1. F(R)IEND

As they all felt the fire, they turned me into an outsider
I never heard from them again
So ironic when you called for a favor today
It's always easy to judge, but it takes a lot to be specific
Cause as you preach, you're opening the door, to your egos past

There was a day when I could forget
I could forgive, but those days are gone, I see them fade

Filth, in every new day, filth, runs in every new day

I learned to mute the anger
I never thought I would be there again a moment,
A dead end, I lost myself in here

Filth, in every new day, filth, runs in every new day

I ran as I saw the end, should I have joined the fight instead
Hope you are listening, cause now, times have changed

I take a look around, I say this moments mine
Flee all the weak minds, feel my missed, hidden rage

Filth, in every new day, filth, runs in every new day.


2. THE QUIET PLACE

Spinning further deeper, I know you're out to try me
I'm not in this, to, be a slave, push the dirt, make me feel
Locate what swallows life night bird you build my world

And then I close my eyes (x2)

Judge me now, used to be afraid to let it show, bow down
A king, in my own mind
Everything's in place, so much brighter from today

Drown the monster, make all bad dreams go away
Whatever it takes to keep your hands free
Open scars, the quiet place
All the bridges fall to the ground, and you say you sacrificed

And then I close my eyes (x2)

Judge me now, used to be afraid to let it show, bow down,
(Bow down), a king, in my own mind
Everything's in place, so much brighter from today
A king, in my own mind

(Judge me now), a king, in my own mind (x2)

Judge me now, used to be afraid to let it show, bow down,
(Bow down), a king in my own mind
Everything's in place, so much brighter from today
A king, in my own mind.


3. DEAD ALONE

I'll always belong to the shadow, don't show me new results
I will never enter your Heaven, make the most of my dirty cell

Creeps infected by control, that's what, put me in here
Dig deep don't think
You ever get to the place where they buried me

The last glimpse that I had
Fragments, pieces, of some things valuable
Even though it doesn't make sense anymore
I release, my last fear

My frustration, my conversation, why are we even here?
The abuse that we use, I do not longer, care
The cold worms, and me, we're alone and free
The dead light inside, fuel to new seed, we're alone and free

When there are only my bones, please put them in use
Want to be part of a new dawn, the darkness disappears
Don't release these chains, never been closer to myself
All your mistakes run through, as I realize, what, we, become

The end is here to bid farewell
I'll turn to ash and hear them sing
Songs about my emotions dead and alone
Don't make an effort you don't know me anyway

My frustration, my conversation, why are we even here?
The abuse that we use, I do not longer, care
The cold worms, and me, we're alone and free
The dead light inside, fuel to new seed, we're alone and free.


4. TOUCH OF RED

Reaching depth of clarity, I'm not supposed to be like this
I should be on the top of the world
Is anybody out there like me?
I followed something's missing, self control Forcing me down
Whispers, consume the air, above her, I'm endless

When the rain comes falling, I'll freeze I'm so afraid
When things start to flood me, I will drown in seconds

Fear, there's no way out, touch of red, break away
Nothing has it all, bury the place I've been
I fear, there's no way out

As If I ever had a choice, all in the hands of the energy
Once again feel the quicksand swallow me
Tonight, I won't struggle

Fear, there's no way out, touch of red, break away
Nothing has it all, bury the place I've been
I fear, there's no way out

(The weak in me should know, I'm as sober as I could be)

Fear, there's no way out, touch of red, break away
Nothing has it all, bury the place I've been
I fear,
(There's no way out), there's no way out.


5. LIKE YOU BETTER DEAD

I can be as angry, as I want to be, just watch me burn
I think you're way too cold, just watch and learn
I'll never sleep here anymore, my house is not my home
I like you better dead, and I'm better off alone

Destiny, will you cure me?, trust, will you age with me?
Hear me scream, destiny, will you cure me?
Hear me scream, as I face tomorrow

(Tomorrow) (x4)

Your vision may be in color, but you look all pale
In these times we should be learning
But with you I'll always fail

Destiny, will you cure me?, trust, will you age with me?
Hear me scream, destiny, will you cure me?
Hear me scream, as I face tomorrow

I need to save myself before I drown, it took so long to see
The world your mind creates, it, pushes, me under

Destiny, will you cure me?, trust, will you age with me?
Hear me scream, destiny, will you cure me?
Hear me scream, as I face tomorrow.


6. MY SWEET SHADOW

I'm selling Heavenly sketches, a world, out of my mind
Ready to explode, in purity, to fill the holes, inside
An ever moving stream, with glowing, rays of light
Emotions tied to pass lies, and I know, I should, let go

Tamed, with confidence, of a brighter, future

I found a flame, in the burnt out ashes, burn out, burn out

Fueled, these new shores burn, dark, past lies cold
Shadow, my sweet shadow, to you I look no more

Another dawn collapses, do I need, to be reminded
A glimpse of my safe home, a path to hide, all anger

I found a flame in the burnt out ashes, burn out, burn out
(Burn out)

Fueled, these new shores burn, dark, past lies cold
Shadow, my sweet shadow, to you I look no more

In circles I catch, a torch carried by the immortal
From depths that I created, in vain, echoes fade

(Fade) (x4), burn out

Fueled, these new shores burn, dark, past lies cold
Shadow, my sweet shadow, to you I look no more (x2)

Fueled
Dark past lies cold
For you I look, no more.


7. EVIL IN A CLOSET

We were one in words, you, finished my sentence
I could never attract, tomorrow, it pushes, me aside

I sink, in waters deep
Your presence kept me floating far from depths
Where secrets lie
Maybe in another lifetime, I can be the first you meet

I once read a poem, held my breath, but that moment's gone
First time I felt, life somewhat hurts
I need an option, a reason, and some hope

Yell at me, I want to, be your light that shines
But my ground is shaking, and I might fall
I wish that I could say, I wish that I could be your
Evil, evil in a closet

Yell at me, I want to, be your light that shines
But my ground is shaking, and I might fall
I wish that I could say, I wish that I could be your
Evil, evil in a closet.


8. IN SEARCH FOR I

It hurts to think, can't get the sums together
Would you draw my bitterness, make the pictures fade
Could it be that I see, what's beneath when we fall
The truth in ever, I'm scared that I will be

The sentence is light, but my eyes see a different world
And all I do, is turn into flames
Will time, open my vault, new solution, I am begging
Break the fuse, that holds me back

The I is lost in me, but I am ready, to give you the M
It might even be the E, as I begin to search for I
The I is lost in me

Distract, push me in another direction
This wall that I stare into, it's getting old
Give me faith to reach for the new
Pull me apart and do me all over, I'll need a re-make
To make up for my mistakes

The I is lost in me, but I am ready to give you the M
It might even be the E, as I begin to search for I
The I is lost in me

What if I stop to care?, What if I let you fall?

What if I stop to care?, What if I let you fall?

The I is lost in me, but I am ready to give you the M
It might even be the E, as I begin to search for I
The I is lost in me.


9. BORDERS AND SHADING

You took a knife, and carve it in, want to see your faults
As a part, of your pretty skin, everyone, has a tragedy
I want you to wear yours in pain

Oblivion, can no longer shade you
Reminded by the tattered tissue
Bleak silence, errors stigmatized in you
A weak, worn out friend, there's nothing left for me

Again and again, your face reminds me of a bleak future
Despite the absence of hope, I give you this sacrifice

You're so far, behind be my hero
(Drift away), save yourself
Don't end up zero, cause I look the other way

I will crawl, into your vault
Pass snakes, and old rotten thoughts
Leaving a hotbed of, virulence
Your world inside, slowly redesigned

Again and again, your face reminds me of a bleak future
Despite the absence of hope, I give you this sacrifice

You're so far, behind be my hero
(Drift away), save yourself
Don't end up zero, cause I look the other way

Again and again, your face reminds me of a bleak future
Despite the absence of hope, I give you this sacrifice

You're so far, behind be my hero
(Drift away), save yourself
Don't end up zero, cause I look the other way

You're so far, behind be my hero, save yourself
(Drift away), save yourself
Don't end up zero
(Save yourself), cause I look the other way
(Save yourself).


10. SUPERHERO OF THE COMPUTER RAGE

I am the past, the Future, I have been chosen
You think it's over, but I'm ready to go
I am what you fear, I have been chosen
The world, as you know it just died, It's the end of all time

I am a surprise, even to myself I'm a genius
Superhero of the computer rage, in plastic I'll bury
I am, what you fear, I've been chosen
The world, as you know it just died, It's the end of all time

Everything you say is denied
(Denied), I'll be the Devil on this ride

(Dark clouds in your heaven)
Dark clouds in your heaven, your end, has only begun
You can scream but there's no rescue
I promise I'll, make you sure you that die in time

I am the maggot, in your infected life
No matter how hard you try, I'll leave without a scar
I am a legend, in your infotainment life
It's when I say it's over, It's you who's been chosen

Everything you say is denied
(Denied), I'll be the Devil on this ride

(Dark clouds in your heaven)
Dark clouds in your heaven, your end, has only begun
You can scream but there's no rescue
I promise I'll, make you sure you that die in time

Everything you say is denied
(Denied), I'll be the Devil on this ride

(Dark clouds in your heaven, your end has only begun)
You can scream but there's no rescue
I promise I'll, make you sure that you

Dark clouds in your heaven, your end has only begun
You can scream but there's no rescue
I promise I'll, make you sure that you're dead.


11. DIAL 595-ESCAPE

Could it be a new day?, Fear in me so deep
You push me out, I feel far

The absence, close to me
The other side I crawl, you push me out, I fall

Heal my wounds, take everything away, you convocate me
Sick of cycles, drop to zero, a while, just like last times
My least, favorite re-run, sick of cycles, I bounce in gray

Escape familiar home, memories, remains alone
Reality trapped inside, the wicked descend

Testing higher mentality, I conquer myself through this
A furious path to walk, new space exists beyond
In silence I dwell displeased
Remain with the seed of unfulfilment

Heal my wounds, take everything away, you convocate me
Sick of cycles, drop to zero, a while just like last times
My least, favorite re-run, sick of cycles, I bounce in gray

Escape familiar home, memories, remains alone
Reality trapped inside, the wicked descend
(The wicked), I hide

Heal my wounds, take everything away, you convocate me
Sick of cycles, drop to zero, a while just like last times
My least, favorite re-run, sick of cycles, I bounce in gray

Escape familiar home, memories, remains alone
Reality trapped inside, the wicked descend, I hide (x2).


12. BOTTLED

I really don't have anything to say, just pass me by
Don't ask me, the same questions, just deny I am there
(Like the time around me, this room is filled with nothing
Fell awkward in a place with many, leave this space to me)

I channel the pain through this, the paper, the pen, your eyes
To stare into what's next, it frightens me, no control, no reward

Still and breathless, I don't care, what's behind
To you I look for energy, to catch my breath again

I channel the pain through this, the paper, the pen, your eyes
To stare into what's next, it frightens me
No control, no reward, I'm in circles again
I'm in circles again

(The world looks old to me, tonight I drink myself sober
Soon this could be over, tale a picture of the pale
New morning knocking, feels just like always
Pen down my regrets, I reach to you, again)

I channel the pain through this, the paper, the pen, your eyes
To stare into what's next, it frightens me
No control, no reward, I'm in circles again

I channel the pain through this, the paper, the pen, your eyes
To stare into what's next, it frightens me
No control, no reward, I'm in circles, again
I'm in circles again.


13. DISCOVER ME LIKE EMPTINESS

I run this world, alone, a song stuck in my mind
Are you feeling, alright?, don't mind if you ask me once

Discover me, like emptiness, a defense for a broken heart
Still offers a smile, to the world betrayed

Always close to the drop, disappear with yesterday
Cure this dream that makes me fall, blame me
(Blame me, blame me), escape me
(Escape me, escape me), well it's you who walked away, tie me
(Tie me, tie me), for my sake, to the dream, that haunts, you

Could never stand the middle, want to go far and further
But something drags me down, shapes me
Forms me, into delusion

Always close to the drop, disappear with yesterday
Cure this dream that makes me fall, blame me
(Blame me, blame me), escape me
(Escape me, escape me), well it's you who walked away, tie me
(Tie me, tie me), for my sake, to the dream, that haunts, you

As I bank other options, make this picture distant
Signing off, leave me alone, I blur you into, the never

Always close to the drop, disappear with yesterday
Cure this dream that makes me fall, blame me
(Blame me, blame me), escape me
(Escape me, escape me), well it's you who walked away, tie me
(Tie me, tie me), for my sake, to the dream, that haunts, you.