1. I AM DECEMBER

Down into the frozen lakes
The ruler of all frost
He sleeps and waits
For his time

Her spirit touched softly my soul
It was like fire burning my thoughts
This gift she brought yet i´ve never seen
I´ve never felt, I´ve never been

Right out of my lonely eyes angry tears of fire

I feel her flames inside
It fills my heart with new pride
Singin´ the same song every night
Of the cold and dark outside
Never to look back again
Look forward to reach the end
I only will remain

With empty eyes full of pain
With eyes full of sorrow
I weep my tears into
The black abyss

Now I am december
Surrounded you in black nights
I am the winter
And frost is mine to guide
I am december
I am the winter times

With eyes full of sorrow
I weep my tears into
The black abyss
The black abyss


2. WORLD OF PAIN

Close your eyes that you can see
This world of pain which is of me
Raping words of doom are said
They mean nothing cause I am dead

Let my light shine on your pain
Remember memories insane
Forget the rules of life
Welcome to my darkened reich

Dark light shine on me
I´ll be the candle in the wind
Blind my eyes that I can´t see
This worlds colors of misery
Come on play the deadly game
And follow me into the world of pain

Feel the temptating fire
Feel as my flames get higher
Suicide becomes your last wish
Your inner fears now are unleashed

Your soul is free but oh so sickened
My world of pain hellish wickened
In your dreams take care that your eyes don´t weep
Now I´m the ruler of your eternal sleep


3. DROWNED IN TEARS

High above my feelings
She stands off the shores
I can feel the healing
I can hear them roar

She screams for salvation
I am the chosen one
To collect all of her tears
As she cries to live on

Drowned in suffering
Drowned in tears
Endless suffering

Her light gets darker everyday
More sadness comes
As the minutes tick away
We swim in dark decay

My powers disappear
The love of all the years
I cannot hold the tears
And feel the end is near

Drowned in suffering
Drowned in tears
Endless suffering
One million tears
Drowned in suffering
Drowned in tears
Endless suffering

I feel the power of the gods in me
As I am drowned in her sea

No one calls, none is screaming
I am drowned in suffering

Drowned in suffering
Drowned in tears
Endless suffering
One million tears
Drowned in suffering
Drowned in tears
Endless suffering


4. TÄGLICH

7.30
In einer kleinen Stadt
Der erste Stein wird gesetzt
Das erste Korn einer brutalen Saat

Täglich stehe ich vor euch
Und setze Stein für Stein für Stein

Täglich beginne ich
Innerlich vor Wut zu schrei´n

Die Mauer steigt
Stunde um Stunde
Doch niemand fragt danach
Salz in die Wunde

Ich spüre die Lust
Einfach zu gehn
Dem dunstigem Nebel
Zu enfliehen
Ich spüre die Lust
Einfach zu gehn
Diesen Alptraumort
Nie wieder zu sehen

Ihr versucht
Die Mauer einzuschlagen
Die Mauer der Isolation
Die ich mir schuf

Doch bringt die Mauer nicht ins wanken
Was euch (dahinter) erwartet
Ist brutaler als eure bösesten Gedanken


5. THAT'S WHY

Lying on a bed of nails I´m bleeding
I feel the thorns of life in me
My feelings tell, there ain´t no healing
Until death where is hall be

That´s why I kill myself
The forms of life that in me dwells
That´s why I kill myself
That´s why I kill myself
Rest in peace but leave no trace
That´s why I kill myself

I die free, instead of living on my knees

Something here is pushing me
Something there is pulling me
I hate the way they´re pushing me
I hate the way they keep me down
Someone here is hailing me
Someone there is killing me
I don´t live to make you happy
I kill myself, cause I wanna be free