1. I'LL NEVER BE (SATISFIED)

I'm walking away
And I'm looking back
I see all those places
I see all the past

Feel no love
Feel no joy

I'll never be satisfied
Always been searching for better life

There's always someone
Who's better than I
I don't think that's fair
But I still keep on trying

Ain't no love
Ain't no joy

I'll never be satisfied
Constantly reaching for something fine
I always need
The one I can't see
Only been waiting for the feeling

I'll never be satisfied
Always been waiting for better times
The grass's always greener
On the other side
Always been hoping for feeling high

Oh high
So high
Feel all right

I'll never be


2. LYING ON THE FLOOR

Losing again this endless game
I cannot stand no more
Emptiness inside
My black hole cries
So I'll have to fill it again
It's no use trying to resist it now
(I'm) just letting it take me away

Here I'm lying on the floor
Here I'm lying on the floor
Here I'm lying on the floor
Here I'm lying on the floor

Leaving me on the toilet floor
So shaken and so small
Though I knew the start and I knew the end
The price I pay is so high
Another promise to my bright-eyed child
"I will never do it again"

Here I'm lying on the floor
Here I'm lying on the floor
Here I'm lying on the floor
Here I'm lying on the floor

Here I'm lying on the floor
Here I'm lying on the floor
Here I'm lying on the floor
Here


3. WAITING FOR YOU

He's waiting for Friday night
To share it with his wife

Even though he knows
She's living in her world
In the world so closed

This weary sleepless night
In bed your empty side
He's sitting and waiting for you
You leave him hanging on

Knowing he's always there
Silent and taking care

But she cannot see
She is all he needs
But their worlds won't meet

Increasing sleepless time
In bed your empty side
He's sitting and waiting for you
You leave him hanging on

This weary sleepless night
In bed your empty side
He's sitting and waiting for you
You leave him hanging on


4. PRISONER

Who's the one living with us
Who's standing between us
Whose world we're living in
Whose rules we're following

That one is me and you see
I'm unable to see it clearly
Words that I say are not of my own
I'm a prisoner of unknown

Someone else is pulling me
she's making me do things
I don't wanna do
Someone else keeps tearing you
And that someone is not me

This ain't no me that you see
This ain't no me that you're hearing
Words that you hear I do not know
I'm a prisoner of my mind

Someone else is living here
I'm breaking away from sanity

This ain't no me that you see
This ain't no me that you're hearing
Words that you hear are not of my own
I'm a prisoner of my mind

That one is me and you see
I'm unable to see it clearly
Words that I say I do not know
I'm a prisoner of unknown


5. OUTSIDE

Sometimes when I'm walking through the night
The darkest time
I'm looking through the windows open wide
The light inside

Someone else's life seems always fine
While mine cries
Because I'm looking in from the darker side
Outside

I'm hiding outside here
From the only life so real
Inside I might die
So I can't open the door so near
For me

When I'm living someone else's life
So peaceful inside
I wish this feeling will not ever die
Inside

I'm hiding outside here
From the only life so real
Inside I might die
So I can't open the door so near

I'm hiding outside here
From the only life so real
Inside I might die
So I can't open the door so near for me


6. BEATING HIS CHILDREN

He's working hard from day to day
He's happy when he's there
At home he switches the TV on
And dives into its world

But something's breaking into his peace
He hears the children play
They're making too much noise he thinks
They're threatening his existence

He's beating his children
He's beating his children
He's beating his children
He's beating his children

Once he starts he cannot stop
He's overwhelmed by rage
It's so easy to regress
With feelings he can't express

By torturing the weak and the small
The king itself can hide
By tackling kicking tearing
He will get his peace of mind

He's beating his children
He's beating his children
He's beating his children
He's beating his children

He's beating his children
He's beating his children
He's beating his children
He's beating his children

Beating his children
Beating his children


7. I FEEL I AIN'T FINE

Here with this thought
I wonder how
It would feel to be free
How it would feel to be alive

(But) it goes by If I don't mind
And ain't giving it no time
I keep wiping these shelves
Only seven times a day

And I feel I ain't fine
I ain't feeling all right
And I feel I ain't fine
I ain't feeling all right

There's something that's hiding inside

If I got free
Could I still fly
Though my wings have turned cold
And should I fall
I still should try

Will my life ever start
I keep repressing my own heart
But I know it's still there
What I'm trying to escape

And I feel I ain't fine
I ain't feeling all right
And I feel I ain't fine
I ain't feeling all right

There's something that's lying behind

And I feel I ain't fine
I ain't feeling all right
And I feel I ain't fine
I ain't feeling all right

And I feel I ain't alive
I ain't feeling all right
And I feel I ain't alive
I ain't feeling all right

There's something I'm hiding inside


8. BREAKING AWAY

You're making me feel guilt
In whatever I do
It's killing me easily
Can't take it no more
No no

I'm bearing the invisible chains
In my heart
Disabling my mind
And destroying my life
Ain't breathing here

I'm breaking away
Breaking away
Away from you

I'm still feeling guilt
Even though I'm on my own
The voice preaching inside me
Won't leave me alone
That's me I see

I'm breaking away
Breaking away
Breaking away
Away from you

I'm bleeding here

I'm breaking away
Breaking away
Breaking away
Away from you


9. GAME OVER

Sitting on a train today
With the scattered thoughts of mine
Just can't realize
The moment's over

Trying to hold on to myself
With this heavy heart inside
The only mistake
I let you go away

And yesterday
When everything was waiting for me
I childishly was hiding from the precious moment

I let precious days go by
Now it's too late
Stakes I've played
And you're away

Still here on the train I am
With those moments passed me by
Making me understand
The time is out now

And afterwards
It's so easy to be wise with advice
So little that I did
So much I left undone

I let special days go by
Now it's too late
Stakes I've played
And you're away
The game is over

I let precious time go by
For me it's too late
Did not play my cards in time

See those days have passed me by
It's too late to ask me why
See those moments passed me by
And I know the reason
And I know the reason why

I let precious days go by
Now it's too late
Stakes I've played
And you're away
The game is over

I let special time go by
For me it's too late
Did not play my cards in time

The game is over
The game is over
The game is over
The game is over

No
The game is over


10. PASSION PLAY

I'm stumbling my way
I'm doing every day
The same old things
I have to do
To keep me sane
To keep me sane

I'm missing every day
I'm missing my own way
But I don't dare to stop myself
Oh I don't dare
Oh I don't dare
Oh I don't dare

Silently you've been watching me so close
You know I can't go on
You've seen it all
But there's nothing you can do
But keep on holding on

I have no strength to try
Though I know the reason why
But what is real and what's unreal
Oh I don't know
Oh I don't know

I'm losing days and nights
I'm losing whole my life
But these old things they keep me here
They keep me here
They keep me here
They keep me here

I'm destroying you just to keep myself alive
My God how far I can go
I'm so lost
But I cannot face the truth
I just keep on moving on

Oh I know I can't go on
And I know what is wrong

Silently watching me
Gradually losing me

In too deep
It's so real
Help me please
Keep me here


11. MAMA

Mama what's wrong?
You don't seem so well
Mama I'm scared
Please speak to me
Say something please
Are you just sleeping deep?

Please keep breathing for me
'cause we need you here
I'll give you my hand
And take you back

Mama I'm afraid
If they'll take you away
Mama I know
You ain't so strong
I wanna touch you once more
Though you're getting so cold

Please keep trying oh
'cause we love you so
I'll give you my hand
And take you there

Please keep breathing
Won't let you go
I feel so alone

We want you back
'cause we need you here
Take my hand

We need you here
And we miss you dear
Take me home