1. ILLUSIONS OF PERMANENCE

(Instrumental)


2. IN SIGHT

Your promises were never kept, back to the start.
Your falling down all that you wanted,
Was never there back the end

Pushing your way through everything,
Never backing up, never giving
In, you fake mother fucker i'll call you out.

Its not worth. its not worth my time.
Its not worth, its not worth my time.

Ill do my best, ill do my best when inside
Never inside, never inside all alone.

When insight, when insight you begin to bleed.
Not giving in.

This is your way through me, your retribution
Ill see your face in hell youll pray to me.

When insight, when insight you begin to bleed.
Not giving in.

Not giving in.


3. HARLOT

You are as fake as the smile you make,
Nothing you could ever do would
Make you touchable, you make everybody fucking sick.

Crawl around the walkable

You have no family, nobody to show the respect
You claim to have. You
Have nothing in this world, you mean nothing to us all.

Crawl around the Walkable, there is nothing for you here,
Crawl around the walkable.

You fucking bitch you never,
You never will get respect from me

You'll get what you deserve (x2)

Crawl around the walkable,
There is nothing for you here (x2)
You'll get what you deserve


4. THE PAIN OF PARTING

Making headway to all of the changes forced in my life.
I'm never waking up.
Everything's so warped, I'm missing everything
I thought that I once had.
I'm never waking up.

It's so hard for me not to think that
We didn't try hard enough and
Yeah, I'll be alright,
But you still have a family to think of.
I guess things just fall apart and yes this hurts
While you just chalk it up to
"Hey that's how the world works"

We have never been closer before.
I won't give up on ou, youcan always count on me.
And when thetime is right I'll see you beat these odds
I'll keep you close to me you'll always be my hero.

When you think the worst is over
All my nightmares have become a reality

This is not what I wanted for my brothers,
They need you both


5. THE HEALING

Broken by what's right you fail yourself this time.
You've always fought for what's right.
You make this your time to shine.
You're leaving everything you wanted to your fate.

When your back is turned to the ones you love,
You have the choice to
Change whats really wrong in your life.
(What's really wrong)

So why does it feel like I'm forgotten?
Just another mistake, another promise broken,
Just another regret.
So whydoes it feel like I'm forgotten?

No matter what you do, I'll always be there for you.
No matter what you do, I'm always standing around.


6. FABRICATOR

Everything I've ever known has given up on me
The bonds you make and the dreams you break
Seem to fade away just like everything else
Just when you think you know the ones that you love

You lie awake and think how can you change?
How can you change for them? How can you change?

Everyone I've ever loved has turned their back on me
When did this all come undone? I can't control myself
I never thought I'd see the ones so close to me
Show me who they want to be

You lie awake and think how can you change?
How can you change for them? You lie awake and think

You aren't who you claim to be

There was a time in my life I didn't know myself
I never thought I'd see the ones so close to me
Show me who they want to be

You lie awake and think how can you change for them?
How can you change?


7. PRIORITIES

Pennies for your thoughts.
My dreams are always dead to me.
I've always needed the push from my family.
I'm making I never could keep.
I'm looking back on everything that I thought I would need
How crazy it all seems to find
Wwhat your life could always be.
If you want it so bad, I'll show you what it means to me.

I'm finding ways without ever starting.
I'm always trying to find
Where I fit in their lives.

Back and forth on top I'm always leaving things behind.
I'm always finding out how to live life like a lie.

I'm aways trying to find myself.


8. INTERLUDE

(Instrumental)


9. SUFFERING

I never walk away from the pain
I push right through all the lies
How did we come so far?
How did we come so far?

Inside, I never had your back
Inside, I never wanted to be loved by you

This is a fucking war

And when the time is right
You'll finally see your lies
And where will your family be?
You always fool yourself into what is right
There's no future in what you see

There's no future in what you want to be
You're not the same to me
You've changed for worse

You're changing this for the worst in time maybe
You'll realize what you've done this time around
I know your fine but I'm dying inside, help me
I'm fucking dying inside of me
Oh my God, who was I to judge?
It's your life but don't forget about me
I'm one of you, your blood runs through me
Stop living a lie, you're fucking killing me

End your suffering


10. VALEDICTION

Everything that meant something to me,
Has gone far away it's all lost in the mix.
I can't find what it means to feel full inside,
Its all foreign to me.

I need you more than you need me.
Can't you save me? I'm dying inside.
Won't you please save me? Please save me now.

This is my fucking cry for help.

Finding my troubled ways, maybe its all inside my head.
You were the one who showed me not to ever give in.
Not toever give in (into the fight)

And I can't blame you for what you did.
I just want my family back


11. 10.18.08

Inside my head, I'd give my heart.
Inside my head, I'd give up everything.

There was never uncertainty, I have everything I need.
I care so much for the ones a part of me.
How could I ever need more than what's in front of me?
I have everything I knew I would ever need.

I have everything

When you have found what you're looking for,
There's no need to answer what comes to your door.

I found all I need.