1. BECOMING A LIE

Living inside
Crossing the line
Sensing the fear
Too hard to struggle and
Too hard to be
The one that I am
The one that I was
Now, when I’m lost I will...
Feeling inside
Things that were part of my world
Collapsed
Nothing will be like before
Again
Don’t know why the past is too far
Away
And dark as it is today...

Pray... for a day... of my life... when I’m not
Becoming a lie
Everyone... everywhere... we can’t help
Becoming a lie

Becoming a lie

There is nothing to say
No more feelings just pain
Give back my life
Becoming a lie

I don’t want to live this
All the things that I’ve missed
Moments from past
Becoming a lie


2. O VIATA

Totul e aici, chiar lânga mine
De ce n-am putut sa vad, sa simt ?
Timpul e scurt, privirea cea rece
Oricât as da s-o pot schimba.

Momentul e azi, lumina persista iar eu
Încerc sa vreau, sa pot, privirea s-o întorc...
As vrea sa cred ca mâine va fi o zi
În care vom fi la fel ca azi, ca ieri

Dar nu, e fals !
Ce vezi în jur va disparea cât ai clipi
Nu poti sa iei fara sa dai
Nicidecum
Nu poti trai fara sa arzi
O viata ai...

Am gresit crezând ca putem amâna
Sentimentul, privirea, viata, simtirea,
Îmi pare rau de timpul ce a trecut
Momente departe de noi pierdute in van, iar apoi,

Începi sa te-ntrebi: timpul când a trecut ?
Unde-am ajuns? Câte clipe am petrecut ?
As vrea sa cred ca mâine va fi o zi
În care vom fi la fel ca azi, ca ieri

Dar nu, e fals !
Ce vezi în jur va disparea cât ai clipi
Nu poti sa iei fara sa dai
Nicidecum
Nu poti trai fara sa arzi
O viata ai...


3. VICTIMS

Victims of war
No salvation there
Whose is this war ?
Who’s to blame ?
Victims of life
That just stands and waits
For a better day
That won’t come

Stand up and act
No more mourn and weep
No more dying alive
It’s your war

Why to wait
For a better day
When your inner strength
Could lead your way ?
Don’t be a victim
Of your own world
You have to fight

Victims of war
No salvation there
Whose is this war ?
Who’s to blame ?
Victims of life
That just stands and waits
For a better day
That won’t come


4. WHY ?

So fast
And also too soon
Never expected
For this to happen
It’s like a nightmare
I pass through now
With nothing that I can do

I feel the pain
Pain that gets through my veins
I can’t believe this is for real
Waiting for me to wake up

Burning eyes
The eyes of faith
It’s not a dream
I won’t wake up
Who chose me?
I’m not prepared
To face this hell
Please take me out of here

I’m asking in vain
No one is hearing my voice
All the past is history now
And all the paths seems to end

Struggling to reach the unachievable
I’m asking myself
Why me ?
It’s getting too hard for me to live with this
I’m asking myself
Why me ?
Why you ?
Why us ?
Why ?


5. AWAY

Nothing remained
No more things to regret
And time passed
I had control
Once lost, it was for good
For both of us

Buried in past
It’s over
Was a mistake ?
A moment
Where we were wrong ?
Don’t know
Now it’s too late
For changes

Now is the time
Now is the time of my life
And you are away
And I am away but you are still here
You are still here
It was the time of my life
Now you’re away
And I am away but you are still here

We are away
Away from each other
We are away
But still in our lives
We’re not away
The past lives forever
But you are away
Away...


6. REMAINS OF PAIN

I found my soul
Lurking through time
And my thoughts went
Deep into past
To the place where
Wounds are still open
And the scars are
Constantly growing and I try to heal them now
Try to remember
All that I felt
At that time when
My life was changed
And I’m asking myself
If things that I made
Were good or bad
Or I’ve should been thinking at them twice before was not too late

Everything’s gone
Can’t change the past but it’s hard
To feel that something was done
And my hands are tied
I cannot do nothing
To change my past

I found my soul
Lurking through time
And my thoughts went
Deep into past
And I try to erase the remains of pain


7. THIS IS MY LIFE

This is my life
Now I cry but no more regrets
Away from past and things that I hate
From people wanting more from myself
Away from lies...

My soul was open
To anyone but I was deceived
Too many times that I cannot stand
Another gesture of false act of yours
Get away from me...

I try to remember
All the great moments
And try to forget
All the bad…

Things from my life
That never will be left all behind
What’s done is done, I will move on
Trusting no one and believe in myself
Only in myself...

I learned from the past
Preparing my steps one by one
The path I chose, I won’t turn back
No matter what you think of this
I won’t turn back...

I try to remember
All the great moments
And try to forget
My haunted past...


8. RISE

All I felt was real
Sudden disappear
All I hoped was here
Is it far or near ?
Hate is getting closer
Blood is running faster
Pain is not a feeling
Eyes are aiming higher

All I loved is ashes
Dust to dust forever
Sky is my companion
Earth is my confessor

Sundown is beginning
Ending with the sunrise
Nothing left to say
Nothing to look forward

Wind is blowing stronger
Leaving me uncovered
With my soul wide open
As a book on fire

Closing all the paths that
Have to reach to something
Reveal all the feelings
Transforming everything and rise...

Rise...

Living in lies, deformed image is made
Of life and death, future and past
But now you know there is no justice
In life, and now, you’ll have to rise...

Rise... (again) above the light
From a deadly sleep
A shadow... into the night
Nothing left to fear


9. CLOSURE

Talk to me
Look into my eyes
Don’t lie to me
Don’t try to convince me
That you are right
And everyone is wrong
Just look around
And think at what you have done

What you’ve done
Is done and that’s for good

You lost control
Or just you meant to do
The things you made
The words you’re able to
Speak sometimes
You’d better shut your mouth
And think again
Or else just go away

Never
Don’t speak to me
At all

Closure
For us

Talk to me
Look into my eyes
Don’t lie to me
Don’t try to convince me
That you are right
And everyone is wrong
Just look around
And think at what you’ve done

Words you’ve said
Cannot be ignored
You can’t go back in time
Repair what you have done


10. ONE MORE TIME

Nothing is here, but still
I hope that one more time
I'll hold you in my arms and feel
Again our passion.
You had to leave, and left us
With broken hearts,
How can we know how life
Will keep on going ?

One more time,
God, please help me.
And show me one more time
How life is changing ?

Sacred it was
And sacred it will be,
What we had 'till now
Will last forever.
The past is not gone,
The future is haunting me,
A crossroad with a thousand paths
Leading to nowhere.

One more time,
God, please help me.
And tell me one more time
Why life is changing ?