SADNESS

1. BE HAPPY

Spring day blue as youthful tears 2004
2015 a soft crystalline river, soft to touch, soft crying eyes and soft whimpering voice
Alone in such a small place in such a big way
Hoping for your sophia hand
I want to be mid 2000s spring day
Of a delicate soft sun as burning as our perfect smiles
Perfectly dreaming and playing in the grass
Green as the coloring mind
Bright as youthful feminine laughter
I want to be this happy
And be beyond time
Beyond tolerance
And brimming in purity
I hold a little light in between my hands
As you fly I wish upon your fluttering magic
Let me find the angelic touch
And please be happy
Please be happy
Please be happy damian
I want to be happy


TO BE GENTLE

2. WE WILL EVENTUALLY LET GO

Bring me to the water
You are not to blame
I love you and I am sorry
Castles in the sky are bound to fall one day
But they won't rob me of my joy
I will protect myself, this child within me
There is a forgiveness I am yearning for
But I understand if I never hear it
We will eventually let go of this pain that we carry
This is the sound of a love unprecedented
Bring me to the water
I love you and I am sorry