1. WHAT'S DONE IS DONE

From outside I seem okay
Inside, I'm losing
Battles I fight every day
It's so confusing

I place this blame on myself
To keep from falling
In this self-inflicted hell
Mental sate is going south

Makes no sense
To end this way
Why'd you go and worry us for days?

Why do I blame myself
For actions that you made?
That led to all of us
Wishing we could save
You from what you done
And not just to yourself
But everyone you loved
And put through endless hell
What's done is done.

No pill took can help me cope
Then end is creeping
Up on me as I succumb
To endless grieving

Fragments of my self-esteem
Can be found scattered
All across my broken dreams
Is there more than one way out?

Is it my fault
It is this way?
Started lost, won't live another day.

Why do I blame myself
For actions that you made?
That led to all of us
Wishing we could save
You from what you done
And not just to yourself
But everyone you loved
And put through endless hell
What's done is done.

All that remains
We place on a mantel

I fear that any day could be my last here

Around my neck
Is a key of closure.

So take this sacrifice and never go back.

Why do I blame myself
For actions that you made?
That led to all of us
Wishing we could save
You from what you done
And not just to yourself
But everyone you loved
And put through endless hell
What's done is done.