1. THE END OF THE BEGINNING

(Instrumental)


2. CHEMICAL INFATUATION

I don't know the face
When I look in the mirror
You're the only one
That can make things clearer

I've got a chemical infatuation
A chemical addiction to you
You're the only one
That gets me through
I'm a slave to you

Hooked on the taste
Of you beautiful pill
(Lost my soul, lost my soul)
There's an emptiness
That only you can fill

I've got a chemical infatuation
A chemical addiction to you
You're the only one
That gets me through
I'm a slave to you
(I'm a slave to you)

All alone, I fade to nothing
All alone, I fell in you
All alone, I hear you calling
All along, I've needed you

I've got a chemical infatuation
A chemical addiction to you
Adrenaline intoxication
I've lost myself in you
Chemical infatuation
I've given everything to you
You're the only one
That gets me, the only one
That gets me
You're the only one
That gets me through
I'm a slave to you

All alone, I fade to nothing
All along, I've needed you


3. WHAT IT'S LIKE

I never thought you were someone
To prey on the weak
I never thought I was someone
You'd kick in the teeth
(Now I know)
I get the hurt, I get the blame
You rub the dirt across my name
When you fall from your cross and you're down on your knees
Then you'll know what it's like
What it's like to be me

You don't know what it's like
What it's like to be me
You don't know what it's like
What it's like to be me
You don't know what it's like
To be down on your knees
What it's like
What it's like
What it's like to be

Hold me down like I'm not worth
The air that you breathe
Beat me down to the ground you're
Too proud to let me stand beside
You on my feet

You don't know what it's like
What it's like to be me
You don't know what it's like
What it's like to be me

You don't know what it's like
To be down on your knees
What it's like
What it's like
What it's like to be

Yeah, yeah
Beat down again and again
What it's like to be
Yeah, yeah
Beat down again and again

You smothered me for so long
I'm buried in all your blame
I get the hurt, I get the pain
You rub the dirt across my name
You've shadowed me for so long
I'm covered in all your shame
I get the hurt, I get the pain
You rub the dirt across my name
Despite all the thing you've done
You'll never bring me down again

Yeah, yeah
Beat down again and again
What it's like to be
Yeah, yeah
Beat down again and again


4. JUST SAVE ME

Can you hear my voice
Where you are?
When I'm without you
Every moment falls apart
I'm a burned out light in the dark
In my empty shell I am calling out

I've lost my faith,
Lost my way
It's all so far away

What have I become?
Can't face the morning sun
Just save me
You're the only one
Who can pull me out
Save me from myself
Just save me
Just save me

Pull me closer to you
I can't escape this
Emptiness I fell into
Caught in a shadow
I can't see through
I'm nothing without you

What have I become?
Can't face the morning sun
Just save me
You're the only one
Who can pull me out

Save me from myself
Just save me
Just save me

Lost my faith
Lost my way
I need to feel you here again
Just save me

From what I've become
Look what I've become

I bleed for you
I bleed for you
I bleed for you

What have I become?
Just save me
Can't face the morning sun
Just save me
Now I'm screaming out
Save me from myself

What have I become?
You're the only one
Who can pull me out
Save me from myself
Just save me
Just save me


5. ENEMY

(HEY HEY) You've become
The enemy
(HEY HEY) You've become
The enemy

People always say
That nothing last forever
Never thought the day would come
When you would turn on me
I can't be the savior
Holding this together
I can't be the life line
When you will be the death of me

You've become the enemy
You won't be the end of me
You've become the enemy
Stole my soul

It's like you died
Before you were born
You're like Jesus Christ
With devil's horns
Sucking me down in your black hole
Give back the life, the life you stole

Drowning in a sea of
Self - annihilation
I threw you a rope
When you were calling out to me
But I can't be the savior
Holding this together
I can't be the life line
When you will be the death of me

You've become the enemy
Stole my soul

I always thought that you would be
The one who'd never turn on me
But thought it all. Now I see
You've become the enemy

You've become the enemy
You won't be the end of me
You've become the enemy
Give back the life, the life you stole


6. DON'T CRY

You never felt so out of luck
Nothing ever felt this rough
You feel one step away from giving up
Your world's come crashing to the floor
You wonder what you're fighting for
To see the end,
There's nothing you want more

Don't cry when you feel like
They're all after you
Don't cry when the drugs
Won't get you high
Don't cry when there's nothing left
To get you through
Don't cry, don't cry, don't cry

You never feel you're good enough
You never heal when you've been cut
You hide away and lie awake in fear
Cause it takes everything you've got
To turn and face another shot
And take another bullet
In the mask you wear

Don't cry when you feel like
They're all after you

Don't cry when the drugs
Won't get you high
Don't cry when there's nothing left
To get you through
Don't cry, don't cry, don't cry

Don't cry, don't cry, don't cry

When your walls are caving in
When they never let you win
You're alive, you're alive, you're alive
When you're standing in the dark
When the world tears you apart,
Don't cry, you're alive, you're alive

Don't cry when you feel like
They're all after you
Don't cry, just wash away your eyes
Don't cry, don't let them get
The best of you
Don't cry, don't cry, don't cry
Don't cry, don't cry, don't cry


7. LIE TO ME

Got a bitter taste, in a bitter place
When you lie to me again
Written on your face, and it won't erase
When you lie to me, lie to me, lie to me

Got a bitter taste, in a bitter place
When you lie to me again and again
Written on your face and it won't erase
When you lie to me, lie to me

There must be something
You're hiding from me
In your eyes, I see the truth
Give me something cos I got nothing
Yeah, I got nothing left for you

When you say
Nothing's gonna come between us
Nothing's gonna fall to pieces
I don't know if I believe it
When you say
Nothing's gonna change tomorrow
You're the one that brings me sorrow
Nothing's ever what it seems
Don't lie to me

Going out of my mind, can't leave you behind
When you lie to me again and again
Look my straight in the eye everytime you deny
Yeah you lie to me, lie to me

There must be something
You're hiding from me
In your eyes, I see the truth
Give me something cos I got nothing

Yeah, I got nothing left for you

When you say
Nothing's gonna come between us
Nothing's gonna fall to pieces
I don't know if I believe it
When you say
Nothing's gonna change tomorrow
You're the one that brings me sorrow
Nothing's ever what it seems
Don't lie to me

Don't lie to me
Don't lie to me

Give me something cos I got nothing
I got nothing, nothing, nothing

Nothing's gonna come between
Nothing's gonna fall to pieces
I don't know if I believe it
When you say
Nothing's gonna change tomorrow
You're the one that brings me sorrow
Nothing's ever what it seems

I know you lied to me
No, you can't hide from
I know you lied
Don't lie to me

Don't lie to me


8. GALAXY

Heaven has taken you from me

I remember the days
That we had together
(So long)
You'll always be a part of me
Though time slips away
And nothing's forever
(Hold on)
I'll hold on to the memories
I miss you now
But I feel you all around

Whenever the rain is pouring on me
You'll be shining in my memory
Wherever I go, you're always with me
You'll be shining in my galaxy

Heaven has taken you from me
(You'll be shining in my galaxy)

I can still see your face,
The sound of your laughter
Resonates inside of me
Thought photographs fade,
One thing's forever
(Hold on)
I'll hold onto your memory

I miss you now
Can you hear me screaming out?

Whenever the rain is pouring on me
You'll be shining in my memory
Wherever I go, you're always with me
You'll be shining in my galaxy

I never got to say goodbye
I never saw you close your eyes
I know one day way beyond this life
We'll be burning bright
Forever shining
You're shining

Whenever the rain (whenever the rain)
Is pouring on me
You'll be shining in my memory
Wherever I go, you're always with me
You'll be shining in my galaxy

Shining, shining in my memory
Shining, shining in my galaxy
Shining, shining in my memory
Shining in my galaxy

Heaven has taken you from me


9. MAKE A STAND

You carry on like nothing's wrong
But the pain is never gone
Long enough to move along

You got an anger deep within
Buried under broken skin
It holds you back to hold it in

But wait, something in the air is calling
And way up above the stars are forming
So wake from your solitary grave
To burn out's better than to fade away

Stand if you're bored of being abused
Stand if you're sick of being refused

Don't sacrifice what you believe
Don't deny your hopes and dreams
Or tomorrow's just what could have been

Now it's time to make a stand
Middle finger with both hands
Don't give in to their demands

But wait, something in the air is calling

And way up above the stars are forming
So wake, from your solitary grave
To burn out's better than to fade away

Stand if you're bored of being abused
Stand if you're sick of being refused
Stand if you're tired of feeling used
Stand cause there's nothing left to lose
It's in your hands, make a stand

If you been abused,
You've been refused
You're feeling used
There's nothing to lose
If you've been abused
You've been refused
You're feeling used
There's nothing to lose
Make a stand

Make a stand


10. ALONE

When it's dark at night
You're the voice that's in my head
You're my only light
So don't leave me for dead
Fading

Alone, alone, alone
I'm waiting
Alone, alone, alone
Out cold
Look up, look up
The stars are fading
Light my way back home

If every city light
Was a diamond in my hand
I'd give it all tonight
To be back where I began
I'm fading

Alone, alone, alone
I'm waiting
Alone, alone, alone
Out cold
Look up, look up
The stars are fading
Light my way back

Alone, alone, alone
I'm breaking
I can't make it on my own

Alone, alone, alone
You're waiting
Light my way back home

Heaven only knows just how far I'll go
(Faded)
Til nothing's between
It's only you and me

When it's dark at night
You're always in my head
You're my only light
Don't leave for dead

Alone, alone, alone
I'm waiting
Alone, alone, alone
Out cold
Look up, look up
The stars are fading
Light my way back

Alone, alone, alone
I'm breaking
I can't make it on my own
Alone, alone, alone
You're waiting
Light my way back home


11. CHANGE TOMORROW

For the first time in years
There's a light up ahead
It's calling
(It's pulling me closer)
Reborn within
Now I'm shedding my skin
It's falling
(The weight off my shoulders)

Cos I can't stay
Chained to my secrets.
No I can't stay.
I'm bound by my regrets.
I can't erase
All of my errors;
Those days are gone forever

I can change, I can
Change tomorrow
I can change, I can
Change tomorrow

On my knees in the rain
With my head hung in shame
Just crawling, stalling
(All alone in my ways)
Memories I can't erase
Faces I couldn't face
Haunt me
(My life lay to waste)

Cause I can't stay

Chained to my secrets.
No I can't stay.
I'm bound by my regrets.
I need a break,
It's now or never.
Yesterday's gone forever

I can change, I can
Change tomorrow
I can change, I can
Change tomorrow

For all the years of emptiness
For all of my mistakes
For all the years I've
Thrown it all away
It's not too late

For all the years I've thrown it all away
(Those days are gone forever)
I can change, I can
Change tomorrow
(For all of my mistakes)
I can change,
I can change,
I can change
Before it's too late

It's not too late


12. KEEP THE PAIN ALIVE

Got a lesion deep inside
An abrasion I can't bind
And the bleeding comes to life
Whenever I see you

Living only to survive
With the wound you left behind
All the feelings come to life
Whenever I see you

And I thought I would
Heal in time
And I thought I could
Leave you behind

I, I remember
And I, I surrender
When I try to heal up inside
I remember,
I still remember
You keep the pain alive
You keep the pain alive

You're the one that I adored
The reddest rose, the sharpest thorns
You need me less, I need you more
And I can't make it through
When I thought I could
Get over you

I, I remember
And I, I surrender

When I try to heal up inside
I remember,
I still remember
You keep the pain alive
You keep the pain alive

You keep the pain alive
Without you, I'm falling
It's your name
I'm calling
Hands of time
Won't pull me through
I remember,
I still remember
Whenever I see you

I see you

When I thought I would heal in time
When I thought I could leave you behind
The scar's always there to remind
I remember,
I remember,
I still remember

I still remember
I remember,
I remember