Illdisposed : There Is Light (But It's Not for Me)
Lyrics
1. YOUR OWN BEST COMPANION
In control I never was
That would take another year with you
But I don't have any more time
I'm on my way out your door it'll never last
And I'm going down
Don't care at all
I'll see you burn in hell
Burn - I'll see you burn
It’s like a fantasy outlived
Going away alone
Your own best companion
Is all you were take care and burn
Too smart to notice anyone else
Involved in nothing but yourself
And yet again so short on knowledge
Guess your brain went away with apathy
Burn - burn
Burn - burn
And I'm going down
Don't care at all
I'll see you burn in hell
Burn - I'll see you burn
2. HEAVEN FORBID
Teach me plant the flowers
Embed the dream of you and I
Shower me for hours
Lead me on my way
My mind has so many things I wanna see
I can't deny my feelings but I will deny the cross
My path of solitude are spoken by the few
Who'll never come to terms with what happened here tonight
Heaven forbid
Denial is decay
Suffer loneliness
Suffer souls closer to god
Flesh burn control by god
And his flock
They can all rot
Feel me break the chain
Important feelings are dead
Then again heaven forbid
Suffer souls closer to god
Flesh burn control by god
And his flock
They can all rot
God and his flock
3. OUR WORDS BETRAYED
You call my name it sounds like summer
My feelings are uptight but they’ll survive
We speak again not with each other
Thought I must admit we shared good times
Good times Rome were built
Words thrown fall betrayed
Our,faith just collided
We feel so alone
Alone
Our words betrayed in comes the nightmare
Of being all exposed we stay alive
I need your help confirm you’re frightened
Bring down the barrier of broken dreams
Good times Rome were built
Words thrown fall betrayed
Our,faith just collided
We feel so alone
Alone
4. THE TASTE OF YOU
The taste
And when the dream converted nightmare
Words are shallow you never cared
And when we touch I’m never frightened
I need the taste - the taste of you
When I submit you are my master
This is no game we never play
I’m so lost have you noticed
All for the taste - the taste of you
You - you - you - you
There is no love in your heart
Forceful emotions I am betrayed
And I feel sick there is a care
Inject the taste - the taste of you
Let me home between your legs
Where I belong where I provide
No more rejection never alone
I miss the taste - the taste of you
You - you - you - you
5. AS THE DAY ROTTENS
Feel me flirting
Soulless searching
In chaos hatred
Downing finding only God
And nothing remains
In my despicable end
As I reach for the cross
Carry my name
Satan follow
Peaceful hollow
Addiction needy
Fortress housing only me
All my pityfulness
We are exposed
Another ingredient
Rotten my day
Heal me structure
Shameful burning
Instructions whisper
Seamen tearing up my flesh
Pouring all my will
Into your heart
Now cease to exist
Rot and decay
6. REALITY TO FALL
(Instrumental)
7. STEP INTO MY WINTER
Go
My footprints are bigger than yours
In all aspects of life
To follow to feel to be one
I need you to be more than this
I need your promise
I need your promise that you will try
To see the world out of my eyes
This is my winter I'm all depressed
Be a witness to my decay
Don't need to promise me anything
Just do this you shouldn't think
Of evil destruction you feed from my veins
I see that you soon are learning
The sentence is above your head
Just close your eyes and fly away
This is my winter I'm all depressed
Be a witness to my decay
Don't need to promise me anything
Just do this you shouldn't think
No
8. RAPE
When a girl who never lies
Start spilling from her eyes
You better listen in respect
Could be the worst one yet
And this girl who've never done
Other people any wrong
Are led to her defeat
Revenge what he did
From what she said and all you know
Don't turn the cheek
He can't escape revenge - revenge
Is all you can bring is all you can
You need to take a life
When no means no
And the barrier broken
Your time to heal
All the pain
Don't throw it away
And the pig will scream
Carry out the plan
You shouldn't go
Where has been denied
And the barrier broken
The time will tell
Do I let you live
Prepare to be castrated
9. SUNDAY BLACK
15 years ago I saw it coming
The end of things that were what are we coming to
I saw the evil lurking in the shadows
Protecting me so violently killing on a sunday
And in this place of mine you’re coming through
Laughing teasing spitting biting all for you
To sail away in darkness is what we do
Never cared what others said killing on a sunday
And when we laugh we laugh at you
Other minds are black shining through
Always together
Now and forever
You’ll never sail this boat of evil will
Twisting turning slave of me I pay the bill
And you depend on me it’s what you can
Of innocence and mockery
And when we laugh we laugh at you
Other minds are black shining through
Always together
Now and forever
15 years ago I saw my love
The end of me but hard to see it wasn’t all my fault
But here came evil follow my path
Sleep with me endlessly
10. WE
Music never stopped knowing the way
If lies are planted we weed it out in the
Music all we had all we feared
Cigarettes are burning at night we look so pale
So pale as we inhale
We care not better look away
This represents all that you hate
We - it won't be long
This is all we lust
The circle starts and ends with us
We - we sacrifice
All of your normal lives
In the need to be together - we
Hateful control undeniable
We reap the fruit of what we saw it's coming back
Hateful in silence spoken the words
Meant to hurt and do nothing else
To plant the seed of disbelief to implode
Where feelings rule where we take over
We - it won't be long
This is all we lust
The circle starts and ends with us
We - we sacrifice
All of your normal lives
In the need to be together - we
11. ALONE
Soon the sick part is here
The part where I must feel
Awakened by my thoughts
Of the impending end
Alone I face the cross
I have no friends not here
Carry on - you die alone
My desperation grows it's showing
Ill tempered, Ill disposed of the forgotten
Temptation has no fear
Decisions all come near
Carry on - all by yourself
In control I never was
That would take another year with you
But I don't have any more time
I'm on my way out your door it'll never last
And I'm going down
Don't care at all
I'll see you burn in hell
Burn - I'll see you burn
It’s like a fantasy outlived
Going away alone
Your own best companion
Is all you were take care and burn
Too smart to notice anyone else
Involved in nothing but yourself
And yet again so short on knowledge
Guess your brain went away with apathy
Burn - burn
Burn - burn
And I'm going down
Don't care at all
I'll see you burn in hell
Burn - I'll see you burn
2. HEAVEN FORBID
Teach me plant the flowers
Embed the dream of you and I
Shower me for hours
Lead me on my way
My mind has so many things I wanna see
I can't deny my feelings but I will deny the cross
My path of solitude are spoken by the few
Who'll never come to terms with what happened here tonight
Heaven forbid
Denial is decay
Suffer loneliness
Suffer souls closer to god
Flesh burn control by god
And his flock
They can all rot
Feel me break the chain
Important feelings are dead
Then again heaven forbid
Suffer souls closer to god
Flesh burn control by god
And his flock
They can all rot
God and his flock
3. OUR WORDS BETRAYED
You call my name it sounds like summer
My feelings are uptight but they’ll survive
We speak again not with each other
Thought I must admit we shared good times
Good times Rome were built
Words thrown fall betrayed
Our,faith just collided
We feel so alone
Alone
Our words betrayed in comes the nightmare
Of being all exposed we stay alive
I need your help confirm you’re frightened
Bring down the barrier of broken dreams
Good times Rome were built
Words thrown fall betrayed
Our,faith just collided
We feel so alone
Alone
4. THE TASTE OF YOU
The taste
And when the dream converted nightmare
Words are shallow you never cared
And when we touch I’m never frightened
I need the taste - the taste of you
When I submit you are my master
This is no game we never play
I’m so lost have you noticed
All for the taste - the taste of you
You - you - you - you
There is no love in your heart
Forceful emotions I am betrayed
And I feel sick there is a care
Inject the taste - the taste of you
Let me home between your legs
Where I belong where I provide
No more rejection never alone
I miss the taste - the taste of you
You - you - you - you
5. AS THE DAY ROTTENS
Feel me flirting
Soulless searching
In chaos hatred
Downing finding only God
And nothing remains
In my despicable end
As I reach for the cross
Carry my name
Satan follow
Peaceful hollow
Addiction needy
Fortress housing only me
All my pityfulness
We are exposed
Another ingredient
Rotten my day
Heal me structure
Shameful burning
Instructions whisper
Seamen tearing up my flesh
Pouring all my will
Into your heart
Now cease to exist
Rot and decay
6. REALITY TO FALL
(Instrumental)
7. STEP INTO MY WINTER
Go
My footprints are bigger than yours
In all aspects of life
To follow to feel to be one
I need you to be more than this
I need your promise
I need your promise that you will try
To see the world out of my eyes
This is my winter I'm all depressed
Be a witness to my decay
Don't need to promise me anything
Just do this you shouldn't think
Of evil destruction you feed from my veins
I see that you soon are learning
The sentence is above your head
Just close your eyes and fly away
This is my winter I'm all depressed
Be a witness to my decay
Don't need to promise me anything
Just do this you shouldn't think
No
8. RAPE
When a girl who never lies
Start spilling from her eyes
You better listen in respect
Could be the worst one yet
And this girl who've never done
Other people any wrong
Are led to her defeat
Revenge what he did
From what she said and all you know
Don't turn the cheek
He can't escape revenge - revenge
Is all you can bring is all you can
You need to take a life
When no means no
And the barrier broken
Your time to heal
All the pain
Don't throw it away
And the pig will scream
Carry out the plan
You shouldn't go
Where has been denied
And the barrier broken
The time will tell
Do I let you live
Prepare to be castrated
9. SUNDAY BLACK
15 years ago I saw it coming
The end of things that were what are we coming to
I saw the evil lurking in the shadows
Protecting me so violently killing on a sunday
And in this place of mine you’re coming through
Laughing teasing spitting biting all for you
To sail away in darkness is what we do
Never cared what others said killing on a sunday
And when we laugh we laugh at you
Other minds are black shining through
Always together
Now and forever
You’ll never sail this boat of evil will
Twisting turning slave of me I pay the bill
And you depend on me it’s what you can
Of innocence and mockery
And when we laugh we laugh at you
Other minds are black shining through
Always together
Now and forever
15 years ago I saw my love
The end of me but hard to see it wasn’t all my fault
But here came evil follow my path
Sleep with me endlessly
10. WE
Music never stopped knowing the way
If lies are planted we weed it out in the
Music all we had all we feared
Cigarettes are burning at night we look so pale
So pale as we inhale
We care not better look away
This represents all that you hate
We - it won't be long
This is all we lust
The circle starts and ends with us
We - we sacrifice
All of your normal lives
In the need to be together - we
Hateful control undeniable
We reap the fruit of what we saw it's coming back
Hateful in silence spoken the words
Meant to hurt and do nothing else
To plant the seed of disbelief to implode
Where feelings rule where we take over
We - it won't be long
This is all we lust
The circle starts and ends with us
We - we sacrifice
All of your normal lives
In the need to be together - we
11. ALONE
Soon the sick part is here
The part where I must feel
Awakened by my thoughts
Of the impending end
Alone I face the cross
I have no friends not here
Carry on - you die alone
My desperation grows it's showing
Ill tempered, Ill disposed of the forgotten
Temptation has no fear
Decisions all come near
Carry on - all by yourself
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