1. MRTYU

Mṛtyu-dūtaḥ kapoto 'yam
Ulūkaḥ kampayan manaḥ
Pratyulūkaś ca kuhvānair
Viśvaḿ vai śūnyam icchataḥ...


2. FIVE COLOURS

Gods of the order superior owners of the mystic knowledge,
I pray thee, to grant what I ask, may your love lead me
I roam, within the transmigration circle,
Tied to my evil nature I pray thee, lead me to the shining Path
Don't fear that five colours shining light, don't be Scared,
From that light the sound will come,
Just like thousand thunders or like an huge roar
Filled with screams of deep terror...
Roaming, within the souls circle,
Chained to my evil nature I pray thee...
Using my strongest will in a rainbow I'll dissolve,
Inside the gods hearts I'll be reborn in the highest Heavens...


3. SIX FORMS OF EXISTENCE

Then there will shine upon thee
The lights of the six sangsaric lokas.
The light of that place wherein thou art to be born
Then let the tutelary deity
Melt away from the extremities,
Till nothing at all remaineth visible of it
Wherever the ether pervades, consciousness pervades;
Wherever consciousness pervades, the dharma-kaya pervades
If you desirest to know, what six lights are
Whichever light shineth upon thee now,
Meditate upon it as being the compassionate one.


4. PERSECUTIONS

Pain, pain is what you'll feel reborning in evil forms
When dreadful sounds...arise around you,
And no more... you'll own yourself...
Recall your mind and evocate,
When dreadful sounds arise...
Let the holy heruka come in !
Forced to a place where you won't
Being no more in your own,
Deep darkness and purple whirl,
Violent snow and heil you will fear.
Pain, pain is what you'll feel reborning in evil forms.
These instructions save in your purified mind,
Nobly born son, ready to learn more.
Remember the great... seal of void,
Showing you... the malignant illusion.


5. CHOOSE MY MATRIX

He is like the reflecting of the moon in water.
He is apparent yet non-existent,
Like illusion produced by magic,
If you have no special protective figure.
All substances are part of my own consciousness
Allow the mind to rest in the uncreated state.
Try to follow the pleasant delightful visions.
Avoid the dark unpleasant ones.
If you return in panic, a fearful state will follow,
If you strive to escape dark, a griefy state will grasp You.
Whatever you choose, choose impartially,
Without attraction or repulsion
Try to follow the pleasant delightful visions.
Avoid the dark unpleasant ones


6. GOING BACK (MY SAMSARA) [PART I: MAUNA; PART II: GARUDA]

Invoking the three gems, find a shelter in them,
While praying the holy one, enter the blue light of men.
Enter the gods' white light, or the precious palaces of gem
So let it be said seven times again.
If you perceive good, don't feel attraction.
If you perceive evil, don't feel repulsion.
Might you be indifferent, neither desire nor disgust.
With a voice clear and loud I'll read the book of Salvation,
Using the signs I'll redeem myself…from...pain!
Choosing a new life, or choosing a new hell,
For seven times let it be said


7. KOSMO

Living death again, quantum energetic flow,
A new shape forms by colours from the dark.
Electronic pulsing thoughts streaming in dense light
Antimatter incarnates, inner ethereal flight.
Pools of shining light, or demons from within,
Solving and resist guardians let me in.
Just a child or seventeen rediscovering my love unseen,
In the sunny meadow light
Heavenly kore ... kosmou in my sight.


8. OM MANI PAD ME HUM

Without any friends I'm roaming alone
Just when my very own images appear
They are reflections from the void by
Buddhas' thankful strength,
When I sense the real pain because
All evil deeds I made might deities drift it away…
Terror and fears…will not arise...
In my own state of intermediate existence
When I feel the sound of the plane
It's just like a thousand thunders
Let it be turned to, the sound of the six sacred words
Om mani pad me hum …
Now I don't know where I am while my karma is haunting me
Might you heavenly lord, came and rescue me.


9. A PLACE OF REBIRTH

Embracing thoughts of fear, thoughts of terror,
Here I'm after death,
An uncertain reality now cast and dawned upon me.
May I recognize the visions as the
Reflections of mine own consciousness
May I know them to be of the nature of the
Apparitions in the bardo
May I not fear the peaceful and wrathful deities,
Mine own thought-forms.
This body, born of desire, is a thought-form hallucination
In the intermediate state and it is called desire-body.
Living a death beyond, I'm departing from this world,
But I'm not the only one, because death come to all.
And I won't forget the words I'll try not
To be awed while searching a new form.
My fears set aside, may now I recognize the visions that Appear, reflections of my mind,
Intermediate state, an illusory fate, an uncertain scheme.
Nothing thou will gain than wandering again,
In Sangsara state thou will not remain.
Repeat the words again, efforts won't be vain a secret art Lying therein.
This body, born of desire, is a thought-form hallucination.
Await the lord of death, to look in karma mirror
Where good and evil(acts) are reflected
Lying will be of no avail.


10. BARDO THODOL

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11. THE THOROUGHNESS OF THOUGHT

Oh now nobly-born, if thou knowest not
How thus to meditate, act so as to remember
The compassionate one, and the Sangha and the dharma.
Everything is thought and it was so clear...
But you didn't recognize, and you lived your fears.
Think of all these fears, and terrifying apparitions
As being thine own, tutelar deity
Bring to thy recollection, the mystic name you've been Given,
Even though thou fallest down, thou wilt not be hurt !
Everything is thought and it was so clear...
But you didn't recognize, and you lived your fears.
Void and light, light and void, either being, the same Essence,
Void and light, light and void, mirrored reality.


12. SUTRATMA-BUDDHI

Worlds of beyond images that form, soon you'll be reborn,
Demons being your fears, voidness dark, tear the veil of Lie
Death, fear, death, here, void...
Distracted once again, entangled in the thick mud of pain,
You'll never then be set free, failure being your ultimate Destiny.
Eternal tragic despair, shattered hopes, obscure destiny
And you'll be thrown there where you won't be saved.
Images of terror and living fears.