1. DISEASE

I’ve been searching for answers to cure all these cancers
In my life, it starts today

Day after day I find it hard to make myself clear
I get my words twisted something's missing
I keep listening to these voices
I fear the worst

I’ve been cursed

And pieces of my memory keep running away from me
My memory keeps burning away, I’m alone
I'll open my eyes and I'll find the truth
Before I drown in my own youth
In my own youth

Release me from these restraints
I’m done with this disease
Release me from these restraints
I’m done with this disease

I get my words twisted something's missing
I keep listening to these voices
I fear the worst
I get my words twisted something's missing
I keep listening to these voices
I fear the worst

I’ve been cursed
And pieces of my memory keep running away from me
My memory keeps burning away, I’m alone
I'll open my eyes and I'll find the truth
Before I drown in my own youth

And all I wanted was some fucking help you fucking cunt !

I’ve been searching for answers to cure all these cancers
In my life, it starts today

Release me from these restraints
I’m done with this disease


2. INTO DUST

It starts and it ends with you
I can’t believe everything that I’ve been through
Let go, you’re my world and you’re weighing me down
And my dreams have become my reality
What the Hell’s the matter with me ?
I can’t take it anymore

And night after night you’re in my dreams
I can never stop dreaming, I can never stop screaming

And in my dreams, you’re the only one who visits me

I would leave it all behind but every memory of you is stuck in my mind
But only time will tell
Will this be our last farewell ? Will this be our last farewell ?

And my dreams have become my reality
What the Hell’s the matter with me ?
I can’t take it anymore

And night after night you’re in my dreams
I can never stop dreaming, I can never stop screaming

And in my dreams, you’re the only one who visits me

I was blind before of that fucking whore
I gutted everything we lost for a night of lust
We’ve turned to dust

Take it from me, you better believe
When you die, no one will grieve
Take it from me, you better believe
When you die, no one will grieve

I was blind before of that fucking whore
I gutted everything we lost for a night of lust
We’ve turned to dust

And my dreams have become my reality
What the Hell’s the matter with me ?
I can’t take it anymore

And night after night you’re in my dreams
I can never stop dreaming, I can never stop screaming

No one will grieve !


3. SEARCHING FOR SOLACE

We are all sat on the edge
Figure it out ! Figure it out !
The meaning of it all, the meaning of it all
Making our pledges to whatever it is we believe in

Searching for solace in books and skys
To me it aint comfort, it's just all lies

Cheap tricks and twisted crimes
Now don't get me wrong, I'm not out to scrutinise
I'm just saying you should all be a bit more wise, a bit more wise

I'm on the edge and I'm feeling free
I'm alive that's everything to me
With air in my lungs
I'll write my own destiny

And even if you were real
I wouldn't believe in you anyway
I know what you are
You're a liar, a snake, you're a coward
That's not a god to be proud of
And even if you were real
I wouldn't believe in you anyway

I'm on the edge and I'm feeling free
I'm alive that's everything to me
With air in my lungs
I'll write my own destiny

You thought you got away with it
Because if you're fucking real
One day we're coming for you
You better hide

You're a coward


4. THURSDAY

I love you, I hate you
Is this what it's come to ?
This can't be it, fuck !
None of this fits
How could you move on so quick ?
You told me there was nothing I could do
That this was just me and you
Then you stabbed me in the back
And I'm falling through the cracks

Don't you talk to me about honesty ?
I smashed everything we had for K.B
And who the Hell do you think you are ?
Tryna put all this on me
It's over it's over it's over (You fucked it up)
It's over it's over it's over (You fucked it up)
You won't admit, you can't commit
You're a poison and I need to find a cure

And as of now I don't give a fuck
So be careful when you bring my name up
And as of now I don't give a fuck
So be careful when you bring my name up

Don't you talk to me about honesty ?
I smashed everything we had for K.B
And who the Hell do you think you are ?
Tryna put all this on me
It's over it's over it's over (You fucked it up)
It's over it's over it's over (You fucked it up)
You won't admit, you can't commit
You're a poison and I need to find a cure

And as of now I don't give a fuck
So be careful when you bring my name up
And as of now I don't give a fuck
So be careful when you bring my name up

And I never mentioned that time on the phone
When you scared me half to death
With a suicide attempt
Or how about
That baby that diddn't make it

I will never forget