1. WAVES CONTROL

Fuck it, why don't you just let me overdose?
I did it again, and woke up again
Tired of running from all these withdrawals, keep losing my friends
This might be my end
All of these drugs while I'm counting my ends
Fuck it I'm dead
Fuck it I'm dead inside...
And now you know why

Now that I'm gone, I'm on the run
Alone in my room I look down at my gun
Picking it up, I don't want to give up
But I'm stuck in this rut that I've dug and I'm fucked
The drugs didn't help
I blame myself for the shit I've been dealt
Tell you I'm cool but I'm losing my grip
Tell you I'm good but I'm losing my shit

You didn't want to take him to the hospital
All you really wanted was his capital
Another one lost that we cannot predict
This is a plague and we cannot pretend
Another mistake too much gas in your lungs
When you stick in that needle and watch what's alive (fuck)

Letting go of all I've ever known
I wanna feel the wave's control
Tighten its grip around my throat
Crashing over me, I'm holding on

Feel the narcotics might never wake up
All of the bodies just start to pile up
And that's when it hits you rips you perplexed
Now you are floating, it's on to the next

Now I'm letting go, let the chemicals control
I'm holding on
Always dismissed do you get the gist?
I'm holding on

Letting go of all I've ever known
I wanna feel the wave's control
Tighten its grip around my throat
You never really ever gave a shit
Always dismissed do you get the gist?

Always kneeling down
I'm an addict with a crown
Don't you love the sound when my body hits the ground
Why don't you just let me drown?

Fuck it, why don't you just let me overdose?
I did it again, and woke up again
Tired of running from all these withdrawals, keep losing my friends
This might be my end
All of these drugs while I'm counting my ends
Fuck it I'm dead
Fuck it I'm dead inside...
And now you know why


2. FINITE

Now don't go walking towards the light, life is only finite, finite... yeah
You know we love to play with fire, burning up the cold nights, the cold nights... yeah

In and out of breath I'm staring into death, lay down with the liar
Chemical effect, we're falling neck to neck, the page and the writer

Now don't go walking towards the light, life is only finite, finite... yeah
You know we love to play with fire, burning up the cold nights, the cold nights... yeah

Get back, your words mean nothing to me, maybe a relapse is what I need
Lost love, no coming back for me, finite grip to your sanity

In and out of this stress and make another mess, the things we desire
Running through my chest, the right lung and the left, no way to go higher

Now don't go walking towards the light, life is only finite, finite... yeah
You know we love to play with fire, burning up the cold nights, the cold nights... yeah

Get high and pretend like I'm just not here
Middle fingers to the sky, once you die, hope you realize
Fucked up and pretend like I'm just not here
Middle fingers to the sky, once you die, it's a suicide

If all these dreams come pouring back to me
Don't say I didn't leave my mind
It's all a dream, I'm standing on my feet
I said I wouldn't miss your eyes

Now don't go walking towards the light, life is only finite, finite... yeah
You know we love to play with fire, burning up the cold nights, the cold nights... yeah

If all these dreams come pouring back to me
It's only finite, finite
It's all a dream, I'm standing on my feet
Burning up the cold nights, the cold nights

[?]
Lost nerve, no coming back for me
Finite


3. FEELS GOOD

It feels good
It feels good

I'm waking up this time
Like I've never been tired
Of making up my mind

It feels good
It feels good, oh, feels good, oh
It feels good
It feels good, oh, feels good, oh

I lit my last one then I fell asleep in slime
Work at my habits but the feel is so sublime
Another drag in and my mind goes on a climb
That's where you'll catch me cause it happens all the time
Always on the move, always live proof
I'm just trying to prove what you disapproved
All this residue, don't know what to do with
Facing down the truth, tell me where were you
These are my hands that build me up
But where were you
Yeah, tell me where were you

I'm waking up this time
Like I've never been tired
Of making up my mind

It feels good
It feels good, oh, feels good, oh
It feels good
It feels good, oh, feels good, oh

I lit my last one then I fell asleep in slime
Work at my habits but the feel is so sublime
Ready to deploy, ready to exploit
Can't express my joy, my life I didn't destroy
I will not recoil, dope inside the foil
Problems I can't avoid, I can not employ
How's it look now
Standing with your eyes to the fire
I won't look down
Standing with my eyes to the light

Feels good oh, feels good oh
Feels good oh, feels good
(Of making up my mind)
Feels good oh

It feels good
It feels good oh, feels good oh
It feels good
It feels good oh, feels good oh

I lit my last one then I fell asleep in slime
Work at my habits but the feel is so sublime
Another drag in and my mind goes on a climb
That's where you'll catch me cause it happens all the time


4. DISASTER VEHICLE

Fuck the system and its politics
All politicians are corrupt then quit
They all switch and they all snitch
Just to benefit and get more rich
It's all bullshit and it ain't no lie
Fuck the politics, I'll burn that bridge

Yeah
There's a war on drugs, war on love
Can't tell me no cause there's a war on us
Yeah
They kill these kids in the streets
Lock us all down and say we're free
Open your eyes, can't you see?

Fuck the system and its politics
All politicians are corrupt then quit
They all switch and they all snitch
Just to benefit and get more rich
It's all bullshit and it ain't no lie
Fuck the politics, I'll burn that bridge

Police killing off civilians
Killing all the innocents
This is all imminent
Been through the imprisonment
This is no coincidence

Police killing off civilians
Killing all the innocents
(Killing all the innocents)
This is all imminent
Been through the imprisonment
This is no coincidence
(This is no coincidence)

Rats in the wheel grinding everyday
Rats in the wheel grinding life away
We're all rats in a wheel grinding life away

Fuck the system and its politics
All politicians are corrupt then quit
They all switch and they all snitch
Just to benefit and get more rich
It's all bullshit and it ain't no lie
Fuck the politics, I'll burn that bridge


5. PIECES

Now I'm lost again just turn me around one last time
Now I'm crossed again, it's turning into my last night
Under the cobwebs that hold my skin
I'm just a boneyard so help me sleep tight
Now I'm fucked again, I woke up in hell with more crimes

Here in my tragedy, drifting from sanity
I'm falling down to pieces
I'm falling down to pieces
Here on my own today, feeling me fade away
I'm falling down to pieces
I'm falling down to pieces

Now I'm lost again just turn me around one last time
Now I'm crossed again, it's turning into my last night
Under the cobwebs that hold my skin
I'm just a boneyard so help me sleep tight
Now I'm fucked again, there will never be Heaven for me inside

Here in my tragedy, drifting from sanity
I'm falling down to pieces
I'm falling down to pieces
Here on my own today, feeling me fade away
I'm falling down to pieces
I'm falling down to pieces

Nowhere left to run
Nowhere left to hide
No escape from the
Thoughts that plague my mind
No one left to hurt
No tears left to cry
Nothing left to burn
Time to say goodbye

Goodbye
Just load it and cock it
I'm not a prophet
I'm here for profit
Goddamn
And fuck all the loses
My heroine goddess
Just close coffin
Goddamn


6. INTERLUDE

(Instrumental)


7. HOPE

All flashbacks lost in my way
Stuck on the black, smacked down on my face
Yea I've been handicapped by a ball and a chain
Locked down in my cell, four walls can relate facts
Little kid but a bigger world in the photograph
Out playin' but landed myself in Alcatraz
Outcast intact hooked to a polygraph
Lookin' to find myself but lost again like the artifact

Over yesterday
Stealin' hours away
It's all for nothing
Still I can relate
I'd love to think that you'll be fine
I get it out the way
Take another saint
It's all for nothing
Else but numbing the pain
And still I hope that you'll be fine

I've been trying to reach you
With these words that don't get into your head
All our bridges are burning
And there's nothing we can do but pretend and hope

Lost cause, can I still find hope?
Find a way to cope but I still need the antidote
Noose tied tight on the rope till I choke
But I won't stop breathing till the top of the slope
Say my prayers and put me down just to rest
All my demons be calling but I feel blessed
The needle callin' me, got me feelin' stress
Keep on waking up, another crest on the chest

Over yesterday
Stealin' hours away
It's all for nothing
Still I can relate
I'd love to think that you'll be fine
I get it out the way
Take another saint
It's all for nothing
Else but numbing the pain
And still I hope that you'll be fine

I've been trying to reach you
With these words that don't get into your head
All our bridges are burning
And there's nothing we can do but pretend and hope

So sick of the lies, the whole world just died
Just look at my eyes and then you realize
That I'm really just that high I OD'D and demised
And baby don't cry just pray up at the sky
Don't justify when I'm crucified
Then glorified and then amplified
And there's nothing we can do but pretend and hope

I've been trying to reach you
With these words that don't get into your head
All our bridges are burning
And there's nothing we can do but pretend and hope

Oh love, sing it to me
Say run, dare me to breathe
Show me the pattern now
And there's nothing we can do but pretend
And there's nothing we can do but pretend and hope
And hope


8. TIDE'S CHANGE

(Instrumental)


9. ON HER MIND (FT. POUYA)

When this love subsides
I never realized
The vibe downside
She opened my eyes
She left me alone
Broken at home
Gripping that chrome
Locked in a catacomb
With a love syndrome
About to implode explode
I don't condone
This endless cyclone

200 calls on my phone that I missed voice mails
Talkin bout where u at where u been
I need to know who u with
I already told u that I'm with the homies recording
I can't be reportin my moves all day
More time with you less money go my way
Lemme do my thang, lemme rock my chain
When I get home let the dingaling swing

[Pouya:]
I fell in love with the pain
She fell in love with the game
Told u I never would change
Pussy be callin my name
Thuggin and bussin my thang
Girl you fuckin insane
Girl you fuckin a lame
Girl I'm whippin a range
On and off the stage
Critically acclaimed
Pouya hoe you know I can't be retained
I can't be retained

She can send me into overdrive
We do this all the time
Now she's coming over every night
Like I'm always on her mind

She kept talkin that shit
And gettin me pissed
Wish she didn't exist
But she won't be missed
And don't insist
Yo I'll fuckin dismiss
You off my list
Then I grab my fist
And the wall I hit
God damn you a twist
And we can't coexist or resist
You're on the black list

When this love subsides
I never realized
The vibe downside
She opened my eyes
She left me alone
Broken at home
Gripping that chrome
Locked in a catacomb
With a love syndrome
About to implode explode
I don't condone
This endless cyclone

She can send me into overdrive
We do this all the time
Now she's coming over every night
Like I'm always on her mind
She can show things, get anything
I'm always on the line
Now she's coming over every night
Like I'm always on her mind

Locked out and she's a loaded gun
Cause she knows how I like my fun
Straight down into another one
Cause she knows she's not the only one

[Pouya:]
You not the only one
You think I owe you sum'
You think you know me
But you not the lonely one
I don't feel anything anymore
Look me in my eyes
I'm ready to die, bust my .45
Break bread with my guys
When I'm counting baby don't hit my line
Turn around bow down lemme feel your spine

She can send me into overdrive
We do this all the time
Now she's coming over every night
Like I'm always on her mind
She can show things, get anything
I'm always on the line
Now she's coming over every night
Like I'm always on her mind


10. HEAVY SILENCE

In a heavy silence, backs in view
Walking through the haunted doorway, writing off the truth
In a pleasant memory of the former you
It's enough to soften judging hearts but yet spoken too soon

Cause all the memories are right here inside of me
And it's taking all of me not to break or make a scene
Just leave me alone, meet me down below
Pissing on a stone, just to say hello
Lit the herb of grace, hit the veins and freeze

In a heavy silence mother stews
And I could cut the air in here with a sharpened thought or two
What a fine endeavor, conducting as a tune
At the time I ride my impulses and curb my attitude

Cause all the memories are right here inside of me
And it's taking all of me not to break or make a scene
Just throw it in the moat, meet me down below
Pissing on a stone, just to say hello
Lit the herb of grace, hit the veins and freeze

Cause all the memories are right here inside of me
And it's taking all of me not to break or make a scene
Just leave me alone, meet me down below
Pissing on a stone, just to say hello
Lit the herb of grace, hit the veins and freeze


11. PULLIN' SHADES

I'm sick of playing the fighter
I hold on tighter, feeling you let me go
Under the pressure of silence, avoid disguises
But you still block me at the door

I'm in your eyes and you still can't see me now
I'm in your sight but you're lookin' all around
No wonder why I'm so lost and never found
I keep a light in the sound
You keep on pullin' shades down

I'm in your eyes and you still can't see me now
I'm in your sight but you're lookin' all around
No wonder why I'm so lost and never found
I keep a light in the sound
You keep on pullin' shades down

Stuck in the deal I've been handed
Got me stranded, force me to swim or drown
Nothing's the way that we planned it
Take for granted the signs that I leave around
You keep on pullin' the shades down

I'm in your eyes and you still can't see me now
I'm in your sight but you're lookin' all around
No wonder why I'm so lost and never found
I keep a light in the sound
You keep on pullin' shades down

I'm in your eyes and you still can't see me now
I'm in your sight but you're lookin' all around
No wonder why I'm so lost and never found
I keep a light in the sound
You keep on pullin' shades down

I'm in your eyes and you still can't see me now
I'm in your sight but you're lookin' all around
No wonder why I'm so lost and never found
I keep a light in the sound
You keep on pullin' shades down

I'm in your eyes and you still can't see me now
I'm in your sight but you're lookin' all around
No wonder why I'm so lost and never found
I keep a light in the sound
You keep on pullin' shades down


12. LEFT FOR DEAD

Left for dead inside my mind
Alone and fighting for my life
The floor was cold, I was alone
Crucified let me go
Let me fucking go

Fade in, fading out of consciousness
Cause everyday feels like I don't exist
So every night's another near death miss
Praying for the day that I don't wake up again
To feel this pain in my mind... fucking take my life
Take my mind
Now I'm blind
I'm in a bind
Burn it all tonight
Goddamn
Why don't all of you just bury me tonight God damn man... fuck

Left for dead inside my mind
Alone and fighting for my life
The floor was cold, I was alone
Crucified, let me go
Let me fucking go