1. FRIEND OR FOE?

Once again you're standing there
A shadow of my past
Long time gone
But what do you crave from me?

You sense my fear
I know that you can read me
Like an open book
A chapter ends in pain

You're the uninvited guest
In my life right now

A friend or foe
What's your intention
With me this time
A friend or foe

Why are you back? As always
You will leave me with an open wound
A bleeding heart, a shattered soul

You're the serpent in disguise
An angel dressed in black
You're the uninvited guest
In my life right now

A friend or foe, what is your intention
With me this time, this game we play
A deadly hide and seek
Friend or foe...


2. THE PAIN YOU CAUSE

I see through your lies
See behind the mask that you wear
I refuse to be
A puppet on your strings

Mark my words revenge is sweet
This time you have crossed the line

Not able to see the pain you cause
Not able to feel empathy or remorse
Eye for an eye and tooth for a tooth
My vengeance will strike down upon you

Manipulate the crowd
You won't fool me again
I have had enough
Of your empty promises

Spread your lies round like plague
This time you have crossed the line

Not able, to see the pain you cause
Not able to feel empathy or remorse
Eye for an eye and tooth for a tooth
My vengeance will strike down upon you


3. THE GRIEVER

Your sleep has just begun
And now you are free from the pain
That bothered you for so long

How I've feared for this day to finally come
Just want to turn back time and see you once again

All that you have left behind is grief and inscriptions on a stone
When l'rn alone I see your face it's haunting me

Can't imagine what you went through
The disease spread in your veins
Made you weaker day by day

Time heals nothing, it doesn't change a thing
Still the tears in my eyes and the ache in my heart remain

All that you have left behind is grief and inscriptions on a stone
When I'm alone I see your face it's haunting me

Life isn't fair, life is just cruel, it tore us apart

Just to think of you feeds my grief
Tell me why did this happen, why did it end this way?

All that you have left behind is grief and inscriptions on a stone
When l'm alone I see your face it's haunting me
You visit me at night, I see you in my dreams
I ask myself why did this happen to you

Life isn't fair, life is just cruel, it tore us apart


4. MY MISTAKES

For the times I've let you down
For all the promises I've broken
For the times I've made you cry
Need a change in rny behaviour
To be a better man for you

Forgive me for my mistakes I tell you
I will learn from my mistakes
And you should know I want this to last
Through good times and through bad

Though it cuts me like a knife
I can see our bridges burning

Forgive me for my mistakes I tell you
I will learn from my mistakes
And you should know I want this to last
Through good times and through bad

When I close my eyes, you're there
You're the dream I always dream
You're the air that I breathe, it's true

For the times I've made you cry
Need a change in rny behaviour
To be a better man for you

Forgive me for my mistakes I tell you
I will learn from my mistakes
And you should know I want this to last
Through good times and through bad

Won't let you down again


5. THIS LONELY ROAD

With every breath
Every heartbeat I yearn
For something more
To break free from this apathy
Waiting for a sign

Somewhere along this lonely road
I lost track of myself
These past ten years where did they go?
This town is drowning me

There's so much I want to say
Things I want to tell you
But I watch from afar

Waiting for a sign
Longing for someone to be in my arms
Am I forever alone?

This time I've made up my mind
It's time for a change...

Is this what I've been dreaming of?
This person I've become
Will I achieve something in life
This town drags me down

There's so much I want to say
Things I want to tell you
But I watch from afar

Waiting for a sign
Longing for someone to be in my arms
Am I forever alone?


6. SCARS

The cut makes the demons go
Out of my mind at least for a while
One thing I can say for sure
Is that they will come back to
Mess with my head

Have reached a point to make a change
Cannot live like this no longer
Have to break this downward spiral
Need someone more than ever

The voices inside
Return again
I cannot hide from myself anymore

When will I feel again
Scars of body and mind
Time has caught up with me
Anxiety grows within my weakness

Feel alone in this world
Those I trust just turn away
Caught inside a downward spiral
Need you now more than ever

The voices inside
Return again

I cannot hide from myself anymore
Get out of my head
And please stay away
I cannot hide from myself anymore

When will I feel again
Scars of body and mind
Time has caught up with me
Anxiety grows within my weakness

Take a look at my arms
They are scarred and forever marked
Take a look in my eyes
There is pain you've never felt

The cut makes the demons go
But they will come back to
Mess with my head
I know that the blade is no salvation
I fall back again and again

When will I feel again
Scars of body and mind
Time has caught up with me
Anxiety grows within my weakness


7. WE'RE ALL BORN SINNERS

You claim that you are pure
That you are a messenger
A voice of God
Talk about deadly sins
But who are you to judge me
When you're not true to your Lord

You liar

Your obnoxious mind
Has polluted our world
For far too long

I may never reach your heaven
Never find your way
We are all born as sinners
I may never reach your heaven
Never find your way
Practice what you preach
Live by your own word

You gave in to your lust
A sick urge, a perverse crime
An act of hate
Talk about deadly sins
But who are you to judge me
When you're not true to your Lord

Your obnoxius mind
Has polluted our world
For far too long

I may never reach your heaven
Never find your way
We are all born as sinners
I may never reach your heaven
Never find your way
Practice what you preach
Live by your own word


8. EVERYTHING FADES

Wake up lonely
As last night and many nights before
Since you've been gone

I remember the time
I first laid my eyes on you
Feels like ages ago
But it was true love at first sight

We realized
It could not last forever

Everything fades
Day turns to night
And colours turn black
Nothing at all
Seems to be
The way it was

Why did our love
Fade like a candle's flame
So quickly burned out

Not myself anymore
I fall deeper down each day
A decision was made
But I regret it more and more

We realized
It could not last forever

Everything fades
Day turns to night
And colours turn black
Nothing at all
Seems to be
The way it was

In the absence of your love
I wake up every night
Cold sweat is running down my back
You left a memory in my heart
In the absence of your touch
Staring at our empty bed
Better move on with our lives
Your words are screaming in my head