1. PHANTASMAGORIA

An illegitimate epiphany
Brings fourth confusion then clarity
Forsake the wretched pain
No longer black the day
Revelation unfolds
Hidden truth incarnate
A glimpse into the darker side
What lies inside
Carved from the chest
A hand peels away the skin
A mask of well being worn
Armored but yet scorn
Invisible rope
A noose of anxiety
Crutch just out of reach
A million miles it seems
For one can't tell
Between the signs
For one can't tell
Between the lies
From the shadows come the cries
From the deeps conners of my mind


2. A THRENODY FOR THE ABNEGATED

Wretched presence... possessing an impression of Omnipresent apathy
Bewailing ...
Over a lack of auspicious glory while leading a life of lethargy carried by entitlement and brought down ....
By an inadequate ...
Design a redemption can only be found in leaving this behind
I mourn for the part of me
Broke the chains and set me free
I mourn for the part of me
Still-unsure
I write a threnody
Tear my heart from me
Melt away my skin
RIP apart my flesh-and-blood
Then
I'll be left with me
Open my eyes and start to see
Release the last dying breath of me
Unsure
I write a threnody
For the abnegated part of me
I write
A Threnody for the
Abnegated part of me
Relinquish
This part of me that you'll never know
A deficiency never to be seen again
A cleansing of this sinful soul
New sin in place of old
Renouncing Sins of remorseless being
Life out of reach
Not scared but anxious of cleaving
A part of me that i beseech


3. DEMONS I DECEIVE

So close but kept so far away
The thought passes through my brain every single day
Pick me up or bring me down its all the same
Demons i Deceive
Them i cleave
Mame on these faces
Clam to thee
King of all demons
I've fallen a slave to my own victim
Leading the secluded life
I lead
My inner demons
I deceive
Scared of what
I am and what
I'm to be
I lay my heart at your feet
A whiff a scent the smell of defeat
To lay my heart
At your feet
Ill let you know
I am weak


4. DIVINE SLAVE

Weave your words weave your tapestry of lies tend to the fire that fuels our lives,
We follow paths laid down by others we won't accept what ours die by my sword become my prisoner of war become the divine slave the one
I can trust with my life become the divine slave become one with the world to become one with yourself break down the walls you've built around yourself
Weave your words weave your tapestry of lies tend to the fire that fuels our lives,
We follow paths laid down by others we won't accept what ours die by my sword become my prisoner of war becom the divine slave the one
I can trust with my life become the divine slave die by my sword become my prisoner of war becom the divine slave the one
I can trust with my life become the divine slave


5. VERITIES OF IMMORTALITY

Breathe down the neck
Hairs stand on end
The lies you listen
No one is there
Yet you have fear of the void
Chilling the night air
Your conscious destroyer
Cant eat
Cant sleep
Cant fucking breathe
A lifeless body still walk
Death by its self cause a disease
Cause i have dropped to my fucking knees
Ghost of your past
Haunt you within
Always to greet you
They're crawling back in
Corpse still walking
Yet your still rots
Sickening your life's worth
Cant eat
Cant sleep
Cant fucking breathe
A lifeless body still walk
Death by its self cause a disease
Cause i have dropped to my fucking knees
Days give way to the blackened state of repost comfort depletes
In time the sensation of agony is clenching at my throught nothings there
The brain doesn't understand the ways of death before its self
Do my eyes deceive me am i lost or am i dreaming why does this paranoia keep on creeping through my conscious its a sense i haven't felt before how do i escape how do i escape these verities of immortality


6. HARBINGER OF ENTROPY

Chaotic display of destruction
A beautiful form of revise
Conflict resolved in damnation
Blackened sky
Blinding the light
The earths crust slowly decays
The melancholy of foresaken cries
Is all that remains
Darkness reigns with legions of man
Evil shall rise above and below
May the moon rise and the battle
Please,
I beg you,
I'm groveling on my knees
Forgive, our sins, we only brought forth treachery
Heretic of the lands
Expand your plans
Live or die with poison
Forsake all that is evil
And never be touch
Be fed to weevil
Blackened sky
Blinding the light
Hells gates forcefully open
Ascending the demons in which i deceive
The man of grieve
Please,
I beg you,
I'm groveling on my knees
Forgive, our sins, we only brought forth treachery
Left in a state of lethargy
The harbinger of entropy
Oblivion for eons
Life in a xeno reality
I close my eyes
And you enter my mind
Weight off my shoulders darkness by my side walk into suns of human kind
Walk around the minds
Declare all that is war
With the seeds i spread
Harbinger man died with dignity