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Band Name
Rassischer Selbstmord
Album Name
This Horrible Thing I Did
Type
Album
Released date
10 May 2023
Labels
Self-Released
Music StyleDoom Black
Members owning this album0
Tracklist
This is a concept album, which tells the story of a White man who end up marrying an African American women and procreates with her, and eventually comes to dread and regret it, feeling he has betrayed his people. He becomes overwhelmed with self-hatred and depression. He initially contemplates suicide in order to "purify" the black woman and her family. His family has disowned him for having entered a mixed race relationship. So, in order to win them back, he files for divorce from the Black woman, and arranges for her to be deported back to Somalia by boat. He feels relief and joy over having been divorced from the black woman, and is humbly welcomed back into his white family, and they celebrate. However as time comes to pass he becomes overwhelmed with nightmares and paranoia that the black woman will hunt him down for revenge. By consequence he decides to stock up on firearms to defend himself in case it happens. Then he wants his fellow people never to marry Africans, citing his own experience with such a marriage.
1. This Horrible Thing I Did | 17:25 | |
2. Never Forgiven | 08:22 | |
3. What I Have Done | 11:04 | |
4. My People Are Disgraced | 15:21 | |
5. Destroy Me | 21:24 | |
6. Never Marry | 07:21 |
Total playing time: 01:20:57