1. TWO SUNS

Don't try to put me on a pedestal before I'm gone
The world keeps spinning no matter which side you're on
I hear a lot of talk
From everybody out to run before they walk

This world is burning up
We sparked a fire
Why do you keep holding this over my head
I'll do it on my own as long as I live
If I get high enough nothing can burn me
Why do you keep holding this over my head
I'll do it on my own as long as I live

My soul's too heavy from all that I've done
And my chest can't carry
The weight of my heart
I feel so temporary please tell me I'm not
'Cause I'm sick of flying too close
Too close to the sun

This world is burning up
We sparked a fire
Why do you keep holding this over my head
I'll do it on my own as long as I live
If I get high enough nothing can burn me
Why do you keep holding this over my head
I'll do it on my own as long as I live

Don't try to eat with me now
If you wouldn't starve with me then
If I'm bailing you out
It's 'cause I'm tying up
Tying up loose ends

This world is burning up
We sparked a fire
Why do you keep holding this over my head
I'll do it on my own as long as I live
If I get high enough nothing can burn me
Why do you keep holding this over my head
I'll do it on my own as long as I live

I do it for the days
That I couldn't afford to eat
Living off food stamps week after week after
Do it for the nights
That I couldn't sleep
Blood shot eyes workin' on this CD


2. NIGHT SHIFT

All I wanna know is a comfort zone
A place that I can breathe a place that I can go
My head up on a shelf I always ask myself
'Cause I need to know

What's it like to feel anything
What's it like to be perfect in every way
What's it like to feel anything
My head space is cellophane
Watch it melt away with a single flame

I close my eyes and cross my fingers
Try to fight or fly but still it lingers like I'm
One step from the edge
I'm only one step from the edge of life

I'm not ready to die
It's like I'm paranoid
Looking over my shoulder getting closer and closer
Is it my choice
Am I'm getting used to losing hope now
My voice
Getting softer and softer I got nothin' to offer
Am I white noise
Or is the static silent as the grave

I close my eyes and cross my fingers
Try to fight or fly but still it lingers like I'm
One step from the edge
I'm only one step from the edge of life

I feel like I'm fading
Away from the other side
I need to know
What's it like to feel anything

I close my eyes and cross my fingers
Try to fight or fly but still it lingers like I'm
One step from the edge
I'm only one step from the edge of life

Fading into the dead of night
My reflection is black ice on either side
Don't blame me
This isn't my design
I'm just along for the ride
Holding on for dear life


3. SYNC

I think it's good to hurt sometimes
It makes me feel it keeps me aligned
You'll never understand no matter what I try
You take the truths as tales but believe in the lies

I hope that you never know
The promise I made
The devil I got to know
The hand I would shake
And though I was in the wrong
I never knew
How bad I would feel the night
I tuned into you

Am I too late to change
The life I've given up
Gone, gone
Could I still find my way
After the light is gone
Gone, gone
Gone!

Tell me is it tears or rain
Falling from my face
Creating oceans beneath my feet
But I won't drown in it

Don't tell me you've had enough
That's all you can take
These demons don't go away
No light to escape
And oh, how it's been so long
Fighting to breathe
To let go of all I know
Is my suffering

Am I too late to change
The life I've given up
Gone, gone
Could I still find my way
After the light is gone
Gone, gone

I built the walls you hide inside and more
I've lost some things you'd trade your whole life for
I'll still find my way after the light is gone
Gone, gone
The light is gone!

Is it too late to change the life I've made
All my regrets mistakes I'm so fucking ashamed
Tonight I walk with a shadow of sound
I hear the sirens sing as the echo surrounds me

Am I too late to change
The life I've given up
Gone, gone
Could I still find my way
After the light is gone
Gone, gone
Gone!

I built the walls you hide inside and more
I've lost some things you'd trade your whole life for
I'll still find my way after the light is gone
Gone, gone, gone!


4. SIDE EFFECT

Face to face the shadow pulls me down by the deadweight
The ice is breaking, the earth is shaking
This is our time to shine, but I don't see a star in sight

Too late can't shake
A voice screaming from the inside
If I can't stay
Levitate

It's been casting shadows over me
I can't feel the earth beneath my feet
As I levitate shit fades away
I can't feel the earth beneath my feet
So I levitate

Tied down and held underneath
I'm gonna climb my way to clarity
Bite rip and tear at me
I'm gonna fight my way through insanity

Too late can't shake
A voice screaming from the inside
If I can't stay
Levitate

It's been casting shadows over me
I can't feel the earth beneath my feet
As I levitate shit fades away
I can't feel the earth beneath my feet
So I levitate
Levitate!

Are we living...
Are we living in the making of impatience?
Everybody poppin' pills 'cause someone said to take them
We either feel too little or not enough
When it could all be so simple
Who the fuck do we trust?

It's been casting shadows over me
I can't feel the earth beneath my feet

It's been casting shadows over me
I can't feel the earth beneath my feet
As I levitate shit fades away
I can't feel the earth beneath my feet
It's been casting shadows over me
I can't feel the earth beneath my feet
So I levitate


5. 00397

(Instrumental)


6. BURNER

Got ahead of myself again
There's poison in my lungs poison in my pen
It makes me feel better

For what it's worth I told you to let go
I wanna know how long you can take this
Everything I touch dies in stages
And now you know and now you know

I tend to fuck things up
I always press my luck
It's finally caught up
I planted a seed I thought a flower would grow
But everything I touch dies or turns to stone
There's poison in my lungs
Poison in my pen

For what it's worth I told you to let go
I wanna know how long you can take this
Everything I touch dies in stages
And now you know you know I'm contagious

A.N.X.I.E.T.Y
You're killing me
All the love I know turns to hatred
And now you know you know I'm contagious
A.N.X.I.E.T.Y.
And now you know and now you know

For what it's worth I told you to let go
I wanna know how long you can take this
Everything I touch dies in stages
And now you know you know I'm contagious

A.N.X.I.E.T.Y
You're killing me
All the love I know turns to hatred
And now you know you know I'm contagious
A.N.X.I.E.T.Y
You're killing me
A.N.X.I.E.T.Y
It's menacing


7. WAYFINDER

Goin' off the rails
You know we got too deep
Can't see what's right in front of me
Can't even sleep
I know we gave it hell
(But we lost ourselves)
But it just got too steep
(It just kept coming)
Can't seem to find the relief
Waiting for my exit

Are we blindly searching for meaning
Of who we are
We are passengers
The roads we take call us home
Life's so finite caught in the headlights
Blink and you'll miss it
We are passengers
The roads we take call us home

Balance, white lines, erase me
I'm no stranger to misery
Sidewalks, keep me from dreaming
I cannot sleep without the sound of the TV
I know we gave it hell
But we got too deep
Can't seem to find the real me
After the sunset

Are we blindly searching for meaning
Of who we are
We are passengers
The roads we take call us home
Life's so finite caught in the headlights
Blink and you'll miss it
We are passengers
The roads we take call us home

Is it criminal
If I rob myself of anything that's spiritual
'Cause I'm nothing more than chemicals and attitude
What am I supposed to do
I'm not invincible
Is it too late to make a change

Is it criminal
If I rob myself of anything that's spiritual
'Cause I'm nothing more than chemicals and attitude
Tell me what am I supposed to do
I'm not invincible
Is it too late to make a change

Are we blindly searching for meaning
Of who we are
We are passengers
The roads we take call us home
Life's so finite caught in the headlights
Blink and you'll miss it
We are passengers
The roads we take call us home


8. BLUE DREAM (FT. MICHAEL BARR)

(We were stuck in a dream
And we built these walls out of nothing
And the hurt's calling
And now the hurt's calling
We couldn't stop these walls from talking)

There's a cancer growing in my head
Telling me to just keep quiet
You're the ghost that's always haunting me
In between the breath and silence

Let me breathe, it could be so simple, so simple

'Cause we were stuck in a dream
And we built these walls out of nothing
And the hurt's calling
And now the hurt's calling
We couldn't stop these walls from talking

I guess I play the victim
Even though I know it's my fault
I turn these nothings into somethings
Leaving nothing to learn from
And now you hang your head to slow songs

Let me breathe, it could be so simple, so simple

'Cause we were stuck in a dream
And we built these walls out of nothing
And the hurt's calling
And now the hurt's calling
We couldn't stop these walls from talking

I let you in, you let me go
I left the light on you didn't come home
Now I walk the halls with love's ghost

Let me breathe, it could be so simple
Overthink everything too much
Let me breathe, it could be so simple, so simple, so simple

I let you in, you let me go
I left the light on you didn't come home
Now things are looking grim
Not only are these walls talking
They're paper thin

I let you in, you let me go
I left the light on you didn't come home
Now things are looking grim
Not only are these walls talking
They're paper thin

We were stuck in a dream
And we built these walls out of nothing

We were stuck in a dream
And we built these walls out of nothing
And the hurt's calling
And now the hurt's calling
We couldn't stop these walls from talking

Loneliness is just the half of it
We couldn't stop these walls from talking


9. SLEEPER

I found my own way to suffer
Don't call me down until it's safe
Either call me out or call me down
You're playing purgatory as middle ground
Now we're face to face to make amends
I feel the double cross before you say amen
If I can't escape the choices that I've made
I'll drag them deep with me under the waves
I'll know the face when I see it
'Till then I'm left with the sound

I found my own way to suffer
Don't call me down until it's safe

If I can't change or fix my soul
Then I can't break this old cycle
I found my own way to suffer
Don't call me down until it's safe

Why are we paying for the past
When the present is free
Why do these voices lock me inside of my head
When silence is key

Don't drag me down to this hell
My blood's forever cold
If we reap what we so
Will we ever know

If I can't change or fix my soul
Then I can't break this old cycle
I found my own way to suffer
Don't call me down until it's safe

If you're gonna call me down
If you're gonna speak my name
Then you better say it loud
And you better stand up straight
If I can't erase
(If I can't embrace)
The choices I've made
(Then I can't escape)

I'll know the face when I see it
Till then I'm calling your bluff

If I can't change or fix my soul
Then I can't break this old cycle
I found my own way to suffer
Don't call me down until it's safe

If I can't erase the choices I've made
I'll know the face when I see it
'Till then I'm calling your bluff


10. BLEACH

You have lost all the colors you picture in your memory
Let it snow, you're all I can see at the end of the road
You have lost, you can't get it get it get it
You are all I see at the end of the road, I can show you it all

We're so pure
Bleach the memory, take back everything
We're so low
I can't begin to be myself again

Even though you got in my head again
Bleach the colors erase the letters
I can show you so much better
I can show you it all

We're so pure
Bleach the memory, take back everything
We're so low
I can't begin to be myself again
I need a place where I can come and rest
A place where I can lay my head
We're so low
I can't begin to be myself again

Fill my lungs drown in bleach

So get it through your head I'm not over this
You may want peace but I'm here for revenge

Bleach the colors
Erase the letters
You are all I see at the end of the road
I can show you it all

We're so pure
Bleach the memory, take back everything
We're so low
I can't begin to be myself again
I need a place where I can come and rest
A place where I can lay my head
We're so low

Fill my lungs drown in bleach


11. LOST HILLS

She says she likes that I'm confident
But that's just a front
She tells me I'm perfect
We know damn well I'm not
She still finds a way to wear my ego thin
And I never would have known
But you just had to spill your soul
At least the air is clear and I can go

I never would have known
But you just had to spill your soul

You couldn't pull the trigger
But you're the one that cut my wrist
Now I'm bleeding on your carpet
And I'm sorry for the mess
Alone in your apartment
I'm drenched in memories
But your ceiling's always burning
And I'm made of gasoline

I never would have known
But you just had to spill your soul

I've had enough indifference
Don't wanna be the same
Do you believe that I'm not above
All the things I've done
Is it right to be wrong

I never would have known
But you just had to spill your soul

She says she likes that I'm confident
She tells me I'm perfect
But she still finds a way to wear my ego thin


12. THE RIDE (FT. COURTNEY LAPLANTE)

Why do my best songs come from things I should forget
Immortalizing memories to get them off my chest
Now I realize what I hold in my hand
If someone can relate is it worth clearing my head
Is it worth it in the end, worth it in the end

We meet again
I'm tired of love I'm tired of hate
Trace to the spiral's end
I'm tired of clout I'm tired of fame

How did I get here
How did I get this deep
What did I leave behind
What did I think I'd find

The different shapes become a part of me
The gridlines take the place of everything
Play my feelings out like a symphony
All the fear and doubt like a symphony

I'm tire of clout I'm tired of fame
Cash rules everything around me

We meet again
I'm tired of love I'm tired of hate
Trace to the spiral's end
I'm tired of clout I'm tired of fame

The different shapes become a part of me
The gridlines take the place of everything
Play my feelings out like a symphony
All the fear and doubt like a symphony

Is this a grave that I dug myself
To stop the dreaming don't trust your feelings
Take me to war to protect this hell
Their love is fleeting
They spin a smile just to bleed me dry
But you won't listen
They cut me up into pieces just to bleed me dry
No repercussions
They cut me up into pieces just to bleed me

How did I get here
How did I get this deep
What did I leave behind
What did I think I'd find

Cash rules everything around me

The different shapes become a part of me
The gridlines take the place of everything
Play my feelings out like a symphony
All the fear and doubt like a symphony