1. THURSDAY

Prevent a cold out of loneliness. So pale, so feeble.
From here to a day of reckoning.
Where is a phrase of empathy ? When is the sense fragile ?
When aiming at the good but the truth is blistering.

I’m feeling guilty after grief.
I stand alone with a thousand questions.
I’m feeling shame, it's all I need ?
Fall into deep. Into deep.
I’m feeling guilty after grief.

Judge me if I erase the memories, those scribbled pictures.
Shapeless. colors fleet to black and white.
Freedom seems to bring us both to life.
Deaf. Pierced and blind. All I have is just an empty core.

I’m feeling guilty after grief.
I stand alone with a thousand questions.
I’m feeling shame, it's all I need ?
Fall into deep. Into deep.
I’m feeling guilty after grief.


2. NIBS

Would you settle down ? You turgid man.
Revert to circle. Don’t hide from me.
Would you close the door ? You trembling man.
A breeze is tracing figures in the shadows.
But you don’t see...

I bow my head when you raise your hands
Why are you reaching the stars ?
You’re like the infant son of a naive man.
How have you come this far ?

They gave you promise to rule your land.
For feat. For glory. For something you can only dream.
Just like ”the others” before you.
Deny truth. Revile truth. Who are you ?
You still don’t see...

I bow my head when you raise your hands
Why are you reaching the stars ?
You’re like the infant son of a naive man.
How have you come this far ?


3. DEAR EVILYN

Seemingly unwilling - but thoughtful man.
Who wants to stay by his side.
Bring me to life. Bring me to life. Bring me to life.

Won't you take me to the place where we have been ?
Searching for the answer. What should the answer be ?
Aim is for truth. Or was it just a lie ?
By the hammer of justice all beautiful dies.

Seemingly unwilling - but thoughtful man.
Who wants to stay by his side.
Bring me to life. Bring me to life. Bring me to life.

Why do you tempt me ?
Would you hide your smile ?
Why do you avoid me ?
Am I taking too much time ?

Please, take me back to the place where we have been ?
To a source for the answers. and my answer will be ?
I'll give you my all as I think it should be.
But you pulled me down, down - Dear Evilyn.

Seemingly unwilling - but thoughtful man.
Who wants to stay by his side.
Bring me to life. Bring me to life. Bring me to life.

Why do you tempt me ?
Would you hide your smile ?
Why do you avoid me ?
Am I taking too much time ?


4. ENDLESS

I’m out of you. You are out of me.
Payback time. No more pride.
I’m drying out or soaking in.
It’s leaving me. Touch of empty.

All is just the same to me.
It doesn’t feel like first time.
Like a gentle touch on my skin.

Soul is hollow. Open scene.
When all of the stories are yesterday.
I’m running slow and air is thin.
Touch of empty is leaving me.

All is just the same to me.
It doesn’t feel like first time.
Like a gentle touch on my skin.
All feels different to me.
It feels like the last time.
Like a carved scar on my skin.


5. CAPE

It feels like running.
Don’t take this pulse away from me.
Taste of odor - pulse of strenght.
I keep this emotion inside.
The rest of all will be forgotten.

How so far ?
You have come to me. (You have come to me).
We’ve been so far enemies.
So why did you come to me.
We have been hiding just for nothing.

A dream is waiting.
We’ve been standing.
On the edge of grounded soil.

Suddenly I am nothing.
You are neither.
Burn this cape for you.
Suddenly I am nothing.
You are neither.
Ever felt like me?

A dream is waiting.
We’ve been standing.
On the edge of grounded soil.


6. SLAVE

Everytime I’m looking at you.
I don’t know what is true.
I wonder people are strange.

I can’t tell you what is inside.
How far the truth is behind.
I won’t feel like your saviour.

Sometimes I sense these memories.
Can’t remember history.
Feels like running a circle.

Five five five is turning to nine.
Nine nine nine is turning to five.
Maybe the days are staying the same.

Fall. Then I won’t feel like a stranger.
I am feeling much more happy.
Just crawling slow back to you - oh lord.
Am I living like slave ?

Turning me I’m turning you down.
You burn me. Bury me down.
I wanna feel much more - oh more more.

Don’t want to feel like a stranger.
Don’t want to live like a prayer.
Hate is gone forever.
Out of my world


7. GASP AGAIN

Since when have we felt like strangers ?
I push you in. you pull me under.
Since when it has taken us down ?
One time ? For the reason ?

Hey ! Have you ever felt like me ?
You almost never give me anything.

All this hate you gave me.
All this love I cannot feel any longer.

Wake ! I’ll ring for freedom today.
Right ! I’ll fight for freedom to stay.
I have to pay. To never gasp again.

Give me. Stay here. Save me.
How can you break me when I bleed for you.
You cannot push us down.
I show you how.

Wake! I’ll ring for freedom today.
Right! I’ll fight for freedom to stay.
I have to pay. To never gasp again.
We have to pay. To never gasp again.


8. DAYS GO BY

More ! Am I full of you ?
What are we seeking ? What is left for ?
More ! If I’m your only son ?
Am I a murderer - time to go on.

Foul ! I am full of you !
What am I waiting ? Why am I in here?
Grouse ! It’s my reality.
I’ll keep on losing if I stay here.

Talk. All I’m asking for is peace.
I didn’t know this shit was going to be real.
I just try to hang on to the future.

I won’t take. I won’t take this no more.
I won’t take. I won’t take this no more.

Raise ! I’ll raise my arms for you.
I’ll hope it’s over. I’m regarding.
Peace ! It is what I’m looking for.
Days Go By - time to go on.

Talk. All I’m asking for is peace.
I didn’t know this shit was going to be real.
I just try to hang on to the future.


9. YOU

When you said to me.
Are you with me just for reason ?
I can’t believe what you said to me.
Have to think about the meaning.

There ain’t borders to be broken.
Just the promise to live for.
There’s no books to be burned now.
Just you - only you.

Standing.
Here side by side.
When we are together.
I hold you I cradle my love.
Waiting.
Together side by side.
And I love you.
I love you I devote myself to.

Small words are strong.
May hurt you or can heal you.
Listen. Learn. And talk to me.
Only living lecture of life.

To me you’re tomorrow.
The future and a dream.
There’s one mistake to be fixed now.
I’ll do it for you.


10. MAYBE TOMORROW

I am living in the middle of a speech of uncertainty.
I'm surrounded by the words which I don't know - what do you mean ?

Why are you tired of me ?
I‘m looking for the path to follow.
Am I waiting for something or nothing ?
A hope - maybe tomorrow.

I am living in the middle of a speech of uncertainty.
I'm surrounded by the words which I don't know - what do you mean ?

Why are you tired of me ?
I‘m looking for the path to follow.
Am I waiting for something or nothing ?
A hope - maybe tomorrow.

I'm in a darkness of darkness.
I can't find the path to follow.
I'm in a darkness of darkness.
I'm living in the world of horror.


11. MOTHER. FATHER. SISTER. BROTHER.

Oh dear mother.
Maybe I have gone too far.
Maybe I have done some harm.
But I never meant to hurt you.

Father. You triced me up.
You have kept me outta streets.
I am getting back on my feet.
Even failures are still haunting me.

Right now they make me.
It’s the better me who’s running forward.
Somehow they envy me.
And suddenly I gotta fight my way out.

Sister my only one.
You have fought against that sore.
You’ve never asked troubles more.
Still sometimes they didn’t seem to understand.

Brother. The little one.
You have always count on me.
But I haven’t always count on you.
Please mother. Father. Sister. Brother.

Right now they make me.
It’s the better me who’s running forward.
Somehow they envy me.
And suddenly I gotta fight my way out.