1. LOOSING SANITY

Can you hear the tunes of hate ?
I've got those voices in my head
They won't let me be
I guess I'll drown myself in the sea

In this times I ask me why,
Am I longing to die ?
Want to put an end to this shit
And you are the reason for it

Living this life makes me mad
Always crying, I'm so sad
My tears were never seen
No support there's ever been

Always been the deceived
Now I know it's time to leave

I will never be free from pain
Oh it drives me so insane
I know death brings release
The only cure for my disease

Further I'm riding into deep
Too many nights without sleep
Only darkness is surrounding
While demons in my head are prowling

I'm losing my sanity
The last time for me to bleed


2. FORLORN

Again I'm on the run
To find someone
I try so hard
But it tears me apart

No-one just like me
They have forsaken
No-one just like me
I'm all alone

It is all so sickening
And there's no fucking
Solution I see
In a world of hypocrisy

And I think I can't do it on my own
And it seems that I'll be always alone
Without you, without them I can't stand this hell
Not real anymore, I'm only a fucking shell

My blackened heart
Bleeding alone
Lost in the dark
This can't go on !


3. TRAPPED

I, Love you
And, Hate you too
I, Have nowhere to go

Can't you see the pain I feel ?
I want to be alone

You, Make me cry
Are, The reason why
My, Way to the pit
Life, a fucking shit

And, You make me shiver
So, Sweet and bitter
I, Cannot get out
Fight, Security I've never found

All the times I have bled,
I wish we had never met
You're not playing another round,
'Cause a new victim has been found

Why can you control my life ?
Why can't I get rid of you ?
You've never cared about my feelings
Step out of my life !


4. I'LL TREATMENT

What did you think as you fucked his face ?
He will never forget the scene nor the place

You have broken a whole family
As you brought him to his knees

What drives you to abuse a helpless child
These thoughts are even more than vile

Selfmutilation became his mainstay
Pain he wants to get in every fucking way

Thinks that his bodyparts don't belong to him
And the air that he's breathing is getting thin

The memories are so suffocating !


5. BOTTM LINE

You are the
Fucked up thing
I used to
Call my life

You brought me a thousand cries
But also a thousand times
Sweet moments
I'll never forget

I walked through hell
But you are the living dead
You don't feel
Any regret

It's time to flee, get rid of thee

It's time to end
I cant go on
Connecting your name
With this eternal pain

Already too long
Unloaded your hate at me
All that I carry
Is leading to insanity

Love has, made me blind, I know,
That you are gone
In my life, there's no place, for you,
And for your lies

I will never regret, this decision I made
Being without you, this is my fate