New Years Day : Diary of a Creep

Metal Alternatif / Etats-Unis
(2018 - Auto-Production)
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1. DISGUST ME

I'm trying to figure out what you're thinking now
Your secrets spilling out
Let it out, let it out, oh
I see what isn't there
Bring it on, I'm never scared
I can take it anywhere
Let it out, let it out, oh

Promise me you won't hold back

Oh, go on, disgust me
Tell me the ugly
I want something real
Oh, go on, despise me
Anything but lying
Tell me I'm inside your head

You don't know what to say
I can see it on your face
With smoke there's always flames
Put it out, put it out, oh

I wanna see all your scars
Show me who you really are
Don't fake it anymore
Let it out, let it out oh

Promise me you won't hold back

Oh, go on, disgust me
Tell me the ugly
I want something real
Oh, go on, despise me
Anything but lying
Tell me I'm inside your head

Give it to me
You know I can take it
Give it to me
Don't hold back now
Give it to me
Don't hold back now

Go on, disgust me
Tell me the ugly
I want something real
Oh, go on, despise me
Anything but lying
Tell me I'm inside

Oh, go on, disgust me
Tell me the ugly
I want something real
Oh, go on, despise me
Anything but lying
Tell me I'm inside your head


2. BIZARRE LOVE TRIANGLE

Every time I think of you
I feel shot right through with a bolt of blue
It's no problem of mine
But it's a problem I find
Living a life that I can't leave behind
But there's no sense in telling me
The wisdom of the fool won't set you free
But that's the way that it goes
And it's what nobody knows
Well every day my confusion grows

Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for that final moment
You say the words that I can't say

I feel fine and I feel good
I'm feeling like I never should
Whenever I get this way
I just don't know what to say
Why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday
I'm not sure what this could mean
I don't think you're what you seem
I do admit to myself
That if I hurt someone else
Then I'll never see just what we're meant to be

Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for that final moment
You say the words that I can't say
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for that final moment
You say the words that I can't say
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for that final moment
You say the words that I can't say
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for that final moment
You say the words that I can't say


3. FUCKING HOSTILE

Almost every day
I see the same face
On broken picture tube
It fits the attitude
If you could see yourself
You put you on a shelf
Your verbal masturbate
Promise to nauseate

Today I'll play the part of non-parent
Not make a hundred rules
For you to know about yourself
Not lie and make you believe what's evil
Is making love and making friends
And meeting God your own way, the right way

To see
To bleed
Cannot be taught
In turn
You're making us
Fucking hostile

We stand alone

The truth in right and wrong
The boundaries of the law
You seem to miss the point
Arresting for a joint?
You seem to wonder why
Hundreds of people die
You're writing tickets man
My mom got jumped they ran

And now I play the public servant
To serve and protect
By the law and the state
I'd bust the punks
That rape steal and murder
And leave you be
If you crossed me, I'd shake your hand like a man
Not a God

To see
To bleed
Cannot be taught
In turn
You're making us
Fucking hostile

We stand alone

Come meet your maker, boy
Some things you can't enjoy
Because of Heaven/Hell
A fucking wives' tale
They put it in your head
Then put you in your bed
He's watching say your prayers
Cause God is everywhere

Now I'll play a man learning priesthood
About to take the ultimate test in life
I question things because I am human
And call no one my father who's no closer than a stranger
I won't listen

To see
To bleed
Cannot be taught
In turn
You're making us
Fucking hostile

Fucking
Fucking
Fucking
Fucking hostile!


4. CRAWLING

Crawling in my skin
These wounds they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real

There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
Consuming, confusing
This lack of self-control I fear is never ending
Controlling, I can't seem

To find myself again
My walls are closing in
(Without a sense of confidence
I'm convinced that there's just too much pressure to take)
I've felt this way before
So insecure

Crawling in my skin
These wounds they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real

Discomfort endlessly has pulled itself upon me
Distracting, reacting
Against my will, I stand beside my own reflection
It's haunting how I can't seem

To find myself again
My walls are closing in
(Without a sense of confidence
I'm convinced that there's just too much pressure to take)
I've felt this way before
So insecure

Crawling in my skin
These wounds they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing, confusing what is real
Crawling in my skin
These wounds they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing, confusing what is real

(There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
Consuming)
Confusing what is real
(This lack of self-control I fear is never ending
Controlling)
Confusing what is real


5. ONLY HAPPY WHEN IT RAINS

[Ash Costello:]
I'm only happy when it rains
I'm only happy when it's complicated
And though I know you can't appreciate it
I'm only happy when it rains
You know I love it when the news is bad
And why it feels so good to feel so sad
I'm only happy when it rains

Pour your misery down
Pour your misery down on me
Pour your misery down
Pour your misery down on me

I'm only happy when it rains
I feel good when things are going wrong
I only listen to the sad, sad songs
I'm only happy when it rains

[Ash Costello (Lzzy Hale):]
Pour your misery down
(Pour your misery)
Pour your misery down on me
(Pour your misery)
Pour your misery down
(Pour your misery)
Pour your misery down on me
(Pour your misery)
Pour your misery down
(Pour your misery)
Pour your misery down on me
(Pour your misery)
Pour your misery down

[Lzzy Hale:]
You can keep me company
As long as you don't care
I'm only happy when it rains, happy when it rains
When it rains, only happy when it rains

[Ash Costello (Lzzy Hale):]
Pour your misery down
Pour your misery down on me
Pour your misery down
Pour your misery down

Pour your misery down
(Pour your misery)
Pour your misery down on me
(Pour your misery)
Pour your misery down
(Pour your misery)
Pour your misery down on me
(Pour your misery)
Pour your misery down
(Pour your misery)
Pour your misery down on me

[Lzzy Hale:]
I'm only happy when it rains
You wanna hear about my new obsession?
I'm riding high upon a deep depression
I'm only happy when it rains

[Ash Costello (Lzzy Hale):]
Pour some misery down on me
(I'm only happy when it rains)
Pour some misery down on me
(I'm only happy when it rains)
Pour some misery down on me
(I'm only happy when it rains)
Pour some misery down on me
(I'm only happy when it rains)


6. DON'T SPEAK

You and me
We used to be together
Everyday together
Always
I really feel
That I'm losing my best friend
I can't believe, this could be
The end

It looks as though you're letting go
And if it's real, well I don't want to know

Don't speak
I know just what you're sayin'
So please stop explainin'
Don't tell me 'cause it hurts
Don't speak
I know what you're thinkin'
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me 'cause it hurts

Our memories
They can be inviting
But some are altogether mighty
Frightening

As we die, both you and I
With my head in my hands I sit and cry

Don't speak
I know just what you're sayin'
So please stop explainin'
Don't tell me 'cause it hurts
Don't speak
I know what you're thinkin'
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me 'cause it hurts

It's all ending
We gotta stop pretending
Who we are

You and me
I can see us dying
Are we?

Don't speak
I know just what you're sayin'
So please stop explainin'
Don't tell me 'cause it hurts
Don't speak
I know what you're thinkin'
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me 'cause it hurts

Don't tell me cause it hurts
I know what you're sayin'
So please stop explainin'
Don't speak, don't speak, don't speak ohh
I know what you're thinkin'
And I don't need your reasons
I know you're good, I know you're good
I know you're real good, oh
La-la-la-la, la-la-la-la

Don't, don't
Hush, hush, darling
Hush, hush, darling
Hush, hush, darling
Don't tell me 'cause it hurts
Hush, hush, darling
Hush, hush, darling
Hush, hush, darling
Don't tell me 'cause it hurts
Hush, hush, darling
Hush, hush, darling
Hush, hush
Don't tell me 'cause it hurts
Hush, hush, darling
Hush, hush, darling
Hush, hush
Don't tell me 'cause it hurts

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