1. RUDE AWAKENING

Another rude awakening
The hard life that's been our school
More of a cruel day's reckonings
Our prime time used up too soon

There is no kindness to waste
Why help those crying for more?

It spins you around
takes you for a ride
What is the point to even try?
Somehow got to learn to accept the rejection

The tired thoughts from troubling
A weary mind from worrying
Your constant fears upon wakening
Your real life left in your dreams


2. INITIATION

Initiation into a whole other realm of being
Into a new way of becoming
Transfiguration
A step into the rest
A true condition
An embrace into the depth
Embrace the depth

To be where you need to be
To be where you want to be
To see what you need to see
To see what you cannot see

Initation
Balance beam on the cross
Lightbringer to the lost
Appreciation of all and nil that's gone
An affirmation of what one has become

To be where you need to be
To be where you want to be
To see what you need to see
To see what you cannot see


3. BROKEN PEACE

Tell you something clearly
Tell you something real
But you tell me nothing
You never do nothing real
Your kind it keeps on cutting
Division you create now its all exploding soon
Nothing left to break no hope in complaining
All this lay in ruin its a time for mending
Gathering of the wounds


4. CONTROLLER

Go ahead and rise above
See how far you get on top
Held down just to impair you

We know who's ahead of the game
You know who'll get the blame
You're in the grip of the controller

Do you really want it all back?
See how far you get on top
Held down just to impair you

It's the fear that you can't do right
See how you lose in your life
Cut down, they will impale you

Can you really get it on track?
You tried to make it all stop
Time will tell how much they denied you

You just got burnt by the controller
You just got burnt, the controller

You'll never know how to react
Your sucked to the very last drop
Time will tell what has been denied you

Are you clear in your mind and sight?
Are you clear right out of your head?
Angry at the things that have failed you

So you want to get it all back
You tried to make it all last
Tied down to control you

You just got burnt by the controller
You just got burnt, the controller

Go ahead and rise above
See how far you get on top
Held down just to impair you

We know who's ahead of the game
You know who'll get the blame
You're in the grip of the controller

We know who's ahead of the game
You know who'll get the blame
You're in the grip of the controller, controller

You just got burnt by the controller
You just got burnt
You just got burnt by the controller
You just got burnt

You just got burnt by the controller
You just got burnt
You just got burnt by the controller
You just got burnt


5. SNAP YOUR FINGERS, SNAP YOUR NECK

Nothing breeds more contempt for this world
Than memories now formed
Every moment a new seed
Is grown to no reason the trouble unfolds
For the trials of today
I'm no jury really don't care how you feel
The pleasant notion of miraculous change
Drifts into multiple jeers

You want the good life
You break your back
You snap your fingers, you snap your neck

Seconds drip thru my hands
Washed of moments unborn
All the spaces between bleed
A tribute to a sacrament never exposed
A message to the forces,
I've no pity don't know how thankful to feel
Expectations of my daily bread
Gives me the hunger to steal

You want the good life
You break your back
You snap your fingers, you snap your neck


6. BEG TO DIFFER

You make the right moves, I beg to differ
Rather be a fool and see things clearer
You found a quick way to fill your pocket
That's the way in a world that's lost it
To fall in line
It's meaningless mindlessness

I beg to differ

Disharmony amongst all our brothers
That's okay, be true to our grudges
No desire to walk beside you
Nothing positive when forced upon you
(So fall in me) Just fall in line
It's meaningless, mindlessness

I beg to differ


7. DARK SIGNS

Be careful what you want, it may be what you get
Be careful of yourself, you may just kill yourself
Watch out for all the ruin that you ask for
Being trapped below, is that what you need?

Careful what you get, it may just get you back
How much more? Relive the nightmares of the past
Think twice about the ruin that you ask for
Still ignoring all the warnings you see

Lifetime wronged you, dark signs warned you
Feel me, self destruct

You're gonna get exactly what you're gonna let
You suffer more and more and then you blame yourself
Those signposts that point to disaster
Ignore the signals, you get what you see

Lifetime wronged you, dark signs warned you
Feel me, self destruct

Gotta self destruct, gotta self destruct
Gotta self destruct, gotta self destruct

Dark signs warned you, feel me, self destruct

Be careful what you want, it may be what you get
Be careful of yourself, you may just kill yourself
Watch out for all the ruin that you ask for
Being trapped below, is that what you need?


8. ANOTHER WORLDLY DEVICE

Time for reward it's been so hard just living here
Transcend the self remove the sight ending the fear
Escape the fault widen the gap, kill off the facts

That are gonna hurt my mind
That are gonna stain my soul
Another worldly device, that may ruin me

That are gonna ruin my goals
That are gonna take its toll
Another worldly device, another worldly release

Take back myself from this here self
The ones that you do must hold some truth
To what you should I will perceive the will persists

I must omit what's gonna hurt my mind
What's gonna stain my soul
Another worldly device that may ruin me

Not gonna block my goals
Not gonna take its toll, another worldly device
Another worldly device more wrong advice
Another broken promise, oh

What's gonna hurt my mind
What's gonna stain my soul
Another worldly device that may ruin me

Not gonna block my goals
Not gonna take its toll, another worldly device
Another worldly device, another worldly device


9. PROVE YOU WRONG

Diggin' for answers you fall in a hole
Lessons of nonsense shall cast the first stone
Pontifical preachings past now quick to forget 'em
Depending on no one I distrust and oppose

Prove you, prove you wrong
You can bet on it, I'll prove you wrong
Prove you, prove you wrong
Depend on it, I'll prove you wrong

Quest for solutions you ain't gonna get one here
Why waste my breath upon the ears of the deaf man
Skeptic acceptance caution fraudulent cause
Dependence on no one best distrust and oppose

Prove you, prove you wrong
You can bet on it, I'll prove you wrong
Prove you, prove you wrong
Depend on it, I'll prove you wrong

I'll prove you wrong
I'll prove you wrong

Prove you, prove you wrong
You can bet on it, I'll prove you wrong
Prove you, prove you wrong
Depend on it, I'll prove you wrong

Prove you, prove you wrong
You can bet on it, I'll prove you wrong
Prove you, prove you wrong
Depend on it, I'll prove you wrong
Wrong, wrong, wrong


10. CLOSE THE DOOR

Waiting impatiently to put together the facts
Wishing for the best to move slightly against the grain
Upwards, onwards, I hope, that I can rebound and flow
I just hoped for one more chance to prove what I can do
To prove what I can do, to prove what I can do

You gotta suffer the facts
You gotta face the act

The time for this is true
I gotta close the door on you
It's all come into view
I gotta close the door on you

Hating all similar to all that I've been through
Harping on all particulars that have given me pain
From the onset, the down set, frustration taken its course
Involving all my bitter thoughts in everything I do

You gotta suffer the facts
You gotta face the act

The time for this is true
I gotta close the door on you
It's all come into view
I gotta close the door on you

Waiting, waiting, waiting
You gotta suffer the facts
You gotta suffer the act

The time for this is true
I gotta close the door on you
It's all come into view
I gotta close the door on you

Close the door on you
Gotta close the door on you


11. DISBELIEF

The Ways Of Your Way
I'm Lost In Disbelief
How Can You Breathe Freely
And Look At What You See

The Space That You Tread
What You Do Perceive
Your Objects Of Desire
I Know They're Not For Me

Not Forgetting All The Crimes
Neither Nor The Lesson
All I Can Now Cry
Your World's Not Mine
Your World's Not Mine

I See What I Touch
Burn In My Own Dreams
No Feeling For Your Life
Your World Can't Be Seen
Your World Can't Be Seen


12. WHOSE FIST IS THIS ANYWAY?

Playing for the hate team
Shut out, cut out of the mainstream

If you like to play victim
You play your part so well
That's how we'll treat you
If it suits you so well

Hey now, it's all turning
Watch your world burn
Hey now, it's all burning
Watch your world turn

Playing on the hate team
Shut out, cut out of the mainstream
Playing for the hate team
Hate team

Hey now, it's all burning
Watch your world turn
Hey now, it's all turning
Watch your world burn

If you never felt decent
And you feel rather mean
Don't wear your hurt so pathetic
Let your mind set you free, yeah

Playin' on the hate team
Shut out, cut out of the mainstream

Whose fist is this anyway?
Whose fist is this anyway?
Whose fist is this anyway?
Whose fist is this anyway?

Whose fist is this anyway?
Whose fist is this anyway?
Whose fist is this anyway?
Whose fist is this anyway?


13. CUTE RATE

Go

You try to take all the challenge
Out of all of our lives
You make it all too predictable
With your white wash lives

See, you got to show me the torment
And all the despair
All those bloodless bullet holes
Are more than we can bear

Clean sweep, clean sweep
Clean sweep, clean sweep

With the plastic coverings
And the cut-rate display
No renewal of the pleasurable
With no image of decay

You go, you go for the stability
And what do you get
Some real vivid misfortune
A cause now an effect

Clean sweep, clean sweep
Clean sweep

You try to take all the challenge
Out of all of our lives
You make it all too predictable
With your white wash lives

See, you got to show me the torment
And all the despair
All those bloodless bullet holes
Are more than we can bear

Clean sweep, clean sweep
Clean sweep, clean sweep
Clean sweep


14. UNCONDITIONAL

Unconditional soon to be damned
An individual high in demand
Institutions fill the begging hands
Clean the ashes where we used to stand

Uninvited with open arms
Complacent walls keeping out all harm
I'm bound, unbound, unwound
Unconditional

Unconditional bad for good
Clutching glad hand misunderstood
A tight cold grip, eager to pull
With a little luck, fake out the rule