1. FATHER

Dominating forces catipult my thoughts
I want and need to control every aspect of you
I must control everything, keep you under my thumb
I will mentally @#%$ till you break or I leave
Berate and humiliate as my father did to me

The abused will abuse

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I want to be the one for you
Want you to be the one for me
I need to see inside your mind
Want you to see inside of me

I am a mental predator
Feeding on your childhod traumas and mental monsters
I will use my insecurities against you
And Ill live to make them yours
Long string of failed relationships

My father lives inside of me

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Why? Why?

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Kill my father, heal my father


2. LIKE A DISEASE

Once upon a time, you wouldnt let me be
So deeply woven couldnt tell myself from me
I had no reason not to give myself to you
You were so good, but now I see the truth

You mislead me; wasted my time
I can see him; behind your eyes
You dont want me, you dont need me
You're just living to deceive me

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What do you want me to be?
You treat me like a disease now
What do you want me to be?

Your fate has yet to come
Because this nightmare's just begun

If you see me in the shadow, whispering your name
Would you hear my words without going insane?
Give me one reason so that I can justify
You took my life; this hell you can't deny

I can't trust you; we both know why
I can see through all of your lies
I'm abandoned, left here stranded
Now your fate has been commanded

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And it all comes down when I come down
And it hits the ground and we all fall down

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3. TED

Girl I want you, more than anything
You look to the left, you look to the right
You look all around, there's no help in sight
You're all alone in my crazy world
My sweet defenseless little girl

Girl I want to, rub my libido all over you
You look to the left, you look to the right
You look all around, there's no help in sight
You're all alone in my crazy world
My sweet defenseless little girl

Girl, you, you better run away, before I make you
Stay, stay, stay, stay, stay, stay!

These wounds I tear into you deep and real
The scars left behind burn to reveal
These wounds I tear into you never heal

Girl I want you, more than anything
You look to the left, you look to the right
You look all around, there's no help in sight
You're all alone in my crazy world
My sweet defenseless little girl

Girl I want to, rub my libido all over you
You look to the left, you look to the right
You look all around, there's no help in sight
You're all alone in my crazy world
My sweet defenseless little girl

Girl, you, you better run away, before I make you
Stay, stay, stay, stay, stay, stay!

These wounds I tear into you deep and real
The scars left behind burn to reveal
These wounds I tear into you never heal

Well I see you walk in the park but you don't see me
Tailing you in my car but you don't notice
Follow you to your house peek in your window
I want to be with
See you walk in the park but you don't see me
Tailing you in my car but you don't notice
Follow you to your house peek in your window
I want to be with you
I'm going to be with you
You will be mine


4. IT'S COLD INSIDE

Please help me find a reason
For me it's always season
Words can't describe all the things I feel
I'm losing everyday
Won't you come out and play
Step in my world and you'll see what's real

It's dark, it's cold, inside I know
It's dark, it's cold, inside I know

I've had enough
I've had my fill
It's time for you to learn what's real

The heat I felt before
Can't burn me anymore
I know you will feel like I feel
The heat I felt before
Can't burn me anymore
I know you will feel like I feel
The heat I felt before
Can't burn me anymore
I know you will feel like I do

I did not have a witness
I cannot help but be this
My destiny has been planned for me
It's time to show you all
There's something after all
My future died in my history

It's dark, it's cold, inside I know
It's dark, it's cold, inside I know

I've had enough
I've had my fill
It's time for you to learn what's real

The heat I felt before
Can't burn me anymore
I know you will feel like I feel
The heat I felt before
Can't burn me anymore
I know you will feel like I feel
The heat I felt before
Can't burn me anymore
I know you will feel like I do