1. FEEL YOU OUT

I'm just trying to feel you out
I don't wanna scare you away
I kinda wanna test you out
But I don't wanna know your name

Bitch you got me tripping
Got me thinking about the way I'm living
Hit me so hard
But your body and your brains keeping you from slipping
I don't know what's going on with me
But it's so fucked up I can hardly speak
Hard to even focus on the shit she's saying
I'm lost but she's still playing
Hard to even picture how she'd look below me
Is she real or is she a phony
She don't even know half the things
Let's get you naked make your body sing
She don't even know half the things

I'm just trying to feel you out
I don't wanna scare you away
I kinda wanna test you out
But I don't wanna know your name

You think I'm playing
You think you've done this before
You won't be faking cus you'll be fucked like a whore
I don't know whats fucking wrong with me
Banging you is like my only dream

Hard to even focus on the shit she's saying
I'm lost but she's still playing
Hard to even picture how she'd look below me
Is she real or is she a phony
She don't even know half the things
Let's get you naked make your body sing
She don't even know half the things

I'm just trying to feel you out
I don't wanna scare you away
I kinda wanna test you out
But I don't wanna know your name

Test me baby I know you're scared
Trust me baby but be prepared

I'm just trying to feel you out
I don't wanna scare you away
I kinda wanna test you out
But I don't wanna know your name


2. HOLD ON WE'RE GOING HOME

I got my eyes on you
You're everything that I see
I want your hot love and emotion, endlessly
I can't get over you
You left your mark on me
I want your high love and emotion, endlessly
'Cause you're a good girl and you know it
You act so different around me
'Cause you're a good girl and you know it
I know exactly who you could be

Just hold on we're going home
Just hold on we're going home
It's hard to do these things alone
Just hold on we're going home, ho oh

I got my eyes on you
You're everything that I see
I want your hot love and emotion, endlessly
I can't get over you
You left your mark on me
I want your high love and emotion, endlessly
'Cause you're a good girl and you know it
You act so different around me
'Cause you're a good girl and you know it
I know exactly who you could be

So just hold on we're going home (goin' home)
Just hold on we're going home (goin' home)
It's hard to do these things alone (things alone)
Just hold on we're going home (goin' home)
Ho oh (goin' home)

You're the girl
You're the one
Gave you every
Thing I love
I think there's something
Baby
I think there's something
Baby

You're the girl
You're the one
Gave you every
Thing I love
I think there's something
Baby
I think there's something
Baby

'Cause you're a good girl and you know it
You act so different around me
'Cause you're a good girl and you know it
I know exactly who you could be

Oh just hold on we're going home (goin' home)
Just hold on we're going home (goin' home)
It's hard to do these things alone (things alone)
Just hold on we're going home (goin' home)
Ho oh (goin' home)


3. I'LL ALWAYS BE PROUD

Drunken sleep, a shepard without his sheep
Taking what you've said and slowly admitting defeat
And when the casket closes and all my mistakes are exposed
It'll be such a relief for you to know the road that I'd chose

And when you think of me in your bed when you're trying
To fall asleep some nights I hope I'm not remembered as a fuck
Or someone you despise, I'm composed of cheap cigs and fast
Food, I need your time but I'm not trying to intrude

I just needed you to hear me, not the guy you've heard
That sings those songs the real me with feeling, the one
Who did you wrong, I long for just a minute, a minute of your time
I'll probably ask for forgiveness 'cause right now I'm in my prime

Every single second of every day and every moment I replay
All of the words I said the ways I left you broken, I'm choking And soaking in things she wrote in her notes and I feel a lump in my throat
Just wishing time could be frozen, detached I relapse and sit
Back and watch the days pass, maybe it's best if I'm forgotten
With no backlash, and it's somehow so soothing to see you Finally move on, I don't feel like I'm losing, it just hurts when you flaunt, I want something more for you than I could ever
Give, it makes me fucking sick inside you'd choose me over him

'Cause I can't buy you nice things or even things that you need
I'd steal the moon for you or food for you and starve while you
Feed, can't you see? I'm a mess, an added stress, a vacant nest
Glued together by memories and you said it best, life's a bitch
Until we die and for the longest time I tried to tell myself that That was a lie, and I'd shy away from thoughts like that but now
I just thrive, some days I feel as if my brain won't let me
Unwind, I sound so pathetic but I'm losing my pride, but I can't
Hide in it, I'll die in it before I subside, don't leave me hanging

All your things packed in your car and I'm facing all the things
That I said, all the nights stuck in my bed wishing you could
Leave, but you were scared of losing me, watching your car pull
Out of the driveway for one last time, I'm sick and I'm stuck in a
Rut it's a thin line between all the tensions, the suffering and
Trials, and my own self absorbed way of life, I'm a child

I wanna taste you one more time, and tell you you're all mine
But now I'm left with no spine, and all the blame's just mine, it's
A crime to hold you here with those eyes, if you ever see or Think of me I hope you realize that you're better off now, and
I'll always be proud


4. CLEANSED MY SOUL

Jesus you cleansed my fucking soul
And I will always remember
Jesus you freed me from the devils hold
And I will always remember

When I'm sick and when I'm weak you pull me up back on my feet
I need your love lord, I need your touch lord
Lay me down, touch my feet, I wanna grow, I need your seed
I wanna fuck lord, fuck and suck lord
So I get on my knees and pray
Jesus fill me with your lovins today

Jesus you cleansed my fucking soul
And I will always remember
Jesus you freed me from the devils hold
And I will always remember

When I'm drunk and when I'm lost I think about you on that cross
I bet that sucked lord, what bad luck lord
Disappeared from 12 to 30, hid in a church and made your parents
Worry, was your mother strict lord? Did you do well in school lord?
So I get on my knees and pray, I'll even get a cross tattooed on my face

Jesus you cleansed my fucking soul
And I will always remember
Jesus you freed me from the devils hold
And I will always remember

I will always remember (thank you Jesus)
Hallelujah

Jesus you cleansed my fucking soul
And I will always remember
Jesus you freed me from the devils hold
And I will always remember