1. SUMMER'S SORROW (SELF-DESTRUCTION DIARIES)

Secrets of life remains a mystery
But all this pain is far too real
My name remains in history
As I am gone before you know it

I am failure
In your eyes
I am failure
Filled with lies

Inside my heart
I know that I will fail you
Reaching the line
Of no turning back on this and

Destroy my life

Veiled by this agony
Drowning in the self hatred
Meaning of life is a mystery
But ending it becomes mandatory