1. TIME BOMB

Don't even tell me because I already know
This fucking beast inside always ready to make a show
Never can I leave it behind, a definite part of me
It has controlled my life, it is destroying me
I don't need the drugs, because the rage, it gets me high
I didn't say I won't do them though, that would be a lie
Crashing inside my head the red it clouds my eyes
I always ruin what I value the most
Existing in hell, this is all that I know
Where the comfort lies you made me!!!
You can't help me
God help you
You can't help me
God help!


2. DESTINY NEVER CAME

I wasn't meant to be, no one sent for me
Always told I was something more
This destiny will destroy me
Been rotting to the core
Never once did I care of the plans that were made
Never once did I cry at the end, or at my grave
They pushed and pushed till I would bleed
Not even once did I agree to all the shit they fed me
Could never make a man succeed
And I screamed, and I did shout
They chewed me up and spit me out
But here I stand with broken hands
Pounding on the walls of fucking destiny
Fuck your destiny
Fuck your golden child
Fuck your women and children
Fuck you and die
Fuck your plans for me
Oh can't you see I never wanted a part of this shit that you have planned for me
Destiny never came


3. DYING IN MY OWN ARMS

What makes you think that your death is secure?
That you won't die alone
Your solace isn't something to seek
It's a sign of the weak
Who will save your rotten soul?
In time all memories will fold
ace down with your head in your hands
You'll be dying in your own arms
Broke down!!!
Left a wreck
Burnt out!!!
A husk of a man
Wasted!!!
But not nearly so close
I'm dying in my own arms
Do you think you have someone?
You will die alone
Die alone motherfucker
I am dying in my own arms


4. REPEAT PROCESS

This was the time, the only time I thought that it would all work out
Make a believer of myself without a doubt
I made a pact
I swore and swore and swore again
But here I stand
Rage unbridled
Not what I used to be
Pain so vital, it's necessary
My dear I'm so sorry
I can't control myself
It's real, no story
I am broken again
Through the times that I kept myself in control
Oh! I felt free, free from all the fear that was controlling me
It was only just a whisper form my breath
It has returned and so I wait for the...
Rage unbridled
Not what I used to be
Pain so vital, it's necessary
My dear I'm so sorry
I can't control myself
It's real, no story
I am broken again
My only love I throw away
Turned into coal now as she lays
I dig this hole
I've lost my way
Rage unbridled
Not what I used to be
Pain so vital, it's necessary
My dear I'm so sorry
I can't control myself
It's real, no story
I am broken again


5. SOMETHING TERRIBLE

I've found tricks
That I use when I know that I've been beat
I climb so fucking deep inside of me
I've said it once and I'll scream it again
Sometimes hatred is my only friend
Something terrible has crossed my mind
Fucking miserable all the time
Something terrible, it's in my head
It's killing... It's killing me
I was born with this fault they call rage
I never asked for this pain, it just came
All the times that I hurt my family and myself and my loves
Something terrible has crossed my mind
Fucking miserable all the time
Something terrible, it's in my head
It's killing... It's killing me
I was born with this fault they call rage
I never asked for this pain, it just came
All the times that I hurt my family and myself and my loves


6. LORD HAVE MERCY

In the place of gods, in the hands of fate
I gave it all but I've been raped
No friends ever came, no love for me
I know that I'm free
From the words, from the cancer, from their eyes
From all the bullshit I despise
From all the countless fucking lies
You're all dead to me
If I could I would stop your heart
Not a threat, just a thought I do enjoy
Do your best to keep me from you
My broken dreams and shattered goals
Stop the lies, we are not friends
End of the line for your forked tongue
Since I was young nothings more true
Than what was told that golden clue
She always said "Our blood ran deep"
And no one can compete... with the ties that you have with family
Your trust should weigh so heavily on the ones who raised and cared for you
You know this is true


7. NONBELIEVER

I have faith that I will not succeed
Something's pushing me, something I can't see
There's a price put on my head
I have faith that no one will help me in my time of need
They'd rather watch me bleed
Who really cares when you're down and out?
Who really cares when no ones around?
You stand alone, you make your claim
You stand alone
Don't think it's a call, a plea for help
I never asked anyone
From what I've seen, from the look of things I can only help myself
I had faith that I was loved by you
But it has filtered through
Seeping through my hands
A fistful of shit
Left with no more than a glimpse of what you have become
Who really cares when you're down and out?
Who really cares when no ones around?
You stand alone, you make your claim
You stand alone
You left me here to rot
I will see you in Hell
Non believer, what I become
A non believer


8. HIS FATHER'S SON

His father's son is now a man
Before he stands a stranger in his eyes
Through his life he never lent a hand
Where does he stand in his only sons mind?
Where were you when we needed you the most?
You disappeared you coward
Hide your head in shame
You did no wrong?
You tried your best?
Well you lie!!!
You destroyed all she had ever worked for
What have you done?
Look what you made
Thanks for the pain I will take to the grave
You must know but this time I never needed
You, must must know through the years I never needed
You, can see from my face I never needed...
How does it feel to have your honor shamed?
I know the feeling well
I've felt the pain
Another life you let your seed and died
Now you're gone, never to return
I see the way you hold the children these days
No ties to them - the ease throw your past away
I won't forget these scars you planted in my mind
You will never hold my first-born
What have you done?
Look what you made
Thanks for the pain I will take to the grave
You must know but this time I never needed
You, must must know through the years I never needed
You, can see from my face I never needed...


9. NEVER SURRENDER (NO DESIT VIRTUS)

Victory is for those who are willing to kill or die
We stand side by side, we never questioned why
My brothers aren't afraid
I trust my life in their hands
They'll fight by my side until the bloody end
Do you know what it means, have you ever sacrificed?
Pride. Honor. Loyalty
Make the deal, pay the price
We all walk the line, win or lose
Do or die
If you can't share my pain, how can you share my life?
Life among the thugs and drugs, their fucking fisticuffs
This is how I live my life, and I can't get enough
My life. My crew
Fuck you!!!!!!!!