1. DEVIL IN MY SOUL

I stand bare
With my hands bloody,
As I scream
It was the Devil in me.

I stand alone
With nobody to hold,
As I scream
It was the Devil in my soul.

NO ALTARZ

No vindication for what was said.
I am barely breathing,
Wishing I was dead


2. TRUTH BE TOLD

No need to lie,
My world is dying,
And so am I.
Now my soul has died.
The thought of you,
Tears me apart inside.
I once had you,
But now we're lost in time.
I am shamed,
All I can do is hide
In hell where no one can hear my cries.
I had everything,
That I ever dreamed.
Now it's gone,
How can this be ?
7 years,
Yet it seems to have not meant a thing.
All my fears,
Have become reality.

Carry this 'til I grow old.
This pain will never fold,
And this hole in my soul,
Will never fucking close.
D-E-A-D
That's all I want to be
L-A-S-T
That's all I'll ever be
Truth be told, my soul was sold.
For Lucifer is I,
Permissions granted, but in exchange your patience is mine


3. SHADOW OF THE DAMNED

All questions,
No answers.
Lord, kill me, much faster.
Some solace, I seek.
All sorrow, no glee.
Why ? Why ? Why ? Why ?
A truth that I refuse to believe,
There is no hope in my means.
Demons plague, my sleep.
This evil weighs, on my feet.
The depths below are calling me.

Hell is blinding, I can't see.
Shadow of the damned in me,
I can't breathe.
A cancer of my being,
A bastard of my dreams.

This despair and pain,
Won't seem to go away.
This disgust and hate,
Won't seem to fade.
My burdens yesterday,
Are problems of today.
My problems yesterday,
Are burdens of today.

With suicide, on my mind,
I now know it's time,
To end this life,
Why live when I can fucking die ?
I never stood a chance,
It was all in my past.
Why live when I can fucking die ?


4. DETRIMENT OF MY EXISTENCE

The detriment of my existence
A fate with no escape
An endless struggle for meaning
A life with no conselation

Inconsistent dedication
Incompetent solutions
A problem,
That can be solved by death.
A painful trial,
With no end.

Deluded, your ashes had
Turned to dust.
Yet plagued 'til dawn,
Beginning from dusk.

Demons taking over,
And the devil is over my
Shoulder.
As flames begins to rise,
My heart becomes colder.

Evil,
A devilish act
Evil,
From this horror, I can't go back.

No prayers,
No signs of hope,
No better tomorrow
Allowing me to cope