1. GUTTED (I'LL SPILL)

This is what I get for being an artist,
Spilling my guts just to keep me honest.
Leading with my heart, knowing I’ll destroy it,
They say this is as good as it gets.

They say this is as good as it gets!

It was hard to be different,
I never understood what I did wrong, (What I did wrong)
Always been a problem child, the fucked-up kid,
I guess it is what it is.

But now I've got this mean streak,
Still an outsider, incomplete,
Still learning life’s dismal disease.
Will it ever get better?
'Cause I’ve been waiting 20 years,
Yet I’m still bitter.

It’s a dog-eat-dog world,
And I promise it’ll break your heart.
Nobody gives a shit that you tried,
And I’m tired of thinking I’ll survive.

This is what I get for being an artist,
Spilling my guts, just to keep me honest.
Leading with my heart, knowing I’ll destroy it,
This is as good as it gets.
Honestly, life’s still a cold bitch.

Life's still a cold bitch.