart was empty and my head
Fully loaded
That was the day i couldn't die no more...
And yet...i keep on living.


4. MAN WITHOUT GRIEF IS JUST A HUMAN MEMORY

Tears again
Tears full of sorrow,hate,pain
I've lost my way
Thoughts running through my head
My head keeps on spinning
My body walks,but i'am not there
With the tears i have shown
I could feed a flower
But with my uncried tears
I could fill another sea
My pain & sorrow are just a baby babbling.


5. BEYOND SALVATION

Arround,all arround,the storm clouds gather
The night falls as if slain by the sun
Souless i'am
It is a night of heartache,a song of ethereal pain
Wolves vent their howls,the dark one awakes
The salvation for which i pray
Flares once,then dies
Devoured by madness
My dread grows as the angry hand of heaven
Falls against my nacked soul
It wounds me,and darkly my blood drips
To the thirsty earth
In agony i hand my head
While death's shadow looms over me
Now alone,my soul falls upon sad eyes
I am dying here,bound to pain
Finding my way through this hurtfull agony
My heart so empty and torn
Slender beams of moonlight
Enter this bleak place as i kneel
Always in pain,always lost,
Frozen here waiting
In This dark so betrayed
A deadly emptiness
This is my salvation.


6. FAREWELL

I am sitting all alone in my nest
And once again,i am thinking of my life
My past is passing me by see a lot of pain
A lot of tears,arround,all arround,the storm clouds gather
The night falls as if slain by the sun
Souless i'am
It is a night of heartache,a song of ethereal pain
Wolves vent their howls,the dark one awakes
The salvation for which i pray
Flares once,then dies
Devoured by madness
My dread grows as the angry hand of heaven
Falls against my naked soul
It wounds me,and darkly my blood drips
To the thirsty earth
In agony i hand my head
While death's shadow looms over me
Now alone,my soul falls upon sad eyes
I am dying here,bound to pain
Finding my way through this hurtfull agony
My heart so empty and torn
Slender beams of moonlight
Enter this bleak place as i kneel
Always in pain,always lost,
Frozen here waiting
This darked so betrayed
A deadly emptiness
This is my salvation.
That's how i remember it
There were a lot of days that i could only cry
My hope was faded away i wanted to say
Farewell to this damned so-called world!


7. OUTRO

(Instrumental)