1. HAIL MARY, FULL OF EVIL

I sometimes lick every inch of this worlds unholy crucifixions
And I don't mind, but please check your mirror to watch your own devilisensation before
You judge me
Hail Mary, Full of Evil
I'm down with the sickness
You are like this horrible illness
& I refuse to give in to you
Words Words Words
They won't work
Only if you believe
- so don't believe in me
Cause I want to feel every inch of the words which I have become
A priest ask
He once was mine to believe
A predator asked me
And I told
And I told
I don't believe
In thee
All your morbid tales
Only give me away to be
A human filled with sins
Filled with
Wrath - greed - sloth - pride - lust - envy - gluttony
I don't believe
In thee,
Hail Mary, Full of Evil!
So I embrace humanity
Even what seems sinful
So i'm
Godless
Inside my
Broken though healed
Body
Hail Mary, Full of Evil
Your pain
Goes through my veins
& every time my blood runs back
I fear hear tear
I dwell among the humans responsible for teaching men warfare
I've not said enough
Gadreel was once saved
As you throw the humans
In the pit

We play fair fights - righteous than you
And you nailed all humans again
You are as God
Your dear beloved husband
So Hail Mary, Full of Evil
Your pain
Goes through my veins
& every time my blood runs back
I fear hear tear
Every land
Think of A Holy
A Father, A Son and A Holy Spirit
And when they do
They see
What they can do in the Fathers holy graceful manners -
Help with the slaughters - murders - help humans commit their -meaningless life in a masssuicide
- sell whores to rapers to stop the rapes
&
Enslave rightful truthful humans
- At least They'll be the Famous Holy Ghost
- they think
I have had enough
No ones left with empathy to cure us
No ones left - for saving us
The Holy Mary, Is Evil!


2. WORTH YOU

Am I worth you
Or am I the poison I myself feel?
I can't give you more venom
I won't allow myself your destruction
I fear me
Stop your addiction
From, I
Who tear your soul away
From your body
Stop your injections
You fill yourself with me
While you behind strikes on I
From, I
This is not the eye for an eye
This is an eye for an damnation
So
Am I worth you
Or am I the poison I myself feel?
1
I can't give you more venom
I won't allow myself your destruction
My heart
It is so cold
I have not forgotten
I have not forgiven
I have survived
Remember
Damaged People
Are the most dangerous
They already know they can
Survive
So
Am I worth you
Or am I the poison I myself feel?
I can't give you more venom
I won't allow myself your destruction
But just keep this saying in your head ..,
No more fear
Stand up to your F.E.A.R.

False Evidence Appearing Real
If you leave me at my worst
You sure don't get me at my best
Fuckers
From the pain I felt, over the victories I´ve won, past years of fighting, I am now out


3. MANNEQUINS OBLIVION + INTRO

So I found my
Secret phases
And I needed to hide her
I cut her in fragments
And gave ( ate ) all the pieces
I told my best friends
& closest / dearest family
About the Mannequin
I showed her to them
They helped me
Hide her
Now Years later the oblivion is given to the
Visible soil of the earth
And this means me showing my misunderstood emptiness.,
Cause I can't keep pretending
That everything was & is just fine
Can't keep this knowledge hidden inside of me

I am to look inside Her skin
To see what she was made of
I was not thrilled
I was horrified

I am an addict to you
Will you be my
Mannequin
You seen what I haven't
Let me inject
What you've survived
Let me be a junkie on your knowledge
Let me lick your tears dry
I need to get drunk
On the empathy you got
You can show me the ride
You taken to seek oblivion
As I see you are in that
Final ecstasy
The oblivion
Which I must wake you from
To dive into your down under
I am to look inside Her skin
To see what she was made of
I was not thrilled
I was horrified
I am an addict to you
Will you be my
Mannequin

I wear my bruises with pride
Wear your bruises with pride!

4. THE DISGRACE OF OUR FLESH

What have we done
Destroying every inch of our gift
Of this body - this vessel
One by one we disgrace our flesh
Following our body - our vessel
From grace to the grave
So suddenly
We see
There is no hand reaching down
It was never there
Because
A god would never stand
For such a fucking disgraceful self human desecrating
And we curse the God we worship
We have asked
Why me -
What have i ever done against you
To deserve
This life!
Is it an solution to hide the mistakes?
Isn't the problem already said to remain the same?
If we don't dare to change!

So we move further in life
Learn how we must upgrade to stay alive
Let the bodies fall
As we crave for the throne
And let the poor mother
Who hold us
In her wounded stomach
Cry & die alone
Cause we forget her
Her meaning - that we are alive - born & shameful
We seduce & destroy
Don't mutter any pointless prayers
We don't deserve to repent
Most deserve to die alone
In anger - for our self poisoning injection of life
We all die
One way or another
One day
We'll ask
Why me -
What have i ever done
To deserve
This life!
And when we feel
Betrayed and broken
We'll curse all man for bringing us down
We're to forget our own shames
We're to forgive ourselves, but not others
If not - we'll terminate ourselves just fine
To get others to grief and to ask
Why
What have i ever done
To deserve
This
Oh humanity what a shameful existence
If the world would end up in the big doomsday
We sure would point the fault on anyone else
I myself
Ain't a saint
Nevertheless been an ain't
Paining someone to feed my hunger for rightness & freedom
I have got to push our way out
And it will hurt
On me on you,
But you are not alone
We destroy your destroyer
On a very formal hurting way
I promise to victories
And I have yelled
Why me -
What have i ever done
To deserve
This from life!
.., but i've found my excuses
To move further in life
To stand up
Speak out
Be my own fucking victory
And build my mountain of victims
And now I feel reason to never yell ever again:
"Why me -
What have i ever done
To deserve
This from life!"
And listen
It's our life given right
To know that
We all die

As I tell you this
You are to know that -
Egoism is such a holding manner
We don't deserve to be safe
We've earned the flames
We all die
In our own section of misery and victory