1. INTRO

(Instrumental)


2. COLLECTING A DISASTROUS SUN

Try to catch a piece of the disaster-sun
Freedom dies in this wicked chambers of dirt
Crawl down each and every single hill
But turnyour face always up to great black skies

the harder you reach the more the distance grows
and as soon you'll touch, collapse will be done
From four to two, from two to one
Build your maze, insanity has won

You lost your ways in woods of grief
No tree gives shelter, no leaf relief

Turn on to where you see a light
Feel betrayed, into darkness hide

Watch the lake that reflects your face
With the wind has gone all grace
Didn't catch a piece of the disaster-sun
You waste of flesh ! - like everyone


3. ASCENSION-KENOSIS

After my ascension
This kenosis took …
It took milleniums
Divinity destroyed

Spot on me, spit on me
My sacrifice to none but me

Consume my sin
And pierce my eyes
Mark deep my skin
I'm in disguise

Betray the flesh
With thoughts unknown
Deny the wounds
The light has shown

Mistreat false genesis
With mind so clear
Ruin the white
And disappear


4. SOLITUDE

(Instrumental)


5. CRYPTS OF DAMNATION

Emptiness
Eyes turn inside
Thoughts chasing thoughts
Fumbeling in nothingness

Try to find the ultimate emotion
Neverending maze
The Fire extinguished
But a last spark of despair
Just won't disappear
Keeps me going – slowly to the abyss
Cold and meaningless became this bliss

Killing thoughts destroy my mind
I love the pain, the dirt
I hurt
And turn your gift to waste

Frozen man syndrom
And light bearer
A circle of stupidity
In this neverending misery

Forever alone in these crypts of damnation


6. CLANDESTINE YEARNING

Through transparent wall I stare
To fields of hidden pleasures
As life's opponent
Death – something i treasure

Clandestine this yearning
Silence leads to me

Now that I've closed my eyes
And see infinite horizon
Senses became obsolete
From darkness arising

Clandestine this yearning
Silence leads to me
The opposite of thoughts I breed
Clandestine my yearning

Clandestine this yearning
Nothing leads to me


7. BEYOND A BURNING SKY

(Instrumental)


8. PUTREFYING ILLUSIONS

The conclusion
After years of an illusion
Got left behind
With the mistake called mankind
For a discouraged soul
Selfdestruction will be the goal
And the divine pain
Will become the final gain

Putrefying illusions
All dreams unveiled and gone
Putrefying illusions
Leave the world behind with scorn
Putrefying illusions
An image conquers the eyes
Putrefying illusions
It goes inside and dies

On paths to no destination
Among the ones who
Caused disintegration
All the terror
That has been unleashed
Formed the silhouette
that made this life so bleak


9. THE WILTING SPLENDOUR

I will infest you will ingest
I'm the tempter and intruder

Your wilting slpendour
Sordid realm
I will destroy
I will cause harm

I'm the harbringer of death
I herald the storm
Fell my sardonic wrath
Forevermore you'll mourn

Your usurpation reached its end
Luminous elevation

From the blackness I arose
I'm the revelation

Rocks turn to sand
A chapter closed
Worship me …
… the world – my throne


10. … OF CREATING AND WASTING

Can you feel it fading ?
This exhausted spirit
Departure
Far behind
Heading nowhere

Some unspoken words
Over and over again
Crawling into shadows
Never dare to see

When it is falling apart
Will we shrug it off ?
Or will we …
Burn (again) ?

Empty became these skies
Heaven grew colder
Nishtongua …
… we set it on fire …

If we assume
To open our eyes
Staring into our abyss
What will we see ?
An aborted future
That once …
Was meant to be …

Once – we wanted
Once – we were
Once- we dreamt
And now : despair


11. FROM THE BLEAK SPOT TO INFINITY

I am haunted by your undying glare
Negation of life and total despair
Feel your hate for this great deciet
And the sorrow for your burried belief

In the loneliness of the night
Your world turned onto black and white
Always pull the shortest straw
Althought to freedom you did yaw

Veil the feelings of the inner-self
Marking a surface – the only valve
You vomit on this golden place
And masturbate to great disgrace

Denying life – your grand idea
But all this hate you can not bear
Do you know what you achieved
With your hate and all your grief ?

Alienated you walked
Throgh life
Just ignoring all dispite
But deep inside caused
Wounds that bleed
That irrigate
That sorrow-seed

And now you left
the ruin-state
Through unknown doors
Through light-gate
With open arms
Welcome unknown
By now you reached
An unseen home


12. FAREWELL

(Instrumental)