1. DENIAL

Sadness twisted up with anger,
In despair I’ve lost my voice.
There won’t be for us a savior,
Life can’t give us one more choice.

Helpless hurts like sharpest razor,
I’m torn and bowed…
There's no use of lies -
I'd pay any price
For making you stay.
You are in my prayers.

Holding gently your hand in mine
I can’t believe, it’s so unreal…
I cannot take it, my heart is aching.
It’s so hard to deal with such pain.

Day by day, my jaded soul
Won’t find the calm…
There's no use of lies -
I'd pay any price
For flying together
To the far stars…

Holding gently your hand in mine
I can’t believe, it’s so unreal…
I cannot take it, my heart is aching.
It’s so hard to deal with such pain…

I won’t see again
The reason of breathing,
The reason of crying.
But I can’t stop denying…misery.