1. AS HEAVEN BLESSED A DYING ROSE

There is an answer
Some day we will know
And you will ask her
Why she had to go

We live and die
We laugh and we cry
And you must take away the pain
Before you can begin to live again

By heaven blessed
Looking into the lake of hope
To nourish and to soften
The petals of a dying rose

Memories deep inside
Are as pure as the whitest rose
That will bloom
Throughout an October moon

The withering of the rose
Where the angels send to gather
Now you’re by yourself
But some day we will be together

By heaven blessed
Looking into the lake of hope
To nourish and to soften
The petals of a dying rose


2. ESCAPE FROM REALITY

Now the end is near
This black hole inside of me
A teardrop is falling
On the bottom of my heart

I wonder how this happened
And why this is happening to me
Maybe some day somehow
I’ll understand it all

I want to run
I want to hide
Escape from reality

I want to cry
I want to die
Escape from reality

Now your end has come
A last word I’ll say to you
You are in my mind forever
And forever I love you

I hope you’ll find rest and peace
Please let her spirit be free
I know that she is alive
In my own world

I want to run
I want to hide
Escape from reality

I want to cry
I want to die
Escape from reality


3. DEPTHS OF ILLUSIONS

Acid rain drops from my eyes
Flowing tears when I hear from you
For a life, you live with lies
Wasted feelings, pull me through

Living in depths of illusions
I try to pull my way up
But still there are no solutions
The hurting never stops

Why did you want to live this way?
Hatred feelings, a masquerade
Trying to do it anyway
Your soul is gone, you fade away

Looking through your hatred maze,
Feeling for your desperate cries
Anger rises, never dies
All emotions fade away

Living in depths of illusions
I try to pull my way up
But still there are no solutions
The suffering never stops

Why did you want to leave this way?
Hatred feelings, a masquerade
Trying to do it anyway
Your soul is gone, you fade away

Your soul is gone Struggling
You feel a pain Burning
The end is near Fighting
You go insane You lost it all

Your soul is gone Suffering
You feel a pain Thinking
All you do Waiting
Is waiting Until you fall!


4. SEDUCTION

(Instrumental)


5. DESIRE

This is not how I felt before
Not what I’d been looking for
Many times I thought I was too late to do
The things I always wanted to do

Can’t control my feelings
I want to go somewhere else
No daily work, no financial fuzz
I want to know where to go

This is not how I felt before
Not what I’d been looking for
Many times I thought I was too late to do
The things I always wanted to do

Let’s face the truth, there is nothing more to do
I have settled now and I spend my time with you
That is all I ever wanted
Feel my heart, it’s burning: Desire’s taken over me!

This is not how I felt before
Not what I’d been looking for
Many times I thought I was too late to do
The things I always wanted to do

My heart
My pain

You took control of my feelings
I always wanted to be with you
You stole my heart, gave me fortune
You took away my pain and that is why I love you

This is not how I felt before
Not what I’d been looking for
Many times I thought I was too late to do
The things I always wanted to do

Waking up like the day before
Happier, no grief no more
Overwhelmed by the joy of birth
This is just what we need